You say love makes you blind but it's not really love which makes you blind but it's you who act like a blind trusting the wrong person already knowing how wrong he is. It's not the mistake of love but you.

-Kimaya

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"You have gone mad", she said in a whisper looking at him with teary eyes. He shook his head as if she was joking.

"When was I normal, Maya?", he asked looking at her with so much passion in his eyes that it started scaring her.

"Why can't you just get over this thing? You have your whole life in front of you. Any girl would die to get married to you", she told him which made him smile.

"And you are so eager to divorce me", he retorted making her huff in anger.

"Whatever you did with me, I can never forgive you for that. I don't even want to see your face", she said turning her face to the other side.

"Shantanu, your Bhabhi must be hungry. Get something for her", Randhir spoke making Kimaya frown as she turn to find Shantanu nodding his head. She looked at Randhir with hateful eyes.

"Stop there Shantanu", she ordered as he stopped immediately looking at her. She marched towards him before slapping him.

"This is what you are going to do. Be with your brother even when he is wrong. You are still hearing his orders like he is your boss. You want to do this only in life", she shouted at him as he stayed silent.

"What are you learning from your brother? Get any girl you want to be kidnapped. Harass her in front of the world then come back to get her. You realize how much depressed a girl gets with such behavior. I have lost all my hopes in your brother but what about you", she hissed at him. She turned to Randhir before walking to him pushing him away.

"This is what you are going to teach him. This is how you are being his role model. Teaching him how to kidnap people", she shouted at him with anger-filled eyes.

"I didn't kidnap people. It was my wife", Randhir answered calmly making Kimaya narrow her eyes at him.

"You know how much your words affected me that day. I told you thousands of times that Doctor Sahab I don't show but I feel more than any normal person. Words hit me more than arrows and you hit me that way only", she cried 

"You killed me", she whispered as he looked in her eyes before pulling her in his arms. She struggled in his grip crying loudly. Shantanu left immediately not wanting to embarrass them.

"I know I was harsh", he whispered in her ear as she cried loudly.

"You don't know how it felt. I cried. I cried hiding my tears from my family. It was so hard for me. The person who made me feel like the most precious thing in the world broke me more than any other person could. I was always right, love was never for me. The person I start loving they always broke me into pieces", she sobbed making him freeze at his place as she cried loudly letting her emotions out which she was storing for more than a month.

She pushed him away wiping her tears.

"You Love Me", he asked as she smiled sadly with pain clearly visible on her face.

"Go, enjoy your victory. Kimaya fell for you. She was in love with you when you destroyed everything. But now", she stopped looking at him with a big happy smile.

"I don't love you. You were just a past that gave me immense pain nothing else. Now that I think of it. I was just an object for you whom you used for your pleasure. Right, you said before marriage also you don't do love. Of course, you wanted a girl to warm your bed every night take care of your family, cook for you like a maid, and then give birth to your kids", she cried moving back.

"You are taking me wrong, Maya", he tried to make her understand as she laughed at his words shaking her head her hair strands sticking on her face with the tears.

"I did take you wrong. I thought you are nothing like this but damn was I wrong. You always wanted from me, you never gave me anything. It was just dependant on your mood. If you would be happy, you would respect me be gentle in bed but if you are angry, you would disrespect me, treat my body like one treats a whore. There was no gentleness only lust from your side to get rid of the pressure in your office. But I was a fool. Once you said you loved me, everything was okay for me. I let your use my body whenever and however you want. I let you use my feelings and then let you throw me like a tissue paper once used", she said with a smile on her face but her eyes said a different story with the pain clearly evident in her eyes. 

"You know what don't speak. You do have a justification for that day but what about the days before. What about the earlier period of our marriage where you almost raped me", she asked him when he didn't answer anything.

"Of course, you don't have an answer", she said shaking her head.

"You know what just end this conversation here. I am done with everything. It is really taking a toll on me now. What I want is for you to drop me home? I will not tell anybody about our meeting and we can move to our different paths", she spoke calming her senses.

"You think I am scared of you telling anybody about me taking you away. You are staying here and nothing is going to change that", he told her making her grit.

"Mr. Ahlawat, I want to leave as soon as possible. It's about forgiving anymore. I forgave you that day only when you came to meet me but now it's more about my self-respect. I can't stay with you anymore. It is against my morals", she told him straight away. He pushed his hair back taking deep breaths to calm his anger.

"Maya, I have something to show you", he told her before switching on the television making her frown. There on the screen was Dipika with two other men. One of them was in his late fifties and the other was in his early thirties. 

"What is this?", she asked looking at him. He pointed at the screen.

