She goes in her room.....

Opening her hairs .... she sits down on the bed

Disturbed when some past memories started haunting her

She sits on the bed holding her head

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I love you sana .... i seriously do

Main pyaar karta hoon tujhse

Nahi...nahi ... tu dost hai mera nahi .... main sidharth se pyaar karti hoon

Tu meri hai sana.... tu meri hai

Main nahi hu teri .... chahe apne sidharth se kabhi milu ya nhi ... par main sirf uski hoon .... she whispered

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Yashhhhhhhhhh ..... she screamed as she sees him lying in the pool of blood

His last words were only this

I love you sana .... i love .... you

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She shrieked.....

Sana : nahiii .... agar meri wajah se us satvik ne kuch. ....nahi aisa kuch nhi hai sana .... tu bekaar hi tension le rahi hai

Par agar us satvik ne .. us satvik ne mujhe sidharth.... sidharth se door kar diya tohh....

Par

Sana : door kaise honge .... jab ...

Kabhi karib aaye hi nahi 🥀

She smiled blankly

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Siya : yaar i don't know us bande ko kya hi problem hai .... har waqt aise nhi hota yaar ....

Saara party kharab kar diya ... kutta kahi ka

He was in his room laying on the bed on his back looking at the ceiling

Sidharth's pov

Kyu mujhe usse Itna farak padhta hai .... jab wo koi nhi hai meri ... na dost ... na main usse pyaar karta hoon .... phir kyu protective hoon uske liye

Phir kyu man kehta hai ki main kuch bhi kar sakta hoon ....phir kyu usko kisi or ke saath dekh kar mera khoon kholta hai ... ye kya ho raha hai mujhe .....

Pyaar nhi karta main usse .... sidharth shukla ki zindgi main pyaar kabhi nhi aayega .... kabhi nhiii ....he yells

Frustrated

Wo bas ek mehman hai ... maa ki mehman usse jyada kuch nhi .....

He yells .... maybe he didn't meant what he said in frustration

PAR JO USNE KAHA WO KISI KE DIL KO CHEER GAYA 💔

Sana : main kuch nhi hoon uske liye ....she said .... in her breaking voice

Her breaths were getting higher

And she knows she is having her anxiety attacks

She calms herself down .....

While someone in the house was planning to tear them apart .... as he knows about sidharth's growing feelings for her

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Next day

Sana : jaa rahi hu maa

Rita maa : kaha jaa rahi hai bache ...

Sana : bas maa ... wapas ghar jaa rahi hoon .... wo .. ummm... bohot din hogya or ab toh main thik bhi hu ..... she said

Looking at the one whome she loved immensely

Who was sitting unaffected.... sipping his coffee

But deep down .... the mere thought of her going away pained his heart

Siya : yaar abhi mat jao na sanuu

Deep : sana thode din toh hamare saath bhi ruko

Satvik : haan ... agar tumhe meri wajah se. ...

Sana : nahi aisa nahi hai ... bas aapko batana chahti hoon ... ke main ... apse .... main aapse pyaar nhi karti ...mere man main kabhi bhi apke liye aisa kuch nhi tha ... toh pls aap ...mere baare aisa kuch na sochein ... she looked at him

Who was looking at her

Satvik : it's ok ... ok.... koi baat nhi .... gritting his teeths he left from there to his room

But her simple confession soothed someone's scared heart

That big hulk was scared if she ... loves satvik

He smiled softly which was noticed by kushal .... who was coming back from the gym

Kushal : dil main ladoooo phoota ... he giggles making sidharth glare him

She sighed

Praying to god

Sana :

Baba ji ... phir se meri wajah se usse kuch na ho ... aapko toh pata hai na .... main sidharth se pyaar karti hu ....na kisi yash se or na kisi satvik se

Bas ye bhi yash jaise koi galat step na uthaye pls babaji

Mujh main or ilzaam sehne ki shakti nhi hai pls ..... she prayed

Sana : chalti hoon maa ....

