Here I was, doing so fine here on my own

Then you take your led and silver and shoot me through the bone

I wish there was a way to go home

But I never belonged in heaven, I am just as good as a pile of foam

So I guess it's true, the things you have said to me

You don't know who I am, why can't I just let death be

You make an effort to keep be by your side when I fight away

So that I can stick with your lies another day

And when I need you here to keep

All you do is shrug me off and my heart goes to sleep

I almost can't feel how it's crushing me inside

I wish that I had the option to hide

Chill bums run over my skin

I commence the bleeding to begin

It's horrible how you treat me

But you make me remember how things used to be

So I can't detach myself

Take a razor bald off of this low shelf

And I try so hard to tear my skin apart

But the blade is so dull, why don't you tear out heart?

Things you already do

Will you be happy with me if I kill myself for you?!

I will take away my life from all my friends

I want to begin now before this ends

So many things I couldn't do

And the only thing making me breath was you

But pity, I can't make the cuts go deep enough to pull

It's the penalty you have to suffer when your blade is dull