John p.o.v

I look down at the book then her.

"It wouldn't be done without you. Really. You've given me a lot in these past months. I know you wanted the book done so I worked a lot at night so it would be finished. Its gonna be out and publish next month."

I hug her and this time a tear strolls down my cheek. This was it wasn't it. This was the last day before I would kill her.

I pull back and kiss her gently. "I love you more than anything you know?" I stroke her cheek and choke on my words a little well starting to cry. "Ive been hiding things." Id have to finish it now. I have to.

"Like what?" She whispers looking sad.

"Im a vampire. Im the serial killer on the news whos killed so many people. I needed to feed on something tp live. So I choose others. I was gonna kill you. I was waiting for the book to be finished so I could rip your guts out. But then I loved you more and more until I couldn't do it. But I have to now. I have to because id rather now then when your old and I have to watch you die like all the others." I whisper and walk twords her.

Her face was terrified as I pinned her to a wall and pulled out my pocket knife.

"John please! Please john!" She screams and sobs as I sob and lean my head on hers.

"I love you." I run the pocket knife into her heart and hold her as we both fall to the flood. I rest my chin on her head and sing into her ear heroes by David bowie softly because it was her favorite song. I stop and look down at her still alive.

"I wish I could have grown old. Died with you. Loved you until you couldn't even stand me. I love you so much." I whisper and stroke her cheek.

I watch as her eyes close and she goes limp. I lean down and then stop. I wouldn't drink her blood. I couldn't.

I was to emotionally devistated and to sad to do anything at this point. I just go down stairs and start drinking as much as possible in a corner.

She wad gone and I couldn't fix it. I just wanted my baby in my arms but she wasn't.

I then got a vision. It was of us meeting. But when I was a teen. Before I was a vampire. Then 50 years later. I kept seeing as years after she would come back then die again.

I run to my jornals and find every year I remebered.

Year 1750

She died today. I swear ive saw her in a past life. I loved her more than any other human being and shes just gone. I dont know how it happened. My Darling is gone.

1800
Shes gone.

Year 1870

This is happening again.

1956

Again

I curl up in a corner. Im going fucking mad. How can she be in my whole life 
I run back upstairs to the attic and walk into the room. She was laying there alive. No blood just her. I back into a wall and sink to the floor as she stands up and says my name.

"Im going crazy!" I sob into my hands.

"Im immortal john." She whispers and sits front of me.

It all made sense now. She was immortal. She always died and since she didnt know he was a vampire and was also immortal she ran. She though she was meeting the reincarnation of the same love of her life. But she never lived long enough to watch him age. It all came back to them. She would always get killed somehow after they got married. He blocked it out of his mind and went crazy after being alone.

"Why is this happening? WHY NOW! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU LET ME LIVE WITHOUT YOU TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO BE MISERABLE AND GO MAD UNTIL I STARTED MURDERING PEOPLE! WHY WOULD YOU HAVE NOT SAID ANYTHING TO ME EVER!? Why?" I whisper the last park as she crys.

"I didn't wanna watch you die. The samd reason you just murdered me! I couldn't live knowing I spend a lifetime with you and couldn't die."

Thats when everything went black and I woke up in my room in a pool of sweat and my whole body shaking. It was the night before christmas.

What if my dream was something that would happen?