John p.o.v

The weeks went by and everything was normal until valentines day.

I woke up and kisses down her neck softly to wake her up.

She sits up and pulls away "I have to go to my publisher today so I'll see you later."

She gets dressed and leaves quickly.

I frown and try to say something but she was already gone. She never went to her publisher on holidays.

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After being alone watching movies I finally come to the conclusion that she wouldn't be home anytime soon.

I sigh and end up going out to dinner alone then getting dessert alone I go home and wait until finally she comes home and goes strait to our room.

Finally she sits next to me and I go to wrap my arms around her waste but she moves.

Mabey she just wasnt into it today.

But then today turned into Tommarow. And Tommarow turned into next week. And finally next month.

When she pulls away today I finally snap. "ARE YOU LITTERLY KIDDING ME?! WHY WONT YOU LET ME TOUCH YOU?! IM YOUR BOYFRIEND!"

She looks down.

"Juat fuck off john!" I hand my head.

"If you hate me now then why stay?" I whisper and go to our music room and grab a guitar. I learned guitar when she started ignoring me. I start playing softly and singing.

I look at you all, see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know why nobody told you
How to unfold your love
I don't know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I don't know how
You were inverted
No one alerted you

I look from the wings at the play you are staging
While my guitar gently weeps
As I’m sitting here, doing nothing but aging
Still my guitar gently weeps

I stop playing and look down. What is ive lost the only person who wouldn't die on me without me pushing the burden I have on them.

"You could be a singer you know." I turn to see her standing at the door with teary eyes.

"Thanks." I say bitterly and walk past her to my room and lay in bed.

She walks in a while later and lays next to me. "Oh your not sleeping on the couch tonight for once?"

"John, Im pregnant."

I choke on air and look at her shocked. She only looks down and sniffles. "I knew you would be disappoint."

"No love Thats not it.. I just didn't know I could have kids because im a vampire. How far along are you?" I hold her hand.

"2 months and 1 week."

"Why didn't you tell me baby." I wrap my arms around her and realise I can feel her stumic being bigger. No wonder she wouldn't let me touch her.

"I was worried you would be upset."

"I'm more upset you didn't tell me. Thats why I get to pick the name."

"Hmm, what are you thinking?" She asks and lays her head on my chest.

"Paul if its a boy, and... Abby if its a girl." I say and she smiles.

I didn't expect any of this to happen. I just wanted to kill someone. But now I have. Family.

"Lets get married tonight."