Kyu naaz ... Kyu nhi jaati tum ... Chali jao pls ... I can't hurt you ...

Kyu ... Why I am suffering all this ...

Kyu ... Mujhe pata hai agar hum saath rahe toh main kabhi bhi apni feelings control nhi kar paunga ...

Or jab tum mujhe chorh kar jaogi tab wo mujhe Tod dega

Main nhi sambhal paunga apne aap ko samajhti kyu nhi ho naaz ...

Kyu itni ziddi ho ... Jisse pyaar karti ho ussi ke pass chali jao ..  kyuki ... Main tumhe kabhi accept kar paunga ...

Nhi bhula paunga tumhara dhokha... Itna bada dil nhi mera... Nhi hoga mujhse ...

Kya chahti ho mujhse naaz ...

Agar yahi chahti ho toh thik hai ... Ab main tumhe itna majboor kar dunga ke tumhe mujhe chorhna hi padega ...

Shayad issi beech apne dil ko itna pathar bana loon ke wo phir kisi se koi ummeed na kare ... 

He stands there waiting for her to come pandit ji was already there with his friends colleagues family ...

Deep and siya takes naaz towards him holding her both hands ...

For not even once he looked at her ...

Cause he knows he won't be able to control his emotions if he looked at her ...

His face had a stern look ... with no expressions ... 

He finally made himself stone hearted ... That if she decides to leave it will not bother him for a little ...

While she looked at him with adore ....

Today he made her feel blessed... How can someone not love this man ...

The man ... Who thinks alot of time before hurting someone ...

How can she not love him ...

She has given him her heart and her soul ... And today ... She will be his ... Infront of the whole world

Ehd-e-mohobbat ko pura kiya
Dard dil ka leke dil de diya

They sat down ... And followed what pandit ji said ...

He forwards his hand and she keeps the back of her hand on his ...

Lastly pandit ji called for her father ... For her kanyadaan as soon as she heard about her father ...

Her eyes filled with tears ... That was for the first time he glanced at her ...

His heart shuddered at her misty eyes ... Without any second thought he reached for her hand ...

Holding her hand protectively in his ...

Making her heart swell she looked at him twitching her lips ... Rita maa fumbled ...  When kushal comes from behind ...

Bhai bhi toh kar sakta hai na Kanyadaan ... Or main shehnaaz ka chota bhai ... Kushal ...

He smiled ... Sitting on the area ....

Sana looked at kushal ... A long tear rolled down her eyes ....

Kush : arey bhabhi ... I don't like tears hmm ... He said dramatically

Sidharth looked at his brother proudly ...

He was proud at his gesture ....

Kush : mujhe kya dekh rahe ho ... Apni hone wali biwi ko dekho ro rahi hai ... 

Deep : arey bhabhi ... Makeup kharab ho jayega ...

Siya : haan phir picture bhi achi nhi ayengi so no more tears samjhe na ....

Sana smiled at the trio ... She looked at him too ... Who had a subtle smile on his face as soon as their eyes met ...

He corrects himself wearing a poker face again ...

After completing her kanyadaan .... While keeping he hand on his kushal said. ...

Meri behan ka dhyaan rakhna ... Agar uski aankhon main ek bhi aansuon aaya na toh ...

Sid : saale main bhi tera hi Bhai hu ...

Kush : haan thik hai thik hai ... Bhai ke saath sala bhi hu ab aapka ... Toh Zara ache se baat Karo mujhse ... Pulls up his collar in attitude and said dramatically

Making Rita maa laugh ...

Rita maa : ladna band karo tum dono .... Pagal ...

Kushal smirked while he rolled his eyes ... 😏

They got up for pheras ...

Take seven rounds around the holy fire ... Taking seven promises ... 

At last ...

Aapka saath kabhi nhi chorungi sidharth kabhi nhi ... Thinks in her mind

He too took up one promise ...

Main dobara tumhe apne aapko hurt karne nhi dunga shehnaaz

With the determination both looked at each other ....

At night ...

He was in the garden area ....

His pov...

Finally we got married... But what now ....

Kya main kabhi bhi usse accept... Nhi sidharth

She broke you ... She broke your trust u can't forgive her ...

Not that easily his subconscious mind screams ... Making his hear wrench ...

His heart knows the depths of her love ... Coz she is his soul mate who knows him better then himself ...

But what will he even do ..  her tears make him vulnerable

No sidharth you have to be stone hearted with her ... You can't forgive her ..... Torture her ... Punish her for what she did to you ...

No ... How can I ... I can't.... I can't ....

He screams frustrated breaks the near by flower pot in peices ...

Shut up ... Just ...

I want to remove what feeling i have for her and for that I need to send her away but she will not leave. ..

