Chapter Forty
Third person's POV
6:00 AM
Jungkook wakes up with no presence of Jimin. He climbed off the bed and looked out for his boyfriend. Jungkook frowned when he realized Jimin wasn't even at home.
Jungkook walked towards their shared room to get his phone that was placed on the table just beside their bed. He was about to grab his phone when something else caught his attention- he saw a letter and the ring he gave for Jimin.
He felt his heart racing against his chest violently as he open the letter and started reading it.
Dear, My Jungkookie,
I want you to know that every moment with you mean a lot to me. You make me happy even at the simplest thing, so thank you for letting me be part of your life.
I know I promised you that I won't leave you again, I'm sorry for breaking my promises again.
I know I'm being selfish for not telling you about this... I can't Jungkook, because letting you go is the hardest thing for me and I'm afraid that I would take it back, so I decided to not tell you personally.
I really love you Jungkook, I really do, that's why I endured everything even if it pains me and chose to ignore the harsh reality.
I wanted to make you happy so I chose to stay even if I knew I can't still change the fact that I'm not the one inside your heart. It's always been him.
Last night, you said you love me and I could see the sincerity through your eyes, it's overwhelming and I couldn't help but to feel emotional but I know deep down inside you love him more. You love him more than anyone else and he is someone that can't be replaced by anyone, you said that to me.
Even if it hurts, I already accepted everything.
It's hard for me to do this but I need to... for you and for your happiness.
I'm letting you go, I'm setting you free Jungkook.
I'm letting you go for a reason, so promise me that you'll be truly happy again- with him by your side.
I love you. . . I'm sorry. . . and Goodbye, Jeon Jungkook.
- Park Jimin
The younger felt his heart shattered in pieces. He walked into the closet and saw all of Jimin's things are gone. Jimin can't be serious, he can't leave him. Jungkook grabbed his phone and dialled Jimin's number.
"Damn it, Jimin, answer your phone!"
But Jimin ignored his calls.
Jungkook grabbed his key and walked outside his apartment, he need to go to Hoseok's place.
He starts the engine and sped off, expression darkened. He doesn't understand. Jimin makes him happy. He makes Jungkook happy. The letter he gave him confuses Jungkook.
When Jungkook arrived at Hoseok's apartment. He pressed the doorbell repeatedly. Pleading silently that Jimin is inside.
The door opened revealing Hoseok, brows pulled together.
"What do you want?" Hoseok asked tone sharp. Jungkook is looking at him expression contorted with mix hurt and sadness.
"Where is Jimin?" He asked. Hoseok crosses his arms over his chest, lips twitching upward forming a smirk.
"Jimin isn't here." Hoseok says.
"He chose you remember? He left me and chose to stay with you. I made it clear to him that he is not welcome here anymore." Hoseok says tone harsh, "He's living with you right? So why are you asking me?" Jungkook grabbed Hoseok by the collar, dark eyes looking at him dangerously.
"Don't pretend Hoseok! You're his bestfriend, I know he's here!" Hoseok pushed Jungkook off him. Jungkook ignored it and pushes Hoseok away as he walked inside. He went straight towards Jimin's room looking out for him but he found nothing.
"I told you, he's not here!" Hoseok says tone laced with annoyance. Jungkook shifted his gaze to him, eyes boring on him.
"I know, you know where he is, tell me where the hell Jimin is!" Jungkook spat. Hoseok sighs.
"He's back." Hoseok said, Jungkook felt his heart stops, brows pulled together.
"What?" He asked tone laced with confusion.
"Taehyung is back." Jungkook frozen is his spot. He couldn't believe what he just heard.
"Aren't you happy? I think Jimin is doing you a favor now." Hoseok trailed off, "You are just using Jimin, why are acting as if you care for him?" He continued tone laced with mockery. Jungkook launched forward and punched Hoseok right on the face. Hoseok stumble backward when another blow hit his face, he took a step away to regain his balance.
"We all know that you're attracted to him because he reminds you of Tae!" Hoseok said tone rough, face contorted with anger.
"He knew everything Jungkook! But that brat still chooses to be with you!" He shouted, Jungkook felt his heart drop and fell silent.
"Now that Taehyung is back, he knew that you don't need him anymore! Don't pretend to care for him when in fact you're not." Jungkook's heart clenches.
It's not true. . . He needs Jimin in his life. . .
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"Did you know all of this?!" Jungkook asked his brother, Seokjin stops in his track. He slowly faces his brother, looking at him coldly.
"What do you mean?" Seokjin asked trying to calm himself.
"...about Jimin finding out who is Taehyung in my life?" Jungkook asked and Seokjin nodded.
"Since when?"
"After our trip in Jeju, Hoseok told him everything." He said voice cracking. Jimin left and it hurts Seokjin too.
"Why you didn't tell me?" He asked sternly tone harsh.
"Because he asked me not to say anything to you!" Seokjin shouts at his brother.
"So the reason why he broke up with me that day. . ." He trailed off and Seokjin gave him a small nod, tears streaming down his cheeks, "I don't understand. Why did he come back? Why did he ask me for a second chance if he knew everything?" Seokjin looks away, wiping off his tears.
"Seokjin hyung," Jungkook called out his name, Seokjin shifted his gaze to his brother, "J- Jimin, he left." He says tone laced with sadness and hurt.
"I know." Seokjin says softly. Jungkook's eyes lit up.
"Does it mean you know where he is?!" Jungkook asked, Seokjin gave him a small nod.
"Tell me where is hyung!" Jungkook says tone desperate but the latter shook his head. Jungkook frowned.
"You're just going to hurt him." He whispered audibly. Jungkook shook his head, dark eyes filled with sadness.
"Please tell me-" He pleaded but Seokjin cut him off.
"Stop it, Kook!" Seokjin shout harshly, "Stop playing with his heart! Stop hurting him!" Jungkook's eyes widen in surprise.
"You hurt him without you knowing! You know what? I witnessed everything Jungkook! How he tried to endure everything! He chose to stay with you even though you love someone else! You're so lucky to have Jimin but you blew it away! You let him slip through your fingers because you can't still forget your past!" Seokjin spat tone harsh, new tears streaming down his face.
"You're wondering why he came back to you and chose to stay with you again? It's because of what happened to you with Taehyung! Jimin came back because he wanted to make you happy and because he love you so much Jungkook!"
"If I just knew that he will come back again, I shouldn't have introduces Jimin to you!" Jungkook chooses to stay silent, heart heavy. He did nothing but hurt him. He hurt Jimin and the worst part is . . . he used him. Right from the beginning. . .
"If I knew that you still trying to find him then I shouldn't have dragged Jimin into this mess!" Seokjin choked a quite sobs. He sighed deeply and moves closer and reached out the younger's hands.
"He is hurting Jungkook. Please don't let your guilt control you." The younger is looking at him with pained expression.
Is it too late for everything? Is it too late to fix everything? Is it too late to explain himself to Jimin?
"He left for your own happiness," Seokjin trailed off squeezing the younger's hands lightly before dropping his hands.
"So please. . . don't look out for him anymore."
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