"Why did you do all this?", she heard a masculine voice that was very unfamiliar to her. A woman came in view who slapped Dipika who was tied on a chair.

"I was given money", Dipika whispered in fear as the other men cursed at her violently trying to break through their bondages.

"And you?", Another masculine voice spoke but no one from them spoke. Then suddenly a man in black came in view who pulled the hair of the younger man making him yell.

"Do you want me to burn all your properties or you are going to speak?", this was her husband, she could easily recognize this voice.

"Kimaya is your weakness. If we separated them than it would have made you emotionally unstable", he spoke making her look at Randhir who was looking at her.

"I told you it doesn't matter anymore", she whispered at him.

"I send this recording to all your relatives with a message that I am not leaving you", he told her calmly sitting on the sofa making her eyes wide.

"You didn't?", she asked as he nodded.

"I did. And that little lover boy was broken beyond repair knowing that he lost you again. I can't believe that he somehow thought he would take you away from me", he laughed humorlessly.

"Why are you just destroying everything?", she asked him with a frown.

"Why are you not letting me repair everything", he retorted looking up at her.

"Because I am not ready to get back with you", she told him simply as he raised his eyebrows as if he was not expecting it at all when it was the only thing he was expecting at the moment.

"You must be tired, Maya. You should get a good sleep after having your food. Now that it's not only about you, but you should also be more careful", he said making her frown.

"Not about me? What do you mean?", she asked curiously making him smirk.

"Oh right, my doll knows nothing about it. I am so lucky to share this news with you", he spoke making her frown sitting beside him not getting what he meant. His curious lioness always did what he predicted.

He cupped her lower abdomen before looking into her eyes.

"Thank you for showering me with the biggest happiness in the world. I always wanted to create a family with you now that we are starting a family, no one can be happier than me", he stated making her frown deeper.

"I am not understanding what you mean?", she asked as he smiled before sitting down on the floor on his knees before kissing on her covered lower abdomen making her shiver trying to get away from him.

"You are going to be a mother", he whispered looking in her eyes as she stopped her struggles immediately looking at him with shock clearly visible in her eyes.

"What?", she asked in a mere whisper as he nodded his head. Unconsciously her hands went to cup her tummy as she stood up.

"Is this another sick plan of yours?", she asked with tears in her eyes as he shook his head standing up straight.

"Do you want me to show your reports?", he asked as she sniffed.

"But the doctor said the reports were negative", she said with tears falling down her cheeks.

"I changed the reports but why are you crying?", he asked not getting why she was looking so disappointed at the news.

"Should I be happy? Yes, of course, I should be according to you. I should be happy that I am carrying a monster's child inside me", she cried as he held her shoulder's pulling her closer to him in anger making her cry loudly.

"Don't say anything about my child", he warned her making her cry louder.

"What should I do then? I was so relieved that there is no baby who is going to make things more complicated between us but I guess god wants something else only", she cried.

"Don't say anything about our baby, Maya", he told her again.

"Than what should I do? I have experience in my life. Babies mostly take upon their father. I myself have taken upon my father on my behavior than what should I expect from this baby. What should I do? Sit behind and see him growing up as a monster like his father. Hurting another girl like his father hurt his mother", she asked in anger.

"Kimaya, don't bring him or her between this", Randhir spoke looking in her eyes.

"What do you think I don't feel bad saying this? You only know that you are going to be a father. I am having the child inside me. In a few months, I would start feeling him or her inside me as well but I can't deny the fact that this child would only make me remember about you. How did you break my trust? How did you kill my soul? This child would only make me depressed", she hissed in anger when she felt a burning sensation on her cheek making her eyes wide. 

She cupped her cheek looking at him in shock as he stared at his hand with shock.

His eyes fall on her face only for him to blink.

She shook her head staring at him in fear and hurt.

"This was the only thing you didn't do. I was telling myself every day that you never raised your hand on me but you did that as well. What else is left? You raping me or beating me like an animal", she asked with tears falling down her cheek.

"Maya, I am sorry. I didn't mean this. I don't know how I lost my calm", he said.

"I can't stay here anymore", she spoke before shaking her head walking to the door. He closed his eyes in guilt only to find her leaving. 

He fisted his hands before walking to her with fast steps throwing her on his shoulder making her shriek.

"Leave Me", she shouted as he walked upstairs to their room.

"I don't have any other way left", he spoke putting her on the bed. She looked at him with horror as he stared back at her before loosening his tie then removing it. She stared at him in shock as he opened a few buttons of his shirt before removing his belt.

She shook her head in fear scared of his next step.

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SO how was it?

What do you think Randhir will do now?

Do you think Kimaya was wrong speaking like that about their baby? Randhir is just too much at times I agree.

Till Next Time...