No she needs to go away ... I willade her hate me ...

And leave coz ... I don't want my feelings to destroy these all is shit ....

All these feelings were making me feel suffocated

I will make her hate me ... So that she can go ... And it won't even bother me much ...

Ye pyaar sab bakwas hai ...

Kuch nhi hai ..  i don't love her ... I don't...

I don't even want to fall in love ... I just don't

He screams. ..

After sometime

He comes in his room and sees her sitting on the bed still in the bridal attire ... The whole room was decorated

The bed was decorated with flowers and rose petals ...

She looked at him ...

He ignored her ... And walks towards the dressing area ... Removed his jewellery

Goes towards the cupboard....

Takes his clothes and goes to change ... Ignored her as if her presence didn't mattered to him ....

She waits for him ...felt a little awkward

Wants to talk to him ...

He was in shower .... Closes his eyes ...

For some relaxation

As soon as he closed his eyes ... Her face came infront of his eyes .... Her in bridal lehenga

No doubt she was looking like a real queen queen of his heart ....

And again ...opens his eyes ... Being frustrated from himself punches the wall ...

She flinches hearing the voices coming from the washroom

She comes near the washroom door hesitates a little but knocks as she was worried for him ....

Sidharth... Bahar aaiye ... Sidharth.... She knocks ...

Getting no reply made her anxious

Sidharth... She knocks again ...

After ten minutes he comes outside ... Ignores her and goes near the bed ....

Removes all the rose petals from the bed and throws it in the small dustbin ....

She stand there studying his every move her attention drawns towards his blood dripping hand ...  Making her facepalm herself

Sidharth.... Saying she walks towards him and holds his hand ....

He jerks her from his hand ... Turning making her frown ...

But his injury is important

She holds his hand again and tries to drab him ... But he didn't even moved from his place ...

Sidharthhhhhhhhh .... She whines loudly ...

And pulls him to sit down on the bed ...

He sat down absentmindedly hearing her whine .... he looked at her ... Thinking

Saza mili hai bewaja
Wajah chahiye

Akhiyan nu Teri deeed di panah chahiye 🥺❤️

She takes the first aid box from the drawer ...

She wiped the blood with an antiseptic... Making him hiss... She looked at him making a face ... Looking absolutely adorable

She blows some air on his wounds and started to dress up his hand ... Saying ...

Mera gussa apne aap upar kyu nikal rahe hai sidharth kyu apne aap ko dard de rahe hai ...

Aise kyu kar rahe hai sidharth... Pls aise na karo ...

He comes back from his land and takes his hand from her hold ...

Hua nhi abhi ... Holds his hand back ...

Kar lunga main khud hi ... Jyada meri biwi banne ki koshish mat karo ... Said in his stern voice taking his hand ...

She gives him a look and says ...

Koshish kya na karu ...  main aapki biwi hu ... Or ye mera haq hai ... She takes his hand back holding it tightly ... Unintentionally put pressure on his wound making him hiss ...

She looked at hand and immediately removes it ....

Sorry sorrry .... Her eyes welled up unknowingly gave him pain ...

Sorry ... She caresses his hand ....

He tried taking it back ... But seeing her being so guilty of hurting made him feel

Nothing but loved ...
to feel her warmth for sometime ...

He let her do it ... She carefully does his dressing while he admires her ...

As she was done ... She takes his hand and kissed it unknowingly

His eyes widen at her stunt ... She too realised what she did ... Gets up quickly and hides herself in the washroom ...

Closing the door behind. ...

He laughed the way she shied ...

Then looked at his hand. ... He kisses the same place where she did ...

Then realised what he did just a second ago ... Cursed himself....

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Deep : yaar mujhe Jahan Tak lag raha hai na ... Bhai itne boring hai ... Unhone koi place book nhi ki hogi honeymoon ke liye ... .

Rita maa : kaam se fursat milegi tab toh kuch karega bhi wo ...

Kyu na hum ...

Siya : unhe quality time spend karne ka moka de ...

Kush : Hana sahi hai ... Maa yaad hai aapko apne kuch din pehle bataya tha ke apka or apke friends ka vrindavan jaane ka plan hai ...

Rita maa : haan par cancel kar diya tha .. na ...

Kush : toh kya hua dobara bana lo ...

Rita maa : idea toh sahi hai ...

Kush : waise Mera nhi mere dosto ke saath plan hai ...

Deep : main or siya bhi bana lenge apne dosto ke sath

Siya : haan hame kabab main haddi nhi Banna ... Both giggles ....

Rita maa : perfect wo toh kahi bhi leke jayega nahi ... Hum hi undono ko quality time spend karne ka moka dedete hai ...

Deep : yess all hi fied ...

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