"Magnus, hey...wake up." Alec gently shook Magnus in an attempt to wake him up but feeling bad for doing at the same time because he just looked so peaceful but he had to take his medication and for that to be possible he couldn’t be sleeping still; after another 30 seconds Magnus slowly blinked his eyes open. "Sorry... I must have dozed off." Magnus voice was weak and quiet but Alec still loved the sound of it. "Will you ever stop apologizing for things that are good for you?" Alec asked placing a mug of steaming tea on the table beside the couch and watched as Magnus sat up looking Alec in the eyes. "Will you ever stop refusing to accept what makes you feel good?" Magnus just shot back his question without thinking. It hit Alec right in his soul just barely missing his heart by inches. Alec opened his mouth a few times trying to form a sentence but no words seemed to be fit and he couldn't find an answer. Why was he refusing to accept good things? "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have asked. This fever isn't letting me think straight." Magnus said even though he didn’t actually feel sorry because he needed Alec to question these things so he would eventually stop refusing. "It's alright... take you're medicine and I'll go make dinner." Alec replied clearing his throat and leaving Magnus behind on the couch. Alec’s heart was beating so fast his chest felt as if he had just ran 100 miles per/hour. Magnus had fucked up his entire world that he had build for himself and right now he was trying to decide if he loved it or if he hated it. Back on the couch as Magnus was thinking about what must be going through Alec’s head he closed his eyes and leaned his head back feeling tears burn against his eyelids but he was definitely not going to allow them to fall so instead he swallowed them down like he was doing with all the other emotions Alec was making him feel. No matter how hard he tried he just couldn’t get Alec out of his head it was like this man had been tattoo over his brain. Alec has told Magnus that he would only ruin him and that statement alone should have scared Magnus away a long time ago but that was exact reason that kept pulling him in closer and closer. This dark mysterious shadow that was constantly in Alec’s wake every step he took dragged Magnus along with him. Magnus was the perfect guy who you would want your daughter to date. He was kind, loving, caring and worked extremely hard. He never broke the rules and was always respectful not letting his pure white angel wings get a spec of dirt or a single dot of darkness but that was the problem. Magnus has had enough of all of that. He was tired of being the good boy and doing what would be good for him. He was begging to be ruined. "I forgot to ask if you like chocolate." Alec’s voice filled the room immediately causing Magnus’ heart to stop and he lifted his head looking straight in Alec’s hazel eyes that were shimmering with light. "Chocolate?" Magnus asked confused and his breath hitching when Alec came closer to him never breaking the eye contact. "Yes... chocolate." Alec’s voice was barely a whisper but he was so close Magnus heard it clearly but the subdued raspy sound made his mind foggy. "I'll stop." Alec suddenly said when his face was only inches away from Magnus but he frowned in confusion. "Stop what?" Magnus questioned but he was only able to focus on Alec’s beautiful red lips and the warm breath coming from them that were washing over his own. "Stop with refusing to accept of what makes me feel good." Alec’s voice was raspy and before he could say more Magnus crashed their lips together forgetting the entire world around them and just concentrating on the feeling of Alec pushing him down into the cushions while sticking his tongue in his mouth. "Magnus? Magnus?" Alec had been calling Magnus’ name out for at least the past 5 minutes not getting an answer once from the boy and walked over to the couch seeing her was frozen on the spot just staring at the TV that wasn’t even on. "Magnus, where did you go just now?" Alec asked again gently placing his hand on the other boys shoulder who was thrown back in to reality and Magnus swallowed hard. Of course that wasn't real it was way to good to be true. "Yes?" Magnus replied looking with a silent smile at Alec but it wasn't the smile that Alec loved. It wasn't the smile that made his heart flutter or the smile that made his stomach do flips and tricks, it wasn't the smile that messed with his mind either. It was a smile Alec knew all too well. He himself wore that smile for almost his entire life and it’s been so ling now that somehow somewhere along the way he forgot what a real smile felt like. It was a lost and empty smile that Alec was staring at right now and Alec hated it. He hated seeing that smile on Magnus’ beautiful face and what he hated more was that there was this one question wrapped around his heart squeezing tighter and tighter. "There is another question I’ve been meaning to ask." Alec said gingerly taking a seat next to Magnus on the black leather who had rosie cheeks and was avoiding Alec’s eyes. "Ask and then I’ll answer." Magnus mumbled fumbling with the blanket wrapped tightly around himself and sniffling a slightly due to his runny nose. "Michale he didn't... he didn't do...he didn't rape you, did he?" Only asking this question set Alec’s heart on fire and only the thought of it made him so angry he could crush Michale’s head with his bare hands. Magnus shot him a look of terror and shook his head violently subconsciously grabbing Alec’s hand when he saw how his eyes lit with burning rage. "NO! He didn't touch me that way... he never did." Magnus exclaimed first a bit rushed but calmed towards the end and Alec let out a relieved breath thanking whatever power didn’t let that happen but knew he'd still ruin Michael’s life, body and mind. No one would dare hurt Magnus again and no one would even think about laying a single finger on him if it was the last thing Alec does.  "Okay... but if there is anything else you will tell me right?" Alec asked placing his other hand on the top of Magnus smaller one that was still resting on top of his. Magnus nodded still staring in Alec’s eyes and a part of him couldn’t help getting lost in the endless labyrinth they led to. "Do you want to call your dad by the way? You can use the phone when ever you feel like it." Alec guessed the relationship between Magnus and his dad was way better than the one Alec shared with his father; and besides Alec really wanted Magnus to call him... he wanted Magnus to hear his dad for one last time because after a call Alec had gotten last night he wasn't sure if Magnus would be able to see his father ever again. After all the information he got he knew more about Magnus than Magnus could ever possibly know...//tbc what for a call? What does Alec know what Magnus doesn't? Bloody hell. Are you ready for the real plot twist?😱😱😱💜💜💜