Panicked and fainted again in his  arms .... which made him shiver at the thought of loosing her ....

He knows that he should stay away from her .... he should maintain distance from her ... 

But he don't have any damn control over his fucking heart

Because he just can't ignore his emotions .... but is it all rightto bein love with the one who betrayed him .... right now he don't know anything except her condition .... not thinking much picked her in his arms and sits on driving seat with her on his lap ....

She was looking small like a baby on him .... he drives towards the hospital ...

Taking in the ward doctor checked her ... he came out and sidharth asked him about her

Sid : how's she now ? ...

Doc: who are you of her? ... asked a little puzzled

Sid : ahh .. umm her fiance .... sidharth... sidharth shukla ... said maintaining his poker face

Doc : ohh ... continues

Doc : mr. Shukla .... her mental health is not good .... i mean ... it's not really good for her to have panic attacks on regular basis .... this case is worse than we can even think ... it's not good for her as these panic attacks can lead her to suicidal thoughts .... and bad health condition....

Take care of her .... and pls makeher not take stress as it will only make her more depressed

Sid : what ... is she ? .... cut off by doctor

Doc : yes .... she is in last stage of depression ...it seems like it's a very old trauma which lead her into all these ....

Sidharth was horrified by doctor's revelation

She has faced so much yet manage to put on the most beautiful smile on her face

He was in his own daze came out of it by doctor's voice ...

Doc : we have gave her injection which lead her in deep slumber she will wake up in some hours than you can take her home ....

Goes from there .... his head was bursting with all the thoughts ....

Frustrated he punched the nearby wall hard that his knuckles started to bleed ....

Sidharth's pov

Ye sab ... ahhh what the fuck is happening.... pehle maa or ab sana ... is it true or all this is just a drama of her ... but why will doctor lie ....

Par agar doctor bhi ...

Ahhh ... i just don't wanna think of all this ....

Why my life is so complicated man.... god ....

Ek taraf aisa lagta hai jaise wo dhokha de rahi hai ... dusri taraf lagta hai jaise shayad main usse galat samajh raha hu ...

Nhi pata kya sach hai or kya jhoot ....

He was lost in his own thoughts came back with nurse voice ... 

Sir.... she saying something in her sleep ... pls check on her ....

He goes inside to see her ... murmers something .... her whole body started to shiver ....

Mat maro ... mat karo ... main ...mujhe andhere se dar lagta hai  ... andhera. ... wo mujhe ... andhera mujhe dara ta hai .... mat band karo ..  pls ... mat band karo mujge yaha ... 

She started crying ....

His feets were frozen listening her .... his mind was numb ... his eyes suddenly filled with tears ... as if he can sense the pain she is in ....

He was not able to control himself but ... he needs to stay strong as right she needs him the most ....

He goes near her and jerks her to wake up ... she immediately opens her eyes.... and was engulfed in a hug ....

Naaz .... shh meri jaan ... kya hua ... kya huahai bache ... kisne kiya ye sab.... Pls bata ... caresses her hairs making her sob in his chest ...

Sidharth... wo ... wo dobara aaya tha ... aaapke jaane ke baad ...

Flashback ...

Sana entered her house closing the door .... she was about to switch on the lights when she was engulfed in tight back hug ....

She was feeling so uncomfortable...

She tried removing his hands from her waist but his hold tightened ....

Not knowing what to do shejerked his hands away from her with all her might ... turned around and take one step back ...

Kon ho tum .... huhhh ..... yells on the top of her voice

Tum meri ho shehnaaz .... tum meri ho .... you are mine .... tum us sidharth ki kabhi nhi ho paogi ... hus face was covered with a weird smily face

Main tumhe uski kabhi nhi hone dunga .... mujhe pata hai tum usse pyaar karti ho ... or wo bhi ... gritts his teeths in anger ...

Wo bhi tumhe chahne laga hai ...

Par kehte hai na ....
Hum jise shiddat se chahte hai ...
Usse nafrat bhi badi shiddat wali hoti hai ...

I will make sure that he will hate you ... torture you .... aise galat fehmio ke badal chayenge ki wo chahkar bhi kabhi tum par bharosa nhi kar payega meri jaan....

The determination in his voice scared her to the core....

Sana : mere sidharth tumhe nhi chorenge .... yells at the same voice ...

He holds her from her arms ....

Main waada karta hu tumse ... ki kabhi tumhe uska nhi hone dunga .... gritts his teeths ... injecting a drug in her arm to make her unconscious... and goes from there leaving her ....

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Sidharth.... wo aisa kyu bol raha tha ... wo ... wo ye sab kharab kar dega ... wo mujhe aapse door kar dega ... sidharth.... main ... main ... her breaths were higher again. ...

