If I Could Go Back To The Day Where I First Met You,

I Would Turn Around And Walk Away

-Kimaya

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"I thought I was giving you enough money to provide me the whole information I will need", Randhir asked Shivani glaring daggers at her.

"Randhir Ji, he was my brother", Shivani said in a mere whisper.

"And the girl we are talking about is my wife. You understand that", Randhir spoke taking a deep breath.

"She is my sister as well", Shivani spoke in a shivery voice.

"She is your sister? I don't think so with what you did. Kimaya thinks that you would protect her from all the evils being her older and beloved sister but no you are the one pushing her in the well of fire if it's in your interest", Randhir spoke shaking his head before standing up.

"I was wrong trusting the wrong person. Actually, I won't say I was wrong. It's human nature to put themselves forward. It's just my wife who is stupid enough to put others before her", he spoke before moving out of his room only to find Shivani's husband standing there glaring daggers at his wife.

Randhir shook his head before moving out of his office building wanting to spend some time with his wife. They did attend Disha's wedding happily even after so many things. 

He just wanted to make sure all the toxic people stay away from his wife.

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"You don't have to worry about these things", Kimaya spoke smiling at the words of the person on the other side of the call.

"I have never learned to hide anything from anyone and you know very well how much I speak. I can never hide anything from my husband", she whispered like a small child with a pout when she felt arms around her waist and chin on her shoulder.

"Hmm, I'll speak to my husband. Don't worry", she said looking at the handsome man looking directly into her eyes.

She hung up after that only to be picked up by her dear husband making her gasp.

"What are you doing?", she whispered as he kissed her forehead.

"I don't like when you don't give me your attention", he spoke putting her on the bed.

"You are completely losing your senses. There is nothing like that", she told him as he kissed her cheeks.

"Who was it?", he asked pulling away from her.

"Sanjana", she told him as he frowned.

"I don't know anybody by that name", He told her.

"There is a trip to Jammu. I really wanna go there", she told him as he glared at her before sitting up.

"You are not going anywhere. I wanted you to continue your studies not roam around with unfaithful people", he told her making her stare at him in sadness.

"I will go and that's final", she said stubbornly feeling like he was tying her down.

"Maya, I don't like this attitude stop it", he told her harshly making her grit.

"You are not my father. Stop acting like one. My family never stopped me from going anywhere and you are not going to do that as well", she told him standing up picking up her dupatta which was lying on the floor.

He stood up from his place before holding her elbow pushing her to the wall.

"If you think you are going to make me agree to your thoughts then you are so wrong", he told her holding her wrists in a tight grip as she winced.

"It's paining", she gasped as he nuzzled his face in her neck biting on the spot.

"Don't forget who am I? Don't forget our early days of marriage",  He whispered in her ears making her froze in her place.

"I thought you love me", she asked in shock.

"Of course, I do love you but that can never change my nature", he told her taking a few steps away from her.

"Why are you doing this? I thought you changed. You were always so caring for me and now this", she whispered as he stared at her with fire clearly visible in his eyes.

"Do what I ask like the way you did till now otherwise forget the care. You would get exactly what you got in the early phase of our family. It was not me who changed it was your behavior which changed", he told her before walking out of his room.

She stared at the wall blankly. His words echoed in her brain again and again.

She felt tears forming in her eyes. She let herself be weak in front of him. She let him take advantage of her. Was this really love?

It's like he said he loves her to make her weak in front of him and she being a complete idiot falls into his trap. How can she forget that he is a businessman who is known for his genius brain?

She was just a normal girl how can she expect herself to be smarter than him.

She took a deep breath-stopping her tears from falling. Her tears were precious. She will never waste on a person who doesn't even care about her feelings.

She walked to the bed taking deep breaths again and again.

She clutched the bedsheet as a few tears fall down her cheek. She bit her lower lip trying to control herself but that made her feel suffocated. She clutched her heart with one hand while clutching the bedsheet from the other.

She covered her face with her hands as a sob escaped her mouth. She felt used both physically and mentally. She could forget the physical one but how could she forget him using her emotional side.

She believes that she became weak in front of him after he confessed his love for her but his behavior today made her believe otherwise.

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He came back to his room to find it empty.

A frown covered his forehead as he moved to the bathroom to check inside but she was not present there as well. He checked the time which showed 12:45 am.

He checked the balcony, closet, study, every single place she could be when he met his Chachi on his way.

"What are you doing here, Randhir?", Reema asked seeing the worry on his face.

"You know where Maya is?", he asked which made her frown. 

"Maya?", she asked back not knowing anyone by this name.

"I mean Kimaya", he said caressing his forehead not liking this question-answer session.

"Didn't she inform you?", she asked making him stare at her with questioning eyes.

"She is with Aarush. This boy is very much fond of her. He wanted to have a movie night with her for so long and finally, she was free and agreed to accompany him for a cartoon movie", she told him smiling at her words.

