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~Meghan's P.O.V~

"I've just been a little depressed lately. That's why I haven't really been uploading vlogs. I don't think I'm going to be uploading anything to YouTube or Twitter or Insatgram for a while. I just wanted to tell you guys that so you aren't worried". I say to my camera "Uh, I think that's going to be it for today. I hope you guys understand this whole thing. Byeee" I say as I hold up my fingers in a peace sign. I turn off the camera. I edit the video and upload it.

I lie on my back, staring at the ceiling. I hope they don't think I'm being dramatic.

I woke up to my phone buzzing. I grabbed it, it was a whole bunch of tweets and comments about the video. At first I thought they were going to be supportive. But I started to read the tweets. "Omg. Meghan is such a fucking dramatic bitch. Just get a fucking life all ready!" "Ugh. I'm tired of all this dramatic shit. Just shut up! No one cares!" "Meghan, listen we know you are going through stuff and everything. But so are we so just shut the fuck up and get a damn life!" "I used to like Meghan but now she is just an attention whore, like stfu!" "There we go, unfollow and unsubscribe" "Oh no! Are you going to try and kill yourself again?!"

I wiped the tears from my face and turned off my phone. I thought they would be supportive. I thought about that last tweet I read. I feel like shit, my depression is getting worse. I can't take this anymore! I got up and carefully opened my door, I tiptoed down the stairs and went into the kitchen.

I looked through the medicine cabinet. I found headache pills. I then turned and filled a glass of water. I grabbed the pills and turned to go back upstairs.

I gasped and stumbled back a little when I saw Joey standing there, staring at me. We were silent and just staring at each other for awhile. "What are you doing"? Joey finally asked "I have a headache. So I was going to take some pills" I say "Why are you taking the whole bottle with you? Why can't you just take them here"? He asked "Because I. Uh. I just" I didn't know what to say. I stopped and just tried to walk passed him. He steps in front of me. "Take the pills here" he says I sigh. "Why are you bugging me? Just leave me alone" I say as I try to pass him again. "Meghan stop. I know what you're trying to do. I'm not going to let that happen" he says. I stand there for a minute. Does he really know what I'm trying to do? "Please Meghan. Don't do this. Just put the pills down and lets just go back to sleep" he says. I sigh and walk over to the counter. "Fine. But I do have a headache" I say as I set the glass down and open the bottle.

I pour two pills into my hand. I stand there, looking at the full bottle of pills.

I quickly try to pour the pills into my mouth as quickly as I could. But Joey was quicker. He grabbed my wrist. Pills went everywhere.

I fell to the ground, crying loudly. Joey took the bottle from me and set it on the counter, he then sat in front of me and held me in his chest. I cried as he rubbed my back.

I heard David come into the kitchen. "What the hell happened"?! He yells. I felt Joey shake his head. No one said anything else. The only noise was me crying into Joey's bare chest.

It was a little while later. I finally calmed down. Joey lifted my head from his chest, he wiped a tear from my face. "Are you okay now"? He whispered, I nodded slowly. He helped me up from the floor. As Joey helped me to the stairs, David was still in the room. He didn't look at me, he just stared at the floor. I know I disappointed him.

Joey walked me to his room, he helped him into his bed. "Why are you putting me here"? I asked "So I can keep an eye on you. I'm going to go clean up. Stay here. Please" he says, I nod. He kisses my forehead and walks out, shutting the door. Wolf jumped on the bed with me.

After I heard Joey walking down the stairs I opened my hand. I had grabbed some pills before we came up here. I got up and walked into Joey's bathroom. I closed the door and locked it. I looked at myself in the mirror, I looked disgusting. My face and eyes were red, makeup was running down my face.

I looked down at my hand full of pills.

~Joey's P.O.V~

I walked down the stairs. David had already started to clean the pills up. I got on the floor and starting helping. "What did you do to my sister"?! David asked sternly. I sighed. "She tried to kill herself" I say softly. He stops. "I was in the living room, Wolf was outside. I saw her come into the kitchen. I followed her. I was watching her get the pills and water. I knew what she was going to do. Everyone on Twitter was talking about her new video. So, I knew what she was doing" I explain to David. He sighs. "I thought she was happy. I thought this wouldn't happen again" he says. "She was really good at pretending to be happy. She fooled everyone. But me. No one looking deeply into her eyes. I could see she was dying inside. I knew this was going to happen soon" I say.

David finally stands up. I finished cleaning the pills up. I stand up as well. I examine the pills. I grab the bottle. I put the pills back into the bottle, I noticed a lot of them were missing. I quickly took off up the stairs into my room.

Meghan wasn't in the bed. I see light coming from the bathroom. I quickly try to open it. "Meghan"! I shout "Please open the door! Please! I can't lose you"! Tears run down my face. David steps into my room. He stands in the doorway. I kept banging on the door. Shouting Meghan's name. Part of me was telling me to give up, that she's gone. But the other half was telling me to keep trying, she's alive. She's in there. I started to cry as I kept shouting for her to open the door.

I finally gave up. I stopped. I kept crying. I knew I had lost my best friend. The love of my life. I never got to tell her how I felt about her. I put my back against the door, I slid down it. I cried into my knees. I can't believe she's gone.

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The door unlocked. Joey got up quickly, there stood Meghan. Joey quickly hugged her. She hugged back. He pulled out of the hug, he looked at her in the eyes. "Meghan. Please don't ever, ever scare me like that again. I love you so much. I can't lose you" he says, Meghan stares at him. "Yes. You heard me. I love you Meg-Han-San. I will always love you" he says, he then kisses Meghan. Meghan kisses back, when they break apart. She whispers "I love you too Joseph". They both smile at each other.

David breaks the love scene and hugs both of them.