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Aishwin's pov:

I was driving back home after attending squad 5's mutual friend wedding party it was already late night.

I turned the music on so I don't doze off while driving.
The music stopped playing since I got a call on my phone.

I pressed the accept button.

"Sir madam is here and she desperately wants to see you!"
My security guard posted at my house spoke.

"Shit! Hold her there I will there in five!"
I said and disconnected the call.

I pressed the accelerator more and reached home soon.

There stood she banging my door continuously.

She was dressed in a beautiful beautiful pink legenga.
She just looked breath taking in that!

I took my coat,bag & other things from the car and walked towards her.

Her beautiful kohl eyes fell on me.
She gave a perfect smile.
I nodded my head negative.
I am not doing this again!

She took few steps towards me all the way stumbling.
Definitely a full dead drunk.

As she skipped few steps on the way and automatically lost her balance.

"Ahhh!"
She shouted and I got hold of her in my arms before she fells down and makes more drama.

"I know.. I know you would save me because that's what good guys do!"
She said and laughed.
Her skin glowed in the moonlight.
Why can't she be mine?
Am I that unworthy?

"I would always love you why you know?"
She slurred again.
Cause I am your lover's best friend?

"Cause you are my..my Anchor. The one that holds me when I have to stop"
She said and looked into my eyes.
Her beautiful kohl eyes spoke more than her words.
I know she means that truly.
She always makes sure I fell for her in every word she speaks.

"Ahh!"
She hissed.

"What again?"
I asked.
As I helped her walk to the house.

"You didn't wear your coat. You have your buttons open..your hair is messy did do spend time with someone special?"
She asked.
She knows how much she means to me.
She knows I wouldn't be with any other girl other than her cause I still love her truly like a mad person, then why question me?

"You know Me!"
I said.

"Yah right! I know you. I know you in and out then why did my heart fall for him then?"
She asked in a cry tone .
I chuckled.

"Love is weird!"
I said.

"Yah I know! You love me.."
She said.
I stopped for a bit.

"I love him and he loves himself? Selfish Bastard!"
She said and laughed at her own joke.

"Ahh!"
She cried for the third time.

"What you got hurt somewhere?"
I asked checking her.

"No No just that you look hotttt!"
She said and blushed.

I again hold her tight to help her walk smoothly.

"Don't help me I can WALK myself!"
She said and pushed herself out of my arms.

"Kayaal!"
I said and sighed.
It hurts it hurts everytime she does this.
Why always I am the first person she push herself from?

"I will go back home early tomorrow morning. I will sleep in the sofa don't...don't worry!"
She said and danced her way inside picking her bag in the way.

"Security park her car inside ok?"
I passed the keys to the guard and moved inside.

Her shoes were on the sofa.
Her bag on the ground.
Her watch and bracelets were on the chair.
Where is she?

"Kayal. Kayal where are you?"
I shouted.
No response!

"Go fix your makeup
Girl it's ju..st a bre...akup..
Run and hide yo..ur crazy and start acting li..ke a lady..
Cause I rai...sed you better.."
She was loudly singing some break up song lyrics.

I followed the sound and It end in the bathroom.
"Kayal you inside?"
I asked loudly.

She stopped singing so I took it as a sign to enter inside.

There she was.

Don't tell me she is sleeping in the tub.

She sat in my tub and gave a look that any man could fell for.

Don't give me that longing look for god sake.
She is not mine.
She is not yours.
My mind repeated the same words as a slogan.

"What are you doing in my washroom?"
I questioned her slowly walking towards the stand to pick a towel.

"Since you were so hot I wanted to make myself cool to handle you!"
She slurred.
I smiled.
Thought I love this woman in her sober state.
Drunk Kayal is so cute handle.

I sighed again.

I don't know why she always ends up back to me in her drunken state.

It hurts to know every time she needs me just as a best friend to hold her in her hard times and
nothing more.
But I want to be more for years.

More than a friend to hold her close.
Close enough for her to hear my heart beats which beats just for her .

