Waise aap ka naam kya hai ? .... She asks pouting ...

He was in his own daze when her voice bringed him back ...

Huhhh ... Mera naam sidharth ... Sidharth Shukla ... He smiled in a bliss ... Seeing her near him ...

Sidharthhh ... She whispered ... The way she said his heart stopped the moment her deep eyes filled with tears ... But her face had a beautiful smile ... She looked away wiping her eyes ...

His heart shuddered

Her heart remembers him ...

Tumhara naam kya hai ? ... His voice breaked ...

Mera naam ? ... Sana ... She smiled

He felt peace listening her voice his heart was breaking every moment.... That she forgot him ... Him ... She loved him her whole life ...

Soon ... They reached the national dance academy of chandigarh ...

Byee ...she waves her hand going into her vanity ...

He frowns as she goes ... He was standing there lost when the host came taking him inside ....

As the performances will be starting soon ...

He sat in the hall lost ... In his own world ...

When he listened to the announcement by host ...

And here comes the next performer ... Sana gilll ! ...

He said as the hall echoed with the sounds of clapping ...

His heart shuddered his whole body shivered when he too her name ...

Sana ... He could have whisper only when she came on the stage ... She was looking like a bride ... In the read colour suit ... With her hairs open

His heart stopped beating ... She looked like a goddess ... The purest goddess whome he worshipped ...

Jise zindagi dhoondh rahi hai
Kya ye wo makam mera hai ?

Nervousness could be felt by seeing her as she was nervous biting her lips ... Her eyes were looking her and there as if finding someone ...

As soon as there eyes met ... The satisfaction her face had was something worth to watch... As she gave him her most beautiful smile ... The smile which reached her eyes making his heart flutter and fall for this girl once again ...

Yaha chain se bas ruk jau
Kyu Dil ye mujhe kehta hai ? ...

She moved back as the music started never she just looked away from his eyes there eye contact drowned her into memories .... the memories which her mind forgot but her heart can never forget ...

Di nahi dua bhale
Na di kabhi baddua
Na khafa hue na hum
Hue kabhi bewafa

As he felt the lyrics peircibg his heart ...

Her expressions suddenly changed so painful ..  she didn't know from what pain she has gone through but him... He remembers everything ...

It's his punishment to watch her like this .... So miserable but didn't even know the reason of her miserability ...

Life was so beautiful until that one night ... Where he destroyed everything ! ...

Tum magar bewafa ho gaye
Kyun khafa ho gaye

They way she expressed her misery in words everything felt so real yet so broken ... Even the way her expressions were so broken ... Her parents were also in maze ! ...

He looked at her ... His eyes filled up ... He was feeling restless... His anxiety rosing up ...

Ke tumse juda hoke hum
Tabaah ho gaye

Tabaah ho gaye!
Tabaah ho gaye!
Tabaah ho gaye!

Isn't it the truth his heart whispered... When she left him ... She lost herself ! ... She lost her memory ... His mgeart reminded when she once said

Aapke Bina mujhe or kuch nhi chahiye sidharth... Main bhi nhi

His poor heart breaked in peices ... Seeing her such vulnerable state ...

She loved him from her soul and even after losing her memory... Her heart knows his touch ...  When they bumped in each other right here some moments ago ... She took his name before fainting infront of him ...

Phir akhiyan mein preet ki teri
Reet jaga jaana
Mohey chhod ke jaane ki khatir
Hi laut ke aa jana

She twirled around the whole stage lost in dancing her feets moving in rhythm ... As she was so lost ... Her eyes had tears her face had sweat ...

Phir akhiyan mein preet ki teri
Reet jaga jaana
Mohey chhod ke jaane ki khatir
Hi laut ke aa jana

When the music reached his ears ... He felt every lyrics .... He was yearning to see her from last 4 years and when she was here right infront of him ...

She doesn't remember him ... Maybe it's good for her ... And a little bit for him too ... He knew that if she would remember everything ... He would never be able to face her ever ...

Her reaction will break him more ... Somewhere he knew ... But her blankness ... He won't be able to take that hatred in her eyes ...

Haan gair ke humnawa ho gaye
Kyun khafa ho gaye
Ki tumse juda hoke hum
Tabaah ho gaye...

His heart stopped when he saw tears in her eyes ...

The tears he wanted to wipe but he knows he won't be able to ...

Tabah ho gaye!
Tabah ho gaye!
Tabah ho gaye!

This was enough for him ... he won't be able to take more ... His breaths were higher ... He knew he is gonna have a panic attack soon ... He didn't wanted to create any problem...

He gets up from his seat ... going outside where as everyone in the hall were too busy to notice his absence except the one person who felt that again he left her ...

She was Sana ... She didn't know why ... But she felt like she was dancing just for him ..

She felt like she only wanted him to see her ... To talk with her to appreciate her ... Heart started craving more for him ..

But her logical mind ... it wanted a reason ... The reason to adore him ... The reason to crave for him .. 

Her mind wanted some reason to adore him ...

But somewhere her heart knows that there are no reasons behind adoring someone ...

But when he left in between her performance that hurted her ...

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He took the support of his car to steady himself ... His breaths were higher ...

More to his problems the rain started to pour ...

He opened his car's door with great difficulty trying to find his pump .. suddenly he remembered that his pump was left in his bag in the hotel ..

His anxiety rosing up eyes welled up as he remembered her ...

She was so near but so away from him ... His already broken heart shatters again ... Witnessing her condition ...

His tears were no where to stop ... He wants to hug her ... To engulf he ... To love her ...

