Laughing
Crying
Singing
Dying
               Someone is not my friend

Not really caring if they are breaking my heart.

       Laughing at me pain

Singing taunts in my ears

Wanting me to die too

   Sick of being the butt of the joke

Crying at every since sad thing

        My soul and dreams dying

No one cares

Not even me
                    
                    Always have to have a smile on my face

I'm just so sick of it

My friends are my treasure

Let me please be happy for them

Not quite I'm being told

Not ready

Not now

when?

No one knows

No one cares

I just don't know anymore.