Rita maa : par kyu bache .... kyu jaana haiii ... ruk jaa ... kuch din baad chali jaana

Sana : nahi maa .... bas .... chalti huu

Thank you meri care karne ke liye .... jaise apni ki na waisi ajj tak kisi ne nahi ki ... she whispered emotional

But she was expert in holding back her tears which always threatens her to fall

Rita maa : tu toh meri beti hai na...toh maa ...beti ki care kar sakti hai

She smiled while sana sulked ..... the motherly feeling she felt near rita was always the one she wanted

Not knowing what to say ... she just hugs her

Rita maa : ab mujhe pata hai ... tu hai toh ziddi .... par tu aise nhi jayegi akele

Kushal .... sana ko choda ghar

Deep : hum bhi chalte hai .... haina ... she said siya... while sidharth frowns

Kushal : ji maa.... sana ... ghar kaha hai tumhara ?

Sana : xyz road par ... orphanage se dusri gali main

Sid : main chod deta hoon .... i mean ... mujhe bhi wahi jaana hai ... matlab wahi se jaana hai ... mtlb

Kushal : thik hai bhai ... itna kyu explain kar rahe ho ... aapne jaana hai toh chale jao ... he smirked... while sidharth glares him ....

He picks his car keys

Sid : chalo tum dono ... he said to the twins

Deep : nahi bhai ... actually mujhe abhi yaad aaya ke mujhe music lessons lene hai

Siya : haan or mujhe baking karni hai

Both lied

Sid : par abhi toh tum jaa rahe the

Deep /siya : par abhi nahi jaana .... they said in union and smirked

Sid : ok .... he shrugged

Chalo tum ... he walks ahead

Sana : bye maa..... byeee she waves all of them and goes

All the cousins giggle

Hi‐ fying each other

Kush : dekha nahi bhai kaise behave kar rahe the

Deeep : ek young romeo type

They giggle

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They sat down in his car

She looks outside .... not looking at him....

As she was hurt because his words peirced her already broken heart ❤

He was stealing glances of her time to time

He was restless when he notices that she is ignoring him ....

Sid : achanak jaane ka plan ... kuch hua hai ... he took the initiative to break the silence

Koi problem ho rahi thi ??

He asked .... his eyes were stuck at the road

Sana : nahi aisa kuch nahi .... she meowed

Bas or pareshan nahi karna chahti thi

She whispered ... still looking outside the window

He looks at her ..... he stops the car at one corner of the road and holds her arm

Her ignorance was irritating him

He puls her towards himself with a jerk

And looks in her eyes

He said huskily

Sid : jab mujhse baat karo .... toh meri taraf dekha karo ....samjhi

Sana nods

Sid : words darling .... he felt it so natural..... calling her with sweet sweet names

A blush crept her cheeks .... she looked down whispering

Sana : samjhi ....

He chuckles innerly seeing her shy side for the first time 🙈

She didn't have the courage to look up in his intense eyes ❤

His hand goes to caress her cheek

He don't know but he felt peace when she was near him

He don't know what was happening to him

He knows that

She entered his life with happiness and peace

But he didn't know that

He was her life .... her peace ❤

She looks up gathering enough courage

Only to loose herself in his deep orbs

She lost herself a long back in her life

That bubbly self of her was left behind

She caged her dreams .... her happiness.... her love .... she caged herself 💔

But looking in his eyes

She felt that she is getting her life again .... he is the one she dreams of

And he is the one .... whome she is scared to loose

Tum se kabhi milna nahi chahti thi sidharth

Par ab jab mili hu toh lagta hai ... ki shayad main galat thi

Tum chahe dard do ... ya karo mohobbat

Tumse pyaar karna kabhi meri galti nahi

Tum mere ho ya nahi ... pata nahi

Par jab tum pass ho ... toh dil karta hai

Tujhe seene se lagau .... or tere dil main bas jau

Par dar bhi lagta hai ... ke kya tum mujhe apne dil main panah doge ??

Dill .... ye dil toh bohot chota hai

Teri nazro ko apni aankhon main basaunga

Mere dil se tere dil tak ka ek khoobsurat zariya banaunga

Tu chahe nazre jhuka mujhse

Teri aahat ki pehchan ko .... apne seene main basaunga

Dard chahe doon tujhe

Par khud bhi tadap jaunga

Main tujhe apne dil main basaunga ❤❤

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Woohhhh !!

This was good i felt hehe 🤧🙈

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