To take her with him .. he wanted to convey his love and pain ... He wants to ask for forgiveness...

He wants to make her his again .. he wants her ... he wants her to love him ... To remove his every pain ... To fill his life with love again ...

But ... She is here but not with him ... His heart is breaking ... His heart wanting to run away ... He gets into the car... started driving vigorously .... He was just too disturbed by the revelation that she forgot him ...

His heart is breaking he felt choking ... Didn't realised when the truck was coming on the way right infront of him ... To save from accident... He turned the steering ... Too hard that his car bumped into the treee ...

His head touched the steering harshly as he fainted...

I love you ... Sana ... He whispered before closing his eyes ...

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Yaar ... Ye kya ho raha hai ? ... Itni mehnat Kari is award ke liye ... Din raat ek kiya ... Phir bhi ... Sukoon kyu nhi hai ? ..

Chain kyu nhi hai ? ... Ye kya ho raha hai mujhe ? ... She whispered drowned in her thoughts ...

Karloon main kaise yakeen ? ...
Tu mere paas hai hi nhi

Abhi tu kal hi aaya tha toh
Khwabo main

When her phone ringed ...

Oyyy tujhe pata hai ... Saavi shrieked from the other side of the phone ...

Kya ? ... She said ... With a look of displeasure hearding her screaming voice ...

Wo jo competition main hamare chief guest the na ... sidharth shukla ... Unka accident hogya ... Saavi said ...

Kyaa ... Sana shrieked her whole body shivered her eyes welled up ...

Acci... Dent ... She whispered

Wo thik toh hai na ... Her voice breaked .. 

Kaha hai wo ? ... Konse hospital main hai wo ? ... Saavi ... Sana yelled on the phone panicking ...

City hospital ... Saavi said ... Her voice shuddered for the first time she heard sana's breaking and shivering voice ...

Sana tu thik hai ? ... Savi whispered...

Nhi .. main nhi hu thik ... I want to see him ... I want to see him ... She murmured continuously cutting the call ...

Tears stream down her eyes ...

Sidharth ... She whispered more painful tears made there way down her cheeks ... As she closed her eyes ...

She immediately comes out of her room finding her parents sitting in the living area ..

Papa ... She whispered

Sukh ji immediately got up hearing her crying voice ...

Sana.... Bachee ... He whispered

Sana immediately hugged him ... Papa sidharth ... Sidharth hospital mujhe uske paas jaana hai ... I need to go ... Usse meri zaroorat hai ...

Usse uski SHEHNAAZ ki zarurat hai ... She whispered bluntly her breaths ...

Yaad aati hai jab teri
Saans ruk jaati hai meri

Roz Marti hu aise main
Khud main hi 

Sukh ji immediately got the hint that she had met someone today who is from her past ...

Bache kon sidharth ... He couldn't help his fatherly extincts but ask her ...

Pata nhi ... Wo... City hospital mera sidharth usse meri zaroorat hai ... She whispered as if not in her senses but in pain ... Because her bebu is in pain ... Her soul can feel pain of him ...

Wo ... Mujhe uske paas Jana hai papa pls ....she cried. ..

He nodded his head ...

Kaha hai wo ? Whispered sukh ji ...

City hospital...she stammered ...

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As soon as she reached the hospital she hurriedly asked for his room ...

As soon as she got to his room no ... She looks at him from the glass ... He was laying lifelessly....

His head was bandaged ... His hand had bruises ... Her heart scattered in peices ...

She hissed seeing him as if feeling his pain ...

She comes in ... Looking at him ... His eyes were closed ...

Sidharth ... Tears rolled down ...

He opened his eyes ... shocked He didn't expected her to be here ...

She twitched her lips ....she don't know why but she felt some connection with him ...

Some sort of connection as if her heart is connected with him ..

He tried to sit but his whole body started to pain .... He whimpered felling back on the bed

Sidharth .... She was chanting his name quick to hold him ... He looked at her ... With his tearful eyes ...

Unknowingly her hand reached to cup his face wiping his eyes ...

Mera bacha ... She whispered getting glimpses of her past ...

She caressed his face ... Like a baby ...

He was looking at her lost in her warmth suddenly lost his consciousness ...

Sidharthhh ... She yells ...

Baby ... She taps his cheeks ... Her heart stopped to beat ...

Doctor came running

Aap bahar jaiye we need to check him ...

Nhi Mai kahi nhi jaungi ... She whispered

Sukh ji came in and take her outside ... He made her sit and drink some water ...

He sat there ... Her head was throbbing. .. though ... He is her father ... He don't know sidharth but her condition told him everything ... He knows that she was getting the glimpses of her past ...

But here ... Her past .. her present ... Her future is laying in hospital

Somewhere he was scared ... What if sidharth took there Sana away from them ... For again they will be the childless parents again ...

His eyes filled ... But if his daughter is happy ... He don't want anything ...

Papa sidharth thik ho jayenge na ? ... She asked ...

Haan Mera bacha ... Kuch nhi hoga unhe ...  He kissed her head ...

Doctor came out of his room ...

Wo kaise hai ab ? .... Sana asked ... Her heart is heavy ...

He had an anxiety attack ... For two times ... Nor did he have his medicines from the morning ...

Overstress acha nhi hai unke liye ... Doctor said ... Going away ...

Sana looked at the door ...

She was confused ... Why is she here ? .... She don't know him personally but her heart is not ready to leave him in this condition ...

Her soul is not ready to leave him alone ...

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Hope you all liked it ❤️

I hope i write that good that i made you all feel all the emotions

And yess my exams ended and i am back ❤️