"Are you not going to do anything?" her lips lifted upwards teasingly.

Dev's heartbeat skyrocketed as he held himself from being turned on.

God!! This is unjust!!!!

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"Sona please.." his voice came painfully strained.

However, Sonakshi was focused on what she was doing. She rubbed the tip of his nose over his neck, inhaling his scent like it was her favourite candy. Dev tried his best to control his desires from surging out as he held Sona by her elbows.

"Sona stop and get inside the car" he hissed. He gripped her arms when she placed feathery kisses under his ears. He wanted nothing more but to throw her in bed and have his way with her. But taking advantage of a drunk person was not his personality. He knew better than that.

"No Dev, I want to kiss you. Only one time, I promise. Just one kiss, no more." she whined in frustration. Damn! Drunk Sonakshi was a horny one! She was no more the sanskaari person he knew.

Dev groaned as he prayed to god for the hundredth time.

"Please Sona... Get in the car first? After that-"

"After that, what are we going to do?" she asked with wide eyes, making Dev choke.

"We are doing nothing!"

"Car is a good place. We can do so many things inside..." she scrutinised her eyes cheekily, making Dev groan.

"You are testing my patience, love."

"I have no patience too.... Mr Dev Dixit...." She slurred while Dev held her steadily. If he left her, he was sure that she would fall down and hurt herself.

"Sona... Inside the car. Right now!" he tried but she was too adamant to listen to him.

"So much of rush? Should I go inside the back seat?" Sona giggled and Dev rolled his eyes.

"Nope, front seat!"

"No Dev! Just once... Let me just touch you....your abs....your everything.... Kiss you so hard that you make sure only remember me after this." Sona spoke, making Dev petrified.

Dev's fear was not because of Sona, but his own self. He was scared that he would pounce on her any moment and knowing Sona's state, she would gladly accept him now. But he very well know how much she would regret this after she would get back to her conscious state.

Most importantly he knew that he should stop her before this madness goes out of control. He lusty mind was struggling to be unleashed and Dev was having a hard time undergoing this test.

"Sona... Okay, I will let you do whatever you want once we get home. Okay?" Dev tried negotiating.

"Nope here! See... no one's here" she pointed around and Dev grimaced.

"No, there are spirits around here. They will haunt you if we do something" he spoke like he was speaking to a five-year old.

"But Dev, I wantttt you!" Sona stomped her feet and Dev sighed.

"I want you too sweety. But let's go home first."

"Whose house are we going to?" she suddenly asked and Dev's eyes widened. Okay, she was thinking like a sober person now.

"Uh... your house?" Dev spoke reluctantly.

"Mine??? My dad will be there.... No let's go somewhere else where we are alone." She demanded and Dev raised his eyebrow challengingly. Okay, this Sona was a possessed by a horny ghost.

"Fine, get inside the car." Dev repeated like a school teacher and Sona gave him a thoughtful look.

"Ok let's go!" she grabbed his hands and pulled him towards his car. Dev was mentally praying that she dozes off before they reach his penthouse. He was not able to deal with drunk Sona anymore. He could handle her happiness, anger, love or ignorance. But seduction was his weakest point. He would never be able to fight it.

Once they got in the car, Sona turned her head lazily towards him.

"Dev.... I can't....get you out of my mind...." she slurred as he shook his head to clear his thoughts.

Dev started to drive his car towards his penthouse but Sonakshi was still mumbling things towards herself. He had no idea how to clear up the mess. He was angry with Diya for allowing Sona to consume alcohol when he clearly had mentioned to her to keep Sonakshi away from it.

Diya's thoughts no longer lingered in his mind when he felt Sona's fingers rubbing on his thighs, almost sensually. She will have to be the death of him.

Dev's POV

"Why did you leave me Dev?" she suddenly asked me with a sad expression. Was she serious? I left her? Oh god, these women I tell you!

"I didn't leave you darling...you left me. Remember?" I asked her and she quickly turned away and faced the window. Now what?

"You don't love me anymore, Dev."

"Excuse me?" I gasped.

