Is it blinding me? Shaving & shattering me?
Was it all yesterday? Did it happen then?
It was perhaps one of my thoughts...I'm sure it's not reality.
Dream was it supposed to be!
I've had it on my own so how did they all know? Things could've go from the beginning & to small pieces.

Shaming me to the point I can't raise my head.
Featuring my future & holding it in place..their hand is in my neck.

The last time I laughed was..the day I was born.
I was born & given birth to, that's when it all started.
I smile then & laughed when she kissed me,Mom?
But then the volcanoes came driving me to hell easily.
She was replaced by the Venom,Black

The cave was shutted at ne from outside.
It was no dark, nothing to illuminate through
Nothing to see, sense or feel neither think
I was hidden inside, ignoring everyone and everyone

Anyone coming for rescue was out there standing
Begging me to open yhe cave I shutted
They didn't know the keys have already disappeared
And I don't even know where

No solution, no freedom..I'm already adapted to the cave
I won't try even making my way outside
Black is my colour, darkness is my sense
Loneliness is my feeling, Faking is my work
I live just like u, having everything
Everything you've got
             But her and me!!!