"Abarca Darba..."
She said and opened all the taps.
I was back to reality.

"Kayal no. Kayal!"
I somehow struggled with her and turned off the taps.
But her half dress was already soaking.

"Why did he do that to me? Why did he have to  kiss her when he knows I love him with my whole heart?

Why does he sleep around with girls when he knows I am there waiting for him in his home?"
She started to cry holding my shirt tight.

"Kayal baby stop crying. Stop..crying comeon baba "
I hold her in tight hug.

"I don't have anyone. Anyone to care about me. I don't have anyone except you!"
She said and looked me in my eye for the 2nd time.
It hard not to show my love when I whole heartedly love her.

"It hurts me every time to hurt you. I hurt you by.."
She slurred and came near my face closer.

"I am.sorry. Will you. You forg..ive me?"
She asked.
We were cm's away from each other.
Our lips were nearly touching.

"I like you I always!"
She said as she came more closer.
Before she could do something wrong I moved and kissed her forehead.

'If she would have said I love you..it would have been different..'
My heart said.

"Kayal please know this I will be always there for you no matter what!"
It hurt more to say the next line.

" I will always be your anchor to hold you in your dark time and nothing more!"
I said and picked her up with my few tears falling down the whole way.
I can't believe I am crying for a girl who doesn't belong to me.

"Mala Aunty"
I called my maid.

"Change her dress and please get her to my bed"
I said and she nodded.

I got down to hall and checked my phone there was no notification. While I heard another ringtone.

I guess it is her mobile.

I took her bag and picked her phone.
There was 28 missed calls from LOVE!
It was just 4 letters in caps but enough to bleed my heart for the 110th time.

I know she loves Shiva and Shiva loves her too.
I should be happy about it.
Not weeping like a kid.
It is hard.. but I smiled next second.
Knowing my friend has a great girl to care about in his life.

He is a one lucky bastard!

But He neither have her safe in his arms nor leave her go.
God only can understand him and his ways.

I put the phone on the silent mode and sent him a message that she is with me . Kindly pick her in the morning.

I walked back to the room.
She was dressed neat in my black shirt and her old shorts.

It's not the first or the second time she has come to my in this state.
It is easy to say I lost the count.

I slid myself to the wall for balance.
I didn't know how many days I am going to do this or allow myself to get hurt more and more.
I don't think I can ever move on from her.
I don't think I can love another person.

I also know I have 0% chance she accepting me.
But I don't know why my heart beats for her?

I always wanted to be selfish with her.

I even tried my best but then I can't. I can't do that!

Best friends don't do it.

Besides here One is the girl I love with my whole heart and another one is the friend I can rely my life on.
I can't do anything except hoping I will one day feel better about this!

I slowly walked towards the bed and looked at her sleeping peacefully.

"I need  to stop. Stop meeting her. Stop loving her. Stop believing she would run to me one day" 

I mumbled and switched off the lights pulled the bed sheet over her completely.

Then I slowly moved to the couch beside the bed seeing her sleeping peacefully.

As the temperature decreased and the moon came to the center of the sky I  fell into a deep slumber.

It was around 3 am in the morning.
The bell rang continuously.

There was a knock on my bedroom door.

I walked over and opened the door.

There stood Shiva with a dark expression.

"Is she inside?"
He asked.

"Yah!"
I said and switched on the light as he walked inside.

He came inside.

He saw me .

My shirtless body , my loose track pants and her sleeping in my bed comfortably that too in my shirt.
I sighed.

The bedspread looked so rugged as If I got up straight from that.

"It's not what you think!"
I said.

"Please don't explain!"
He said and pushed the bedspread away from her body. Picked her up in a flip and walked towards the exit without giving me a glance.

I followed him quick.

His assistant picked her bag and her mobile and walked out.

"Don't "
I said.

And he stopped in his tracks.

"Don't hurt her it not her mistake. I will stop everything. This will not happen again!"
I said .

He just nodded his head and left.

As always I end up alone it's not a new thing.

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