Shhhh .... bas .... jab tak sidharth hai na ... yski naaz ko usse koi bhi door nhi kar sakta .... tum sirf meri ho ...

Understand ... tum par sirf mera haq hai ...

Or sidharth shukla apne logo ko usse door nhi jaane deta .... so believe me ...

I trust you sidharth.... whispered wrapping her arms ... around his waist ... he taps her head ... to make her relax ... his face was stern ...

Made her lay down on the bed ... and leans closer to her face keeping his palm on her cheek ...

Tum rest karo ... i will be back in some moments ... ohk ...

And don't think much ... pecks her forehead... going out ....

She touches her forehead and smiled in bliss ....

Ahh ... one hope she had that he will never leave her ....

But this hope of hers will soon be shattered in peices ....

He calls mohit ... and ordered him to find about that intruder ....

He was talking on the phone ....

His back was facing the door ... when someone sneakily entered in the room without his knowledge....

Sidharth cuts the call and wasabout to go in when a nurse called him and said that doctor is calling him in his cabin to discuss about her medicines and her condition

In the room ...naaz's eyes were closed but she was not sleeping ...

Feeling someone's presence near her she opened her eyes ... and sees a person ... whose face was half covered with the mask ...

Kon ho tum .... asked ... as hervoice trembled

Arey baby inti jaldi hi bhool gyi ... kal raat hi toh mile the na hum ...

Yaha kyu aaye ho ... kya chahte ho tum huhh ... door raho mujhse tumhare liye acha hoga ... warna ...

Warnaa ... dhamki de raho ho .... huhhh ... main nhi darta tumhari in khokli dhamkio se ... jao jao ... waise bhi tum kar bhi kya logi ...

He turned his head ... and looked at the same nurse ... who gestyres him throufh her actions that sidharth is coming ... he nods and the nurse goes from there .... he gave her money to help him ... and in her greediness she agreed taking that money ...

He kept his hand on her mouth ... his back was facing the door ...

Oh baby ... i am so proud of you ... tum kitni achi acting karti ho na .... us sidharth ko bilkul fasa hi liya tumne ... ab wo ... wotum par shaqnhi karega or hamara kaam or bhi asan ho jayega ...tum basjaldi se usse shaadi karlo ..  or phiruska sab kuch hamara

All this was listened by sidharth.
.. his eyes were red in anger

He was angry on himself for trusting her again .... he walks towards him ... keeping his hand on hus shoulder...

Sidharth was not able to see that shehnaaz mouth was covered with his palm ....

He tried turning him around ... to see who he is ....

But he covered his face properly .... holds sidharth's hand which was on hus shoulder and twisted it .... then pushes him and jumps out of the window in the room ...

He turns around ... his eyes showed pain pain of being betrayed again ... he cursed himself innerly for believing her again ....

She was looking in his eyes .... she tried speaking ....

Sidharth ye sab ... ye sab jhoot....

Tum ne mujhe ek baar phir se dhokha diya shehnaaz .... or mera vishwas tod diya. ... bohot shauk hai na tumhe is shaadi ka ... tph sun lo ...

Ye shaadi toh hogi par tumhari is khwahish ko main kabhi pura nhi hone dunga .... tumhari ye shaadi hi tumhe majboor kardegi isko todne par ..... tum is shaadi main kaid ho kar reh jaogi ... mark my words...

Par kabhi isse bahar nhi aa paogi ...

His eyes spitted anger ... pain of being betrayed ...

A log tear rolled down his eyes as he wiped it harshly ... going outside ....

Leaving her shattered ...

Usne jo kaha tha wo kar diya sidharth.... wo ... usne hame door kar diya ...

Paas aaye ... dooriyaan phir bhi kam na hui 💔

Par aap...kyu mujhpar bharosanhi kar paa rahe ... kyuuu aisa ho raha hai....

Kyu wo insaan hame door karna chahta hai ... kon hai wo ...  satvik ... par wo toh ... America ... ahhh ....

Her head started spinning

Nurse comes in and made her lay down giving her injection ...

Sidharth was feeling betrayed and shattered ....

Lost .... in his ownworld ...remembering... when he saw her smiling for the first time ...

When she asked him innocently that why he is so weird .... she can't understand him ...

Even if the truth he can see is that she is betraying him ... her eyes still depict the whole different story ...

But all this is a lie .... she is such a good actor ...he thought

But his heart knows that this is all a misunderstanding...

Caging down hus heart he was determined to make her feeel the same pain he is feeling right now of being heartbroken

Kitne dard dediye tume ek pal main humko ... itna toota toh hum kabhi bhi mehsoos nhi karte the ... jitna ab tumse dhokha khaa ke karte hai ...

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Heyyaa all ... kaise ho sab ? ..

Missed me ? ...

I did .... hehe

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