"You heard it...you don't love me anymore." she pouted and I almost left a sarcastic laughter. Well.... Who could resist her? Damn her cuteness was just driving me crazy and now all I had to do was to concentrate on the road.

"What makes you think I don't love you?" I tried asking nicely.

"You are always scolding me in office...and make me cryyyy" she said as I could see the tears welling up in her eyes. Oh no! Please don't cry now.

"Okay, fine I am sorry ok? I won't scold you anymore! Promise!!" I said but her tears were uncontrollable. Unknowingly her cries were hurting me too.

After some time, she silently stared down at her fingers and kept humming some tune. She did not reply me to whatever questions I asked her. Did I upset her again?

"Are you alright, Sonakshi?" I asked her.

"No.."

"Why?"

"You shouldn't have left me alone Dev. I suffered for 3 years without you... What will I do without you again?" she mumbled and snuggled close to me. I felt a tug of pain in my chest. Did my absence pain her? I wanted to ask her more but I did not want to make her cry again. She was already cribbing and now these questions might make her even more emotional.

"I am sorry about that" I said as I kept my eyes on the road.

"I don't deserve your sorry! Those who are supposed to apologise, are out there freely enjoying themselves. You are innocent, Dev. You had nothing to do in this..." she said as she drew imaginary patterns on my thighs. I was in deep thoughts throughout the journey. I knew one thing for sure in my mind.

She was hiding something and it was killing her inside.

Finally, the car reached its destination. But before we could step out, Sonakshi climbed on my lap and blocking my way out.

"Should I carry you, now?"

"Yes!!" she grinned making me smile. Absolutely, fucking cute!

Her smile was enough for me. I could bring the whole world under her feet just for that one smile.

"You know sweetie pie, you shouldn't drink whatever people offer you, baby...why are you so careless? See, now you are drunk. Tomorrow your head is going to head and you are going to be in a hell lot of pain." I spoke while I carried her inside.

All this while, she was just tracing her fingers all over my face. I did not even know if she was listening to me. But one thing was for sure. The comfort level she felt with me, was just so natural.

"I am not careless" she frowned and I kissed her forehead after making her sit down in the couch.

"Dev, I want to change!!! I hate this stupid dress." she shook her head crankily and I sighed.

"There is a washroom there..... Can you go there and change into something comfortable while I get you some food?" I asked her carefully praying that she would agree. Thankfully she did. She fumbled towards the room and I breathed out in relief. Drunk Sonakshi was too much of danger.

Leaving her at the washroom I quickly dashed towards the kitchen and drank some water. I quickly prepared some snacks and headed towards the living room. That's when I heard the washroom door opening. I went towards the room to check whether Sona was alright, but the view I saw took every wisp of air from my lungs.

She was standing in the room, after a shower. Only a bathrobe was surrounding her petite frame as she gave me a lazy smile. Where did she get that robe from? I remembered having more decent clothes inside my wardrobe. I was having a hard time, maintaining my breaths.

When she saw me, my heart started to tighten. It was a look of desire and lust. She flicked her hair and slowly walked towards me, encircling her arms around my neck.

"Come let's grab something before we sleep." I said to divert her attention. Smooth Dev.

But Sonakshi was smarter.

She walked in front and grabbed my vest harshly towards her. Her eyes were on me all the time while her delicate fingers circled the buttons deliberately. Her one hand captured a handful of cloth in her palm and tugging it. Silently it was an open invitation.

I jerked forward, not knowing how to escape this maze. She was looking like a goddess from heaven, designed to make men fall on her feet. Even a saint could get wooed with such gestures. What was she trying to do?

"Why do you have to be so attractive?" she asked and a whoosh of air left my lips.

That was when I realised that I was breathing at an abnormal rate. Was she serious now? Does she even know how attractive she was? Probably not.

"Sona..." my voice came out as a plea instead of a warning. I just couldn't help it.

"I find you irresistible..." she purred and undid my buttons on the vest. Thank god, I had a shirt beneath it. My hands froze and I couldn't find the willpower inside me to stop her. She did her job perfectly even while being drunk. I felt the hot air surrounding us as every button came undone.

