Dear Joey,

It has been four years since you left. I can't explain how much I miss you. I mean you were my first love.

Do you answer me back when I talk to you at night? I hope so.

Have you seen our daughter? She looks just like you.

I guess you've also seen the things I do to myself when I remeber you're gone forever.

I'm sorry.

Ya know, I've been writing you these letters since you left. I don't know why I do. I mean I know you never get them. I know you'll never see these. I guess I just write to get them off my mind or to relase the stress I have for you being gone.

Anyway,

I love you.

- Meghan