Rita maa left from the orphanage leaving behind an anxious sana after half an hour ... she bids byee to all the kids and maria tai ... she was on her way to go home .... when the same stray dog she met yesterday comes infromt of her

She started barking at sana

Sana : kya hua puttu ... inna kyu bhok rhi hai baba ?... she said caressing the dog's head .... in return she grabs her dupatta in her mouth and started pulling her ..... sana goes behind the cute dog after some couple of minutes she reached the place ..... sana look at the crowd and then at the dog .... who was barking towards the crowd .... she slowly enters the crowd .... and sees rita maa's car crashed with a huge tree

Sana slowly look in the car ... her soul shivered .... seeing the view

Rita maa was badly injured along with the driver.... ambulance come and sana goes in it .... she gets rita maa's phone

she was broken again .... why god is so cruel to her ... she had one person ....who was stranger but still cared for her so much .... why god always snatches her happiness????

Sana : rab ji ... main itni buri hoon ? ....jo bhi insaan meri zindgi main aata hai uski zindgi barbaad hojati haiiii

Sahi kehti thi wo main hu hi manhoos .... jiski life main jaati hu barbaad kar deti hu ....💔💔

a long tear escapes her eyes .... she wipes her tears with the back of her palm

Sana : nahi ... main nahi chahti ki meri wajah se maa ki life main koi bhi dikkat aaye .... she determined

Sana : sidharth... haan sidharth ko call karti hu

She takes maa's phone and searches for his no. In call history ... after getting it she dials

Sid : hello ... his aggressive voice send shivers down her spine ... she controls herself biting her lower lip

Sana : hello .... helloo ... aunty. .. rita aunty. .. accident..... city hospital. ... aap ... aap jaldii aao plss .... she said in her cracking voice

Sid : whatt ... i am coming ... just wait there ....he shrieked at the thought of loosing the lady who means the whole world to him... his maa ... his mumma ... his mummyjaan ...he can't afford to losse his mother .... he calls kushal and tells him to come to city hospital

He mind was telling him that this can be a prank or anything else .... but the cracking yet soothing voice he heard has said a lot .... without any words .... he knows that no one can dare to prank him at this level .... he raises the speed

After reaching the hospital he asks for his mother ... reaching her ward ...he looks at the girl who was standing infront of mirrror looking at his mother .... she didn't registered his presence.... she was lost in her own thoughts ....blaming herself for everything

He looked at his mother .... his eyes were getting moist seeing his mother laying lifelesss .... oxygen mask was on her face ..doctors were treating her ... he looks at his other side where the girls was standing with her blank eyes

Sid : tum thi na wo jisne phone kiya tha ... his loud voice with anger in it .... he speaks with her in his rude tone making her flinch ... she looks at him with her blank eyes .... her cute almond eyes made him look in her eyes ... to find blankness no emotion

She nodded her head

Sid : words ... he roared

Kush : bhai pls calm down ....she helped us

Sid : kushal you just keep quite you don't know about people like her

Sana : what do you mean by people like me? .... she asked him a question.... she dared to question him damn

Sid : huh ... how dare you ask me a question ??..... don't you know that sidharth shukla doesn't allows anyone to ask him a question except his mother and brother .... he roared like a dangerous lion

Making kushal and sana flinch

Sid : ye accident kaise hua ???

Sana : i don't know .... maine dekhi aunty ki gadi or aapko call kar diya

Sid : call kar diya na ... unke bete agaye ab yaha kyu khadi ho ??? .... just get the hell out of my eye sight now

Sana : pehle mujhe janne de ki aunty ki haalat kaisi hai please ... she said softly looking down

Sid : i don't like to repeat my words .... get out or else i will throw you from this hospital .... his eyes were red showing immense anger and hatred ... she looked in his dark orbs .... to find hate and anger for her .... what did she do ??? ... she has helped him ... where was her fault .... that his eyes showed hate towards her ... she thought that he was the sidharth .... who was once a soft kind hearted person .... but now he is very different from her sidharth

Sana : ye mera sidharth nhi haii .... wo ... wo toh sabse sweet tha .... jisse maine pyaar kiya ... he can not be my sidharth

He was just looking at her face trying to read her expressions.... but her face showed blankness .... her eyes beautiful yet they were blank

Sana : pls ek baar aunty ki tabiyat ka pata karne de .... phir main yaha se chali jaungi

Sid : kyu ... kyu karna hai pata huh ??? .... taki tum meri bholi maa ko masoomiyat ke jaal main fasa sako .... he takes step towards her .... seeing him coming towards she started taking steps back until her back touched the wall

Sid : huh ... jawab do ... kon ho tum huh ??? .... or meri maa ne toh kabhi nahi bataya mujhe tumhare baare main ... toh phir yaha kyu ??? ... achaaa

Madad ki hai na tumne .... toh paise chahiye honge haina ???

Kitne paise chahiye batao ?? .... she looked in his eyes

Sana : aap kya bole jaa rahe hai .... mujhekoi paise nahi chahie main bas itna janna chahti hu ke maa ki tabiyat thik hai ya nhii ?? ... she angered him .... he was about to answer when doctor comes

The trio rushes towards the doctor

Sid : maa kaisi hai doctor ??

Doc : ghabrane ki baat nahi hai mr.shukla ... she is out of danger now

Sana takes a deep breath and looks up with her moist eyes murmuring

Sana : thank you babaji ... thank you so much .... he listened her .... his heart churned at her softness and innocence

And damn those pretty eyes .... he wants to see emotions in her eyes .... he don't know why but his heart said that he wants her happy always

But his logical mind has another opinion.... he was saying continuously... that every girl is the same

Doc : wo abhi thik hai mr.shukla thankfully internal injuries nahi hai ... haan thodi sir par chot hai ... toh make sure ke wo kisi bhi tareeke ka stress nahi le ... he nodded and doctor left

He turned towards her

Sid : pata chal gya na ?? ... ab niklo yaha se ... or haan ainda apni shakal mat dikhana

She slowly nods and left from there .... running back to her home she goes in a small store room in her house

In her childhood the only place where she hide herself from her family members... is the small store room which was dark .... she slowly switch on the small light in the room giving sufficient amount of light

She slowly looks at the big photo frame hanging on the wall .... she takesslow steps .... towards the picture

She slowly caresses her parents frame .... and asks with hurtful voice

Sana : maa .... papa

Don't i deserve love ???

Why hate only ???

Everyone hates me ...

Do i deserve this ??? Maa papa 💔

Tear trickles down her eyes .... his eyes were continuously flashing in front of her eyes ... that dark brown orbs which showed immense hatred towards her

She has questions.... but no one was there to answer her questions .... to pamper her

She switches off all the lights and laid down on floor lifelessly ... looking at the ceiling

This is her life .... 💔

He meets his mother

At night he was staying in the hospital with his mom .... he laid on the couch ..
And closes his eyes

Suddenly those blank eyes flashed infront of her

Un aankhon ke dekh kar
Laga is dil ko
Ke uske chehre par muskan
Or aankhon main khushi ki chamak honi chahie
Naa ki buri yaadon ka khaali pan

💔💔💔💔💔

He was thinking about her ... when comes out of his thought with a jerk

Sid : no sidharth .... saari ladkia ek jaisi hi hoti haii .... his heart does not wanted to accept this fact .... but THE SIDHARTH SHUKLA listens to his mind only

.........

Amma aage kya hoga ?????