"Do you want me as much as I want you?" she whispered and my eyes expanded. I heard her wrong right??? That definitely has to be my imagination.

"Sona..." I cleared my throat as she moved towards me. Please Sona, don't torture me.

"I love it when you say my name so softly..." she watched me intently and touched my collarbone. The air around us started getting hotter.

I felt violated as I walked backwards and struggled to move away from her. With every step I moved behind, she walked towards me. When my back hit the wall, Sona used her hands and caged me in between her and the wall. How tables have turned. Now she was the predator and I am the prey. Is this how she felt when I first bullied her? Maybe this is what they call, karma!

Who knew that this innocent girl was a tigress behind the mask? When she came near me, I inhaled her intoxicating smell. She smelt so fresh, like strawberries...

"You love me right?" she asked and I nodded like a puppet.

"Then prove me!" she whispered, throwing me off guard.

Damn! I didn't know she had a seductive side inside her. Maybe she should get drunk more after marriage.

She looked so carefree and happy like that. Her smile reached her eyes. She was the same cheerful and naughty person whom I had met three years back. This was the Sonakshi I have always known. Not the grumpy and sad person who resided in the office.

"You said that you love me, right? Prove me." she said as my eyes widened.

How long was this going to go??? Oh god! Handling drunk Sona was draining all my energy out from my body? I felt pretty scared as I slowly untangled myself from her and took a step back.

"This is not fair Sonakshi!" I shouted, cringing when my eyes fell on her fingers fiddling with the knot on her robe. She slowly removed the knot and my jaws fell. I have never felt this helpless and useless. My throat was becoming dry and heartbeat was skyrocketing. Stop it Sona.... You will regret it badly!

"Sonakshi, tighten your knot right now!"

"You...promised that we will come here and do that!" she said stubbornly as her fingers clasped around my collar, moving it slowly over my shoulders.

I sucked in a deep breath as her hands now ran over my shoulder, tensing the muscles under the thin cloth of my shirt. Her eyes never let mine as she now traced the buttons of my shirt. Shit, don't tell me that she's aiming for my shirt buttons now.

I immediately snapped out of the daze and pulled back from her. I gave her a warning look and pointed her the bed.

"Stop this nonsense Sona. BED. NOW!" I said sternly making an effort in sharpening my voice for the sake of my sanity while she gave me an adorable pout.

"No! Unless you join me in the bed, I will not listen." she snapped crossing her arms across her chest and sat with her legs crossed. My lord. Her bathrobe slid even higher when she sat with her leg crossed. My imaginations turned wild. I was just imagining the feeling of her legs wrapped around my waist... Shit! Urghh get a grip Dev.

"Go. To. Sleep. Now. Ms. Sonakshi. Bose" I said with a pause.

"But you said-"

"I lied! We aren't doing anything. Not here, not outside, not anywhere and not in this bed especially. Not when we are not married!" I yelled as she flinched. Her lips trembled as her eyes became glassy. She looked like a child who was denied from her favourite chocolate.

"Why?" she asked sadly. Aww baby... How do I make you understand?

"Sona, this is wrong baby!"

"But you said that we could do anything?"

"I lied... because you were not willing to come inside the car. I had no choice-" before I could complete, she started weeping.

"All of you guys..... only know how to lie.... I am always the victim for everyone's lies" she said and started crying. All of us?

"I will.............. never........... forgive anyone in your f-family.." she wept, making me sigh. Why was she bringing my family in? I couldn't bear to see her crying. I quickly went near her and cupped her cheeks.

"Please sweetheart, stop crying."

"Why??" she cried again.

I was really getting agitated and didn't know how to make her sleep. Why wasn't she understanding that she wasn't in her right state of mind?

"I am not beautiful right? I know I am not as modern like Diya.....I am ugly..... I am such a bad daughter......... bad girlfriend.... bad friend........ bad everything..... I never fulfilled any duties properly. I lied to you.... no everyone...... I lied to everyone including you........... about our breakup........ But I swear I didn't do it by myself, Dev. They cheated me.....God this is so........ painful Dev...... I don't even know whether I can become a good wife in future" she sobbed and my world spun.

