Naaz ... He whispered he was sweating profusely

And again ... She came in his dream ... She was decked up in a white colour saree ... With her hair parted ... Sideways ...

Her quivering yet smiling lips her blank yet tearful eyes ...

His beating rapid ... He twists around trying to open his eyes ... His heart is not ready again to face her going away from him ..

To see her disappearing again ..

He twists sweating murmuring chanting her name like a prayer ...

He woke up with a jerk trying to take a deep breath his head throbbing back ... As he again ... Again witnessed her fading away from his sight how much the sight breaks his heart only he knows. ..

Sana immediately opened her eyes ... He heart broke in peices seeing his condition he was shivering and trembling holding his head in his hands trying to calm his anxiety down ...

Tears rolled down her eyes ... she don't know what to do ? ... She is puzzled. . because she had never ever seen anyone ... Like this ... Being so disturbed so depressed ...

Her heart pains as she realised ... Maybe that is the reason why he didn't wanted to stay back ... Her heart knows him ...

Not knowing any freaking thing still she just pulled him closer to herself ... His big frame over her small body ... His all weight over her still she didn't cared she just held him in her arms ... Till his mind responded ...he opened his eyes looking up from her arms at her face ...

She caressed his face lovingly her tears were no where to stop ...

His hands trembled as he took his hand up to touch her to feel her ... He kept his trembling hands over her cheek ...

As she closed her eyes with tear streaming down ...

Naaz ... He whispered stammering his voice trembled ... He hugged her small frame sobbing like a small child ...

She caressed his hairs as he sobbed more digging his face in her neck ... Inhaling her scent trying to calm down his senses ...

Who said that the boys who cry ? ... Who vent out there pain are weak ? ...

No ... They are not weak ... But strong ... Strong enough to handle the pain until the pain comes out as tears ... It's not a sin to cry ... It's just they also need to vent out ... The pain from which they are suffering ...

She cried having him in her arms ... He cried ... His soul tried to feel her soul near him ... Finding the peace finally ...

.she closed her eyes her heart rolled back to the flashbacks the flashbacks when she used to cry scream and beg in his arms ...

Her whole body scrunched as the voices of her crying and screaming echoed in her ears ...

Naaz ... He whispered his eyes closed but he called her out as if he knows that she is slipping in the past ..

She opened her eyes ... The darkness in the room .. was horrifying but the presence of her is so soothing ...

He just called her again ..

Naaz ... She caresses his hairs keeping her free palmover her mouth trying to control her sobs ...

She felt so painful as of his every pain .. is just of hers .. .

She caressed him soothed his heart with her presence... Until he drifts into a slumber ... Exhausted... Sleeping... She made him lay down but never left him ... She held him more tightly caressing his lovely face ... She hissed touching his head who was bandaged ... She caressed it ever so softly ...

Mera bacha ..

She whispered she wasn't in her senses right now she was drowned in her past getting the flashbacks ...

The flashbacks... When he used to smile brightly ... His twinkling eyes his shining smile ...

The way he used to treat her the way he used to talk ... Everything was so changed her heart whispered but her mind was unable to accept that her heart knows the man ... She is having in her arms ...

Paas aaye
dooriyan phir bhi kam na hui

Ek adhuri si
Hamari kahani rahi

She caressed his face .... He looked so beautiful yet he is broken ... Only her heart knows ....

She don't know what kind of feelings she had for him ... But she felt pain seeing him like this ... She felt loved when he Pampers her ... She felt completed when he touches her ...

Why ? ... She don't know but these feelings were of peace ... Her long lost peace which she found near him ..

She kept her head over his head ... He was sleeping snoring softly looking like a baby ...

A desire of kissing him arises as she could not stop herself but pecking his head and cheeks time to time ... .the good memories were coming back slowly in her mind ... Her mind has started to register her feelings ...

Mera kullu

She whispered softly ...

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Aryan ... Sana shrieked happily as soon as she saw her bestie standing on the door along with saanvi ..

She came near and hugged ... Sidharth was sitting there on the dining table turned his face ... As his possesiveness over powers him ...

Sukh ji and pammi ji noticed his expressions and giggled softly...

He was staring at them with fire in his eyes murdering Aryan in his mind ...

Kaisa hai tu ? ... She asked pulling back from the hug ...

3 saal baad aa raha hai kutte kamine ... Meri dost se itna intzaar karwaya tune ... Sana said pouting taking saanvi in a side hug ...

Aryan giggles looking at saanvi ...

Maine toh kaha tha is ko koi or ladka dhoondh le apne liye .. par ye bichariii turu lobb ki maarri ... Sana wiped the imaginary sweat from her head dramatically ... .

