1: why are you surprised to hear me?
a/n: don't forget to listen to the song while reading. enjoy!!
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"koo!!" taehyung waved to his husband of two years. his hands were occupied with flowers for the younger male. jungkook smiled back wide as he stood on the other side of the street.
it was just a step that he took when the signal had turned green for the pedestrians, that a speeding car crashed onto him.
horrified, jungkook came rushing towards the older. his eyes pooled with tears as he saw the car leaving without even turning back.
he held taehyung close to himself and tearfully stuttered out,
"t-taehyungie, s-stay with me, alright? help is on the way, stay with me, d-don't leave me, please."
"jungkook-ah," the injured male croaked out, earning a glance from the crying male.
"i love you, and i'll be with you."
"taehyungie, i love you too, but stay with me, h-help is on the way!"
"i love you." taehyung smiled as his eyes closed and hands slipped dead from the younger.
"NO!!" jungkook shouted, and everything seemed slow and blurry. the void darkness had enveloped him.
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"are you doing well in heaven, taehyungie? i miss you so much." jungkook hugged the photo frame of taehyung. he looked so happy with that boxy smile and crinkly eyes.
"you know, my boss fired me, cause i submitted my work late. now i'm jobless and depressed." he chuckled at his own words. the photo still close to his chest.
seven years had passed since the older left this world, and jungkook had fallen deep into unstableness. his mind seemed cluttered and nothing seemed useful to him. he found everyone laughing and smiling for the sake of it. he had almost became a robot, working on its final set of batteries.
"i wish i could see you. i'm so dumb, how can i see you?" jungkook sobbed, hands slowly caressing the photo.
"darling," a familiar voice called out to the sobbing male. he swiftly turned his head, vulnerably looking around to see the owner of the voice.
he felt stupid to have believed that he would see his husband again. but then the voice echoed again.
"i'm here, baby."
"taehyungie? w-where?"
"right in the depths of your heart."
"you've been there since forever. can i please see you? i miss you so bad. please?" jungkook cried, his eyes searching everywhere for the owner of the voice.
he turned around to see the older male standing there, as if nothing had ever happened to him. jungkook's eyes widened and a whimper left from his throat. he slowly extended his hands to try touching the figure.
his hands shook badly when he realised that he could feel the older. he launched himself onto taehyung, sobbing hard on his shoulders.
"how?" left from jungkook's mouth as a slow whisper, head still pressed against the other's chest.
"why are you so surprised to see me, darling? i've been here since i left this world. you had just not seen me."
"thank you. thank you so much for letting me see you. i love you, so much, please don't leave me again. please." he pleaded, still hugging the older tight.
"kiss? may i kiss you, please?"
"why are you asking permission for that, sweetheart? you can kiss me anytime." taehyung smiled, looking at the younger with love filled eyes.
and they shared a kiss. all the need and want of seven painfully long years was poured into it. all the love and yearning, and everything that was stolen from them, were poured into it.
pulling out of the kiss, taehyung carried the younger male onto his bed. after laying him on there, he smiled, caressing the soft hair of jungkook.
"sleep darling, i'll be here."
jungkook didn't reply, rather tightened his grip around the older's hands. if this was a dream, he didn't want to wake up. and if it wasn't, he didn't want the older to leave. but sleep soon invaded his head, as his eyes drooped shut.
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after a few hours, jungkook woke up from his sleep. jolting up at the memories, his eyes wandered in search of the only hope he had; but was disappointed when he couldn't see or hear anything from his husband.
"y-you left again. i'm all alone, again. where are you? come to me please..." his eyes teared up, his hands hugging his knees close to his chest.
"i'm the only one in your thoughts now, i'm in all the answers and in the questions too. i live in every dream of yours, i'm in the lights of your eyes, you can see me wherever you look. i'm here, darling. i'm here."
the voice sang to him, which he recognised as their favourite song. the one that the older would sing to him on every date of theirs. his mind flooded with memories of their dates.
how the older would smile at him, and how they would share giggles and kisses. how taehyung would sling him on his shoulders, and all the teasing. all the hugs and love filled nights.
"taehyungie?" he voiced out, sound soar due to all the sobbing and tears.
"i'm here, baby."
jungkook smiled at the sight of the older sitting by his side on the bed. he hugged taehyung. his eyes closed again, due to lack of energy. not eating anything properly for the past few weeks had drained everything in him. jungkook fell into sleep again.
"darling, i'll be with you forever now. i'm taking you with me."
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a few weeks later at a distant cemetery, the letterings stood out.
In loving memory of Kim Jungkook,
1997 - 2031
and smiles spread throughout heaven, as two loving souls met again. though not on earth, they were together now. forever.
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