Hell sent us the most evil disease and we humans called it 'love'

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She lifted her hands to push him only for him to catch them in mid air. He pulled away looking at her with the same passion filled eyes making her toe curl. 

"Remember that you only wanted this. I have not forced you into anything", he stated making her gulp as he removed the saree from her shoulder. She stared in his eyes for a while before looking away. She was too new to these things. She was not sure was she really ready to be that vulnerable in front of this man who had hurt her uncountable times. She took a deep breath muttering a small prayer in her mind looking back at him who was staring at her like a hawk.

She gulped in fear which made him look at her in amusement. She was really acting like a delicate doll in front of him when moments before she was kissing him to stop him from going out.

Was he going to leave her today?

The answer was no. He was not going to take any chance when it comes to her. She had already created so much trouble. This was the only possible way he could tame her. 

He unbuttoned his shirt slowly her eyes taking in every move of his. 

Her body started heating up again but this time she felt it weirdly nice.

The moment her mind registered what was happening she looked the other way feeling the heat collecting around her cheeks. She tried to leave but his hold on her wrist was tight and hot.

"Now my wife don't run like a little scared kitten. You asked everything and you are getting just what you wanted", he spoke lightly pushing her on the bed as she gulped again not able to look into his eyes anymore.

"I am scared", she whispered at this moment closing her eyes tightly.

"I am not going to eat you up if you are scared about that", he whispered in her ears making her gulp again struggling under him.

"What do you want than? You said you would always be nervous and you don't care anymore", he stated as she bit her lower lip realizing how much blunder she did.

"Will it hurt?", she asked staring in his eyes with doubt filled eyes making him laugh.

"It will", he stated making her eyes widen.

"I am not doing it. Please", she said struggling under him. She looked like a toddler running away from her bitter syrup.

"Mumma", she screamed when he didn't let her move.

"Come on, Kimaya. Don't act like this", he stated as she frowned with fear clearly visible in her eyes.

"I don't know. Let me go, please. I don't know anything about this. I am completely clueless about this thing", she spoke pleading.

"What do you want me to do than? How long you are going to run away?", he asked looking at her as she stared back at him with confusion. She took a deep breath before nodding her head. 

"I promise I would be gentle", he whispered kissing her again as her heartbeat increased. 

She blinked few times trying to control her emotions and brain who was telling her to push him again. 

He was nothing like the man she thought she would marry. She accept that she once thought a guy like him is possible in reality but than she accepted her reality. She expected to get married to some random guy that's why she was never worried about her looks.

She did heard from Shantanu once when she was going to her room that his first girlfriend was a model and now she was more scared. How would he react seeing her?

Judgement was something which scared her whole life and she was scared of it again. He placed a soft kiss on her shoulder before pulling away.

"You are perfect the way you are. Stop taking so much tension", he whispered brushing his nose on her cheek as she breathed deeply. She felt few tears falling down her cheek. He rolled his eyes at her actions. She was the same girl who was being all stubborn and brave few hours ago. 

He wrapped his arms around her lying back with her head buried in her neck.

"I have never been this close...", she sobbed. Intimacy was something she was scared her whole life but never like to speak freely about it. She thought people would consider her weak if she would say anything.

"I know", he stated caressing her long hair. She controlled her emotions before looking down at him.

"I can trust you right?", she asked as he raised his eyebrows at her. Did he ever gave her a reason to doubt her? She sat back and pushed her hair back. She wiped her face and took a deep breath before nodding.

"I am ready", she said as he continued lying back staring at her as if she was some miracle. 

"Kiss me", he stated more like ordered as she looked back at him with parted lips. His command was firm and controlling. She unwantedly followed before putting her hands on his chest softly putting her lips on his. He controlled himself for few moments before pushing her on the bed kissing her deeply as she wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him closer to her.

His hands went back to her blouse's zip. She was too lost in the kiss and his touch around her body that she didn't even realized when he unzipped her blouse before pulling it down from her shoulder placing kisses on her collarbone as she breathed deeply.

A soft moan left her lips as he bit harshly on her collarbone and than there was no stopping. 

He enjoyed her body wrapped around his as he continued ravishing her body till the sun finally came up. He realized she was fast asleep already because of the tiredness. This fact made him stop though he was not in any mood of stopping any sooner.

He stared at her calm face. He couldn't help but place a peck on her lips as she moved lightly. He lost his control last night and he was ready to loose it again and again if it meant having her in his arms. 

She was becoming more than a habit. It was like he was helpless when it comes to touch her, to feel her, to be with her.

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She turned feeling the bright light on her face which made her wince. She was in extreme pain.

She opened her eyes slowly feeling the brightness. She found him reading some file in the bright light. She sighed covering her chest with the thick comforter. 

She was not actually happy with what happened. She had seen in movies how the female blush and smile after everything but all she felt was sadness. Last night, was dreamy of course but more on the painful side for her.

He was gentle and loving in the starting whispering sweet words in her ears but as the time moved he seemed like he didn't care. He was just fulfilling his physical needs.

