Demiboy
Warnings: None? I guess us Demiboys aren't really excepted as a thing sometimes, so if you're ignorant and don't think we exist; see yourself out.
Started Writing: Sep. 18th 2020
Pairing: Darkiplier x OC!reader
Genre: Fluff/Angst? Mostly Feels, Hints at smut.
Sorry for all the OC stories, I'm just better at writing those, I'll have more Y/n stories in the future!
Setting: Idk, the place where all the egos live?
I've been hiding my identity for a long time now, about a year maybe. I was afraid to say anything because I was scared. Scared that I would be rejected by the egos and thrown out. I knew that wasn't going to happen, but what do I know? They haven't said much about Trans people or anything before, Mark has said that he accepts us, but that probably doesn't go for all of them.
I think Dark, AKA my best friend, will be most accepting. Mostly because he has multiple genders (Souls? Are they the same? Who knows) trapped inside him. I've seen some bursts of femininity from him, like wanting to wear cute makeup or dresses.
(NOT SAYING GUYS CAN'T WEAR CUTE MAKEUP!! JUST STEREOTYPES! SORRY IF THIS IS OFFENSIVE!)
He would apologize after those went away though, so I think he might be genderfluid, but I didn't know.
I was in the bathroom, my favorite room, it was easy to talk to yourself in there; it had a giant mirror, a loud-ass fan, and walking room. It's probably just me, but I had to walk around when I talked. It helped me talk and if I didn't I'd get super fidgety and do weird stuff, like space out in between simple words, tap messages in Morse code on my jeans like 'I love you' or 'I'm gay'.
"C'mon Asher! He won't have that big of a deal with it! He's your bestie, he'll support you no matter what!"
(Hahaha LINCON! Sorry, Vine references.)
I walked over to Darks room, it was smushed between my room and Wilford's. Dark got the 2nd biggest room because he needed the space for his piano. (I have no clue where he got that) Will got the biggest room so he could smash shit without it getting everywhere like last time. We don't talk about last time...
I knocked on his door, I heard a slightly annoyed grunt from the other side of the door. I opened it it to be greeted with the usual scene; Black walls, a neat bed with a black comforter and black pillowcases. Everything in Darks room was black, maybe not the closet. (Me and Wilford painted his closet rainbow as a prank, he didn't talk to us for weeks)
Dark was playing a soft, sad melody on the piano. "What is it? Did Will set something on fire again?" Dark said in a monotone, clearly annoyed that I interrupted him.
My fears immediately flooded back.
"I can-uh come back-uh later, I'm sorry." I stuttered, about to turn away and go to my room to cry.
Dark stopped playing and said; "No, It's fine. Stay."
Dark gestured to his bed, indicating me to sit, I involuntarily sat. Like I said before, I have to move around or do something where I'm moving my legs to talk. Dark gave me an encouraging smile
"I need to tell you something..." I started. Dark's smile quickly faded, he realized this was serious, "Yes?" he said, almost hopeful, "I-I'm a Demiboy and I want to go by Asher..." I whispered "I hope that's okay."
Dark's expression turned sad, almost dissapointed. Fear coated me like a jacket, I tensed, ready for rejection.
"Of course I accept you! Did you think I wouldn't? Is there anything else, Sexuality or anything?" Dark said, still looking upset, "I-I'm Gay and Omniromantic." Dark looked a bit confused, "Could you... Tell me what that means? I apologize, but I'm not very educated on this." I nodded, "It's fine! I guess I could've said that better, I'm sexually attracted to men and only romantically attracted to other genders, I'm also romantically attracted to men."
Dark smiled, "And the Demiboy stuff? Sorry I didn't ask before." "I feel 80/90% of the way as a dude, and 10/20% of the way Agender. That's just me, that doesn't go for all Demiguys." I explained, Dark's eyebrows furrowed, "Why do the numbers change?" "I sometimes just feel more Agender or Male on some days than others!" I explained cheerfully, "It's just a weird me thing!"
"Sorry if this is offensive, but what's the difference than that and Trans?"
My heard dropped to my feet, I had expected this question, but things were going so well!
"Trans is an umbrella term, Enby people, Agender people, and Demigenders fall under the umbrella. I don't feel 100% Trans or 100% Agender, so I like this label. For future reference, don't ask other people the difference, they might feel sad or angry with you. You're my bestie so I didn't slap you." I said
(Sorry if that explanation offends you! I'm just going off what I know, if that is wrong in any way please comment so I can correct it!)
Dark looked slightly upset at the term 'bestie', but I didn't think much of it. He didn't like cute names.
"I have to tell you something to then." Dark said, taking a deep breath and moving closer to me, "Well, rather show you." He whispered in my ear, and pulled me into a kiss.
Confusion, shock, and anxiety racked my body, how and why would Dark feel like that? did I feel like that?
Somehow he had managed to get his tongue in my mouth, he rubbed his tongue against mine, he moved his crotch over mine. Oh shit, he really wants... That... with me.
Love and Lust filled me suddenly, I realized how much I wanted this, that I had fallen for Dark a long while ago. It was weird, just now realizing how much I loved this person.
Dark pulled out of the kiss and layed me down on the bed, "Is this okay? Tell me if you don't want this Asher, I don't want to hurt you." Dark whispered, sadness pored out of his voice, I nodded, "I-I like this, I want... More." I whispered, looking anywhere but his face, Dark smirked, put his hands up my shirt and said; "As you wish my Prince."
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THAT TOOK 7 HOURS TO WRITE OMG not straight, I took breaks but WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO This is double the amount of words I usually put! 1,000 words baby YEAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!
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