"They are watching the movie till this late?", he asked pointing at his watch which showed 1:05.

"Of course not I am coming from Aarush's room only. They both are already asleep", Reema said and was about to continue when Randhir excused himself. He walked to Aarush's room opening the door slowly not to make a sound to find them fast asleep.

Aarush was sleeping on her chest soundly. He took a deep breath not liking it one bit. It was his pillow and he was not ready to share it with anyone, not even a little boy.

He slowly made Aarush sleep on the pillow before picking Kimaya up as she moved lightly in her sleep before keeping her head on his shoulder. He noticed her hair was wet and open.

He got back to his room putting her on the bed as she moved again rubbing her cheek on the bedsheet. He went back to lock the door and got back in bed staring at her calm face.

It was one of those nights when they are going to sleep early otherwise he won't let her sleep before 3 which could be clearly seen by the tiredness on her face in the morning but she would sleep in the afternoon to meet her sleeping schedule.

He was not going to sleep this early nor was he interested in leaving her alone looking so cute and innocent. He held her hand tracing figures on the back of it making her frown pulling her hand away from him turning her face to the other side.

She would never behave like this normally. Was she really sleeping or pretending to be asleep?

He stared at her back as she fall asleep on her stomach.

He kissed her neck but there was no reaction from her side which made him believe the fact that she was really asleep which she was but her heart was hurt to a point she couldn't accept his touch even in her sleep even her unconscious mind was scared of getting hurt by him.

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She was wearing her bangles silently as he was busy speaking to his PA on call.

"Bhabhi", Aarush called from outside making her stand up walking to the door ignoring his presence completely.

She opened the door to find her youngest brother-in-law standing there with an angry pout on his face.

"Why did you leave Bhabhi?", he asked coming inside with crossed arms.

"What are you talking about, Baby?", Kimaya asked not getting what he meant.

"We slept together but when I woke up you weren't there", Aarush said when his eyes fall on his brother who was still busy on his phone.

"You know baby. I didn't want to leave as well but a demon brought me here", Kimaya stated looking at Randhir who looked at her when he heard the word demon.

"Really Bhabhi. You saw a demon", Aarush asked in awe as Kimaya nodded.

"How did he look?", He asked as Kimaya sat on the bed while he settled in her lap.

"Like a human but much more merciless", she spoke as Randhir narrowed his eyes at her hanging up the call.

"What rubbish are you filling in my brother's mind", he asked as she stared at him with an innocent face.

"No Bhai Bhabhi never lies. I believe her", Aarush spoke hugging Kimaya as she patted his back lovingly.

"I brought your Bhabhi here. There is nothing like a demon in this world", Randhir spoke in a rough tone making Aarush stare at Kimaya who nodded at him.

"That means Bhai is the demon", Aarush asked Kimaya as she smiled brightly at him.

"You are a genius Baby", Kimaya told him as Aarush looked at Randhir.

"Bhai why did you bring Bhabhi here", he asked softly making Randhir narrow his eyes at her.

"Your Bhabhi is my wife and a wife stays with her husband only", Randhir said making Kimaya glare at him. Aarush nodded his head thinking deeply about his words.

"Bhabhi", he called as Kimaya hummed.

"Where is my wife", he asked looking at Kimaya which made her glare at her husband.

Randhir sat down in front of him before taking Aarush in his arms.

"Your Bhabhi and I have age difference. Probably your wife is a little baby like you or maybe she is not even born", Randhir said.

"Or maybe we should stop talking about this topic", Kimaya said pulling Aarush's cheek.

"I also want to get married, Bhabhi", Aarush said with a pout.

"I am repenting till date to say yes to marriage and you want to get married this early", Kimaya asked Aarush who didn't really understand what she meant but just nodded his head before running out.

Kimaya stood up to leave when Randhir held her hand pulling her in his lap staring at her face with a harsh expression marring his handsome face.

"What was it about?", he asked as she struggled in his arms.

"It was nothing. Just telling him the truth", she told him with gritted teeth.

"Don't show me that attitude again, Kimaya", he said strictly. She felt tears burning her eyes when he almost shouted at her. But what hurt her more was him taking her name. He always called her Maya.

She blinked a few times before pushing him away walking out only to be pulled back in his arms.

"Where do you think you are going?", he asked holding her jaw in a tight grip.

"Away from you", she gritted out. He pushed her on the bed as she struggled under him while he held her wrist pushing his body weight on her making her wince.

"Don't act wild", he told her as tears escaped her eyes. She was already in pain when he had to do all this.

She tried to struggle but when nothing worked she stared at him with sadness as sobs came out of her lips. He was not expecting it at all.

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Long time no see. I know. I was quite busy these days with all the marriages and relatives at my home.

So secondly how was the update? I tried to bring back the power in Kimaya's character which got lost after Randhir's love confession.

What do you think about it?

Till Next Time...