At one point, she remember she pleaded him to stop but it seemed like he was in some other world or more like he didn't care what she felt. She was too lost in her thoughts that she didn't realize him sitting beside her and pushing her hair strands away from her face making her look at him.

She sniffed lightly feeling the slightly cold air hitting her skin. Her eyes fall on the open window which made her know from where the cold air was coming inside. 

She felt him tracing his finger on her neck making her wince when he touched a certain spot.

"I always imagined how you would look with my marks on you", he stated but she denied to look at him. She stared at the blanket covering herself. He made her look at him.

"You tired?", he asked to which she nodded.

"I have a meeting. I would be back in an hour or so. I would bring breakfast with me. You get ready till than", he stated and left without giving her time to say anything. 

She sighed feeling how stupid she was to give up.

She tried to explain herself how this was normal. She expected the same from her partner all these years. She knew he would want her to fulfill his sexual desires not more than that. So it was not something she was going to cry about. 

But the main problem for the moment was that she was unable to stand up. She needed a warm bath so badly to remove all his traces on her body to get away from his touch, his scent.

She stood up collecting all her strength stumbling on her steps.

She got changed in a long anarkali not wanting to wear some skin fitted clothes today because of the pain in her body. 

She took the support of the railing while walking downstairs. After the shower, the pain was surely less but not completely gone.

She heard the door opening as he came inside with the breakfast packed in a paper bag in his hand. She sat on the leather sofa taking a deep breath. She was feeling tired and sleepy. She didn't even get a good sleep for 5 hours.

She silently had her food not wanting to speak anything at this moment when her phone started ringing which was placed near to Randhir. He stared at the caller id before putting the phone on speaker making her frown. He couldn't possibly enter in her private life. She wanted to say so many things but chose to say silent when the other person started speaking.

"How are you, Kimi?", It was Disha. Kimaya stared at Randhir before answering.

"Good. What about you?", she answered. Her voice seemed foreign to herself as well.

"What happened to your voice?", Disha asked as Kimaya massaged her throat lightly before clearing but nothing really worked.

"Cold. I guess", Kimaya answered trying to take away the phone from him but he only gave her a hard look which made her irritated. Till this point, she was so tired that she didn't even want to fight with him.

"I don't think it's cold. It's like you were screaming. May be last night. You know what I mean after all you guys are on your honeymoon", she could clearly imagine a smirk on Disha's face when her eyes fall on Randhir who had a proud smirk on his face as well.

"I don't know what you mean. Why did you call? I don't have time to answer shorty questions ", Kimaya said in a low voice not wanting to stress her throat more.

"I am getting married", Disha said in excitement.

"Great. I hope you are happy now", Kimaya said simply not interested in this conversation any more the moment married word was introduced in it.

"No I just wanted to tell you that if possible can you visit home soon. I want to share so many things with you. I did send the picture of the guy to your phone", Disha said.

"I am not jealous if you want me to be. I am not interested in seeing any picture. If you like the guy, its fine. It's not like if I rejected him you would not get married to him. Also, I will try to visit home early", Kimaya said sipping on her coffee.

"Great. We will see each other than", She heard Shivani making her smile and they hung up.

"You are going home?", he asked staring at her but she chose not to answer his question.

"I am asking you something Kimaya?", he asked in a more harsh tone which made her look at him.

"Yeah, I am going back to my home after this trip is over", she stated simply focusing on 'my home' which made him stare at her with a hard look.

"What do you mean when you say my home", he asked already angry when she spoke about going away from him.

"I mean that I will go to meet my parents at my home", She explained tiredly.

"Whose home is this than or that one in Chandigarh?", he asked slowly which made her stare at him with a bored look.

"That belongs to you not me. Oh wait a minute do you want me to think as your home as mine like all those typical wives. It is not gonna happen. Nothing can change the fact that my real home is with my parents not with you", she told him gritting till this point.

"A girl's home is where her husband lives", he told her. She was about to answer when there was a knock on the door which made her frown.

"Who could it be here?", she asked him but he didn't answer.

"You go inside", he instructed making her frown.

"I am not going anywhere", she told him stubbornly trying to know who was on the door.

"Atleast listen to me once Kimaya", he gritted at her making her bite her lower lip. She wanted to deny so badly but he seemed genuinely concerned at this point. She nodded before staring at the door and walking inside.

He stood there till the point she went in one of the room before walking to the door. He didn't want to pull her in his dangerous life though he knew he couldn't hide her for longer time. He opened the door only to frown at the person standing there. 

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Don't hate me for this but already there were many so words in the chapter and I didn't want to increase it more.

For those who thought there would be an intimate scene in this chapter. Honestly I tried but I was really uncomfortable putting it in this book. If you guys want it to be there than I can put that chapter creating another book dedicated to the intimate chapters of this book. I don't want to add such mature content in this book but of course it depends on you guys.

What do you think is on the door at the moment?

Is Kimaya right when she felt ignored by him?