Aao ab andar ... Ya yahi khade rahoge ? ... Sana nodded her head in disbelief

Aane degi tabhi toh ?... Aryan said rolling his eyes ...

As both of them came inside ...

Sidharth ... She called out ... Who looked up at her raising his brows ...

She came near him as he stood up from his seat ...

She was looking so small ... Infront of him pouted like a baby ...

Aryan ... Saanvi ... Sidharth ... She introduced them ...

They greeted eachother well ... Some moments back he was feeling jealos of Aryan ... But only she knows how to remove his insecurities ❤️

They sat down together for sometime and enjoyed each other's company while Shukla ji was looking at her ... The way she was smiling laughing ...

Hayeeee rabba ... She smacks her head ...

Aapko toh kuch yaad b nhi rehta gadhe insaan ... Medicines ka time hogya ... She shrieked looking at him pouting he chuckles ....

Leli medicine maine ... He blinks his eyes in assurance

While Aryan and saanvi looked at eachother suspiciously ...

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Kyu jaa rahe ho ? ... Sana whispered on the verge of crying ...

She didn't wanted him to go but he was adamant...

Jaana padega na ... Dekh main thik toh hu bilkul ... I'll stay at hotel aram se koi problem nhi mere ko ... He said ... Holding her hand caressing the back of palm ..

Naii jaoo ... She whispered her eyes welled up ... After years she had felt peace she don't want her peace to be alone ...

But ...did she had any right to stop him ? ... Her mind asked ...

He has the right to take decision for himself ...

She don't have any right on him she knows ....nor when she has just met him so e days back

As soon as the realisation hits her she backs off looking down ... Gulping the painful lump ... She knows she is interfering in his life too much ...

But why ? ... she don't know ...

Naaz ... He called her ...as her heart started to beat rapidly being called by naaz bubbles up some old amazing yet emotional feelings in her ...

Hmm ... She humms ...

Naaz ... I'll be fine ... He cups her face ever so softly making her look up in his eyes nodding softly ...

He nods kissing her head then left hald heartedly ... He don't wanted to be a burden on anyone ...

Nor he wanted to disturb her mental health with his presence

She sits down on the bed ...
With taking every step away from her peirces her heart ...

He just a mere stranger ... Her mind screams ...

Making her heart vulnerable

Her mind didn't want to register his presence her head started to
Throb as she closed her eyes calming her anxious self down ...

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Ye kya feelings hai ... She asked her own self ... It was midnight and her overthinking self can't let her sleep ...

For god's sake Sana he is a stranger abhi do din pehle mili tu usse ? ... Do din main pyaar nhi ho sakta ... Nhi ho sakta na ? ... She asked herself ...

Kyu nhi ho sakta ? ... Pyaar ke liye toh ek pal bhi kaafi hai na ? ...pyaar toh ek feeling hoti hai jo kbhi bhi man main aa sakti hai ... Par main sidharth se pyaar toh nhi karti ? ... Maybe shayad ye attraction hai ..

She closed her eyes ... She got the flashbacks where she saw a small girl ...

Who was hiding behind a pillar looking at a boy ...the boy who was doing his football practice

"Shehnaaz" someone called from behind as Sana immediately opened her eyes ...

Shehnaaz ? ... Main ... Main Sana .hu na ? ... Main main toh Sana hu ... She stammered holding her legs closer to her chest ...

Main ... Mujhe kuch yaad kyu nhi ...shehnaaz kon. Hai ... Shehnaaz. .. naaz .. sidharth ki naaz.... Naaz. ... Naaz kon hai ... Sana .kon hai ... Main ...

Main kon hu ... She panicked. ..

Main kon hu ... She panicked...sukhi ji and pammi ji rushes in her room looking at her ...

Maa ... Main kon hu ... She panicked ...

Main ... Main Sana hu ? ... Main naaz hu ... Main shehnaaz hu ... Main kon hu maa ..she held her spinning head. .

As she fainted down on the bed ... She was feeling nauseous and head ache from the last two three days ... But she didn't tell anyone as she didn't want to disturb anyone ...

Sukhi ji and pammi ji rushes her to the hospital it wasn't the first time she was having a panick attack in the past too sometimes she used to have the flashbacks of her memory ... But for the first time her condition was terrible ... She fainted ...

Doctor had strictly told her parents that stress is the biggest threat to her life ...

Sidharth was informed as he immediately comes hospital ...
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Kya hona chahiye aage. ? ... Will there be any complications in her brain just because of her memory loss ? ...

Will she ever be able to regain her memory? ...

Let's see ...

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