IM JUST NOW SEEING THIS CHAPTER DIDNT POST?!?!?! I will not even explain how upset i got seeing this didnt post! I was check how this did and say (DRAFT) i emidiatly started this (after staring in disbelief whating to scream) so i can ACTUALLY post this... ugh /)_- i blame myself for it cause i was probably sleepy... past me needs a slap in the face
Anyway yeah hope you enjoy

-begining of what past me's fuck up of not actually posting the story!-

Yes i have finally updated :D yay!!! This chapter is slightly shorter, and i didnt edit as much so please tell me if anything is spelt wrong and ill fix it! Also if there is something you dont like i accept quiches and constructive criticism. I'll see you at the end!
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I held my breath hiding in the cabinet trying not to listen as dark stomped around. “Dark, cool your shit, it wasn’t meant for you!” Anti streamed at him.

“Yeah. it was towards me. She didn’t mean it.” Mark grunts out.

Hearing a couple bangs i grabbed my head covering my ears to block out the noise.

Moments later the cabinet i'm hiding in opens. I squeak when a gentle hand tugs me out. I open my eyes to see jack's kind features and cling onto him hoping Dark wouldn’t hurt me. “You’re claw’n me.” Jack says.

I rudely ignored do to my worries. “He’s going to get me” i whisper.

About to hold him tighter he said “hey it's alright. darks gone right now, you're fine.” i realized how weak i made myself seem and immediately got off of him and walked away anger boiling in me towards how vulnerable i am. Living with humans felt overwhelming and completely foreign, it's like a different world.

I made my way outside through the door i saw before. A large pool was in the middle with some chairs spread out. It was like a cleaner version of where i and the tribe would bathe ourselves. I miss them. Will i really never see them?

Not the hunters, guard, builder, nor reaper. The ones i called friends and family, ta ver mu lua. (they were my life.) They barely shed a tear watching the receiving of punishment. It was a lesson to everyone. Newborns always had to watch for learning what wasn't tolerated. I remember when i was young and had to watch I'd always cry for the punished and the outcasts on the rare occasions someone couldn't stay. Even when i got older and didn't have to watch i still attended to show how i cared for them all not once did my eyes dry up. I cried not because they got punished but do to them owning up they did wrong. Some would tell on themselves or admit to it when they knew to give up.

But i didn't, i knew it was my fault and stayed quiet after returning with their matching bracelet showing their romance. I didn't utter a single word, the look of absence in my eyes was enough. I killed them over gems and jewels i was greedy and i knew it. I could have admitted my greedy behavior but i could never admit to the murder of tribe members. I would never kill anyone. Yes i did do it, but if i could have thought clearly it would have never happened. That day i didn't deserve tears, word or sympathy. I deserve pain they both would have a beautiful life but i ruined it i deserved both of their life spans in pain. And worst of all i didn't feel sorry and i still don't. That day i became numb to the death of another the only one i care for is reaper and now i can only assume he is in the tribe living how he should, happy.

I realized i was still standing in the same spot. I walked to the grass area of the yard. I notice a tree that could hold me up, sunbathing always cheered me up quickly climbing up i laid down on a branch exposed to the sun.

Stretching i dozed off.

My eyes open when rain hit my face. I jumped down landing on all fours. running to the house but sat on the porch instead of going in. On rainy days reaper, the guard and I would sing it was alway nice i hope they still do it even without me.

I sung wishing they could sing along with me or at least hear it.

“Sing to me
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore

Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go

There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well

Bye bye
Bye bye
Bye”

I sigh feeling better.

I got up and walked in mark and anti sat on the couch moving pictures were on the thing sean told me was a t.v. i sniffed the air it smelled like something delicious i never smelled anything it. Ignoring them i walking in the kitchen and saw dark put a big metal pan on the table with a round thing on top it had a lot of meat on top with yellow cubes. Dark looked at me and yelled for sean to get a towel. I walk to the table but he told me to leave until i'm dry. I backed up then wringed out my hair then took off my clothes. Dark just stared at me i grabbed the pan pulling it closer but gasped letting go off the hot metal.

I yelped and hissed at the pan wanting it to cool down. Mark and sean ran in sean holding a towel the both look surprised frozen in their spots. dark took the towel and covered me. “you moron it just got out of the oven.”

I scream still in pain “the hell is an oven and does it wish to burn me!” mark erupted in laughter laugher as sean giggled leaving mumbling about clothes. Anti hugged me from behind saying it's ok.

Mark stopped laughing finally, saying “once you uh get your clothes on were watching a movie.” he walked away along with dark.

Anti didn't let got i shrugged at the silence and wait for the clothes sean was retrieving.

Anti suggested. “it's probably best if you keep your clothes one unless you shower or change, which should be done in the bathroom or bedroom when you're alone.”

“ok… humans are weird, in the tribe you didn't need to do that unless you were in a romance.” i stated the difference in culture.

Sean walked in with not 3 articles of clothing but 4. He handed it to me which i them took and glared at Anti before leaving. Anti released me but i grabbed his wrist still looking in confusion. “whats this? Oh! Is it like shoulder pads?”

Shaking his head he grabbed it quickly sliding the thin straps on my arms. “it's called a bra, women wear them for.. support? I don't really know or care.” he clipped it if the front then moved it around slightly.

“this is uncomfortable. I can't see my toes. It's rubbing against my arms.” i continued dressing myself but didn't put the shirt on. “i don't want this it keeps stabbing me!” i struggle to unclip it then try taking it off like a shirt.

“relax” he wrapped his arms around my struggling form slowing me a bit. When he places his hands on my exposed chest. “I can adjust it for you then it won't hurt… i could also massage them when it annoys you” he moved his hands while speaking,in a suggestive tone, making me shudder.

“I-I'm good thank you!” i said a little loud out of nervousness. “i just rather not wear it. The shirt is fine alone.” i ripped it feeling too boxed in. I grabbed the shirt and put it on as i walk in the living room.

I sat next to jack if i'm with all of them i would like to sit next to jack. ‘whats with him is he trying to romance me?! I'm good without that i blame that “bra” thing. Who would want one?’

I sigh and glanced to the left seeing dark with a stone cold glare and and eyes telling me to leave but i just give him a little more space.

The movie began and i just watch in away more at the device then what was on it.

It felt like minutes but i was watching the movie a 3rd time actually paying attention to it. I looked around everyone was asleep in their room except for dark he was resting on the couch.

He looked so vulnerable not harmful or angry. I crawled from in front of the tv to the front of the couch. My tail laid still as my ears twitch listening to any movement he made. He turned around facing me. I quickly lowered myself listening as he settled in.

Peeking up to see his face my eyes immediately widened as my ears flick surprised seeing his face this close to me.

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Well hello there! I hope you liked it and if you did you know you can vote if you wish! Lately my attitude has been changing ive been motivated and active! Hopefully i can write more than i am now!
Behind the scenes im working on a original story i want published along with another fanfic i want to finish before i put it up! but until then i can continue writting this for you!!

See you in the next one!
Sincerely,
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