I froze on the spot. God... What was she saying? Cheated her? Who?

"Sonakshi...wait okay fine! I am not lying okay. Look here. I love you, baby.... and you are absolutely stunning. You are not ugly. You never were!!! I will kill anyone who even thinks that way. You are amazing in every way. Amazing daughter, amazing friend and girlfriend. Don't compare yourself with Diya... You are way more beautiful than her... I am sure you would make an absolute stunning wife for me." I completed as I kissed her forehead. She looked at me doubtfully.

"You think I am beautiful?" she asked with a little gleam.

"Yes, you are absolutely beautiful." I smiled at her. I couldn't help grin about how innocent and hot my future wife was.

"Then why don't you let me do anything to you.... I j-just want to kiss you... Pweasee?" when she said that, my eyes softened and my entire demeanour changed. As much as I wanted to reject her, I know that nothing was going to work now.

"Will y-you let me kiss y-you? Just here...." She pointed below my chin, just on top of my Adam's apple. Gosh, not again....

I sighed in defeat and stared at her pouty expressions. I knew she wouldn't sleep till she gets what she wanted. Before anything wrong happens, I decided to give in just this one time.

"Okay..." Sona grinned before she gave me a bone crushing hug. She parted from the hug, only to slip her soft fingers under the rim of my shirt. The grin on her face was so worth it that I almost didn't regret letting her take over. Almost...

"I knew you wanted this.." she whispered. Her voice sounded so sexy as her fingers grazed the bare skin of my chest. I felt the sudden electricity pass through the veins in my body as she kissed my neck. This was so wrong, yet it felt right.

I gulped and felt sweat running down the back of my neck. Her lips slowly moved below and sucked my bobbing Adam's apple.

Every tickle from her fingers set fire in my skin. I didn't know when it happened, but as soon as I came to reality, my shirt was peeled off from my body. The rational thoughts that was leftover, were not there anymore. Whatever that happened next, happened on its own.

I didn't know what I was doing. My hands wandered freely on Sonakshi's face, down her neck and even below to her breastbone. The way my hands impatiently moved seemed like I was the one who was drunk! Drunk on Sonakshi Bose.

My eyes couldn't leave her as the fog was thickening in my head. I was losing my sanity and swag with every touch. Our emotions ran high and everything happened so fast. The way our hands moved on our bodies felt like we had done this for years.

It was a wrong, devilish emotion that was consuming me. The need to be inside her, was so strong that I forgot all the morals that was thought to me. I had never felt such a pull towards anyone in my life. At the back of my mind, I knew this feeling, the feeling of lust would worsen the situations. It might destroy our entire relationship because we were already walking on egg shells.

But all the contemplations was lost when I looked at Sonakshi's eyes. The heat that emerged from her hands coursed through my veins and reached my heart.

"D-devvv" Sona moaned and that was all it took for the animal in me to showcase.

I immediately wrapped my arms around her waist and attached my lips with hers. There was no gentleness or smoothness about this. My lips were urgent, possessive and hungry while she was responding like it was her last day on earth. I could see that she cherish every moment with me while being drunk. Her hands explored every inch of my body without restrictions. Not being able to keep up the pace, she bit my lower lips with force.

"Ouchh" I shrieked as she removed herself from me.

"Sorry..." she said biting her lips.

"Sona... I think I should go to the guest room. You will....sleep here. Okay?" I panted while caressing her cheeks.

"No... please stay with me." she spoke giving me the most innocent looking face.

"Urmm... okay"

"Not just now.......forever.. and ever....I almost killed myself when you were not here, Dev...I had no one to take care of me like you do.... no one... I can't bear any more lies please... Promise me you will stay with me..... Please just once." she pleaded as her eyes held seriousness and pain. Loads of pain.

I wish I could talk to her freely, but she was not sober yet. I felt lots of pain inside my heart. Was I doing the right thing?

"I promise....... I will never ever leave you. I love you too much Sona. I will be always there to pamper you and you are never taking those kinds of stupid decisions in your life anymore...You get that?" I said as she jumped and nodded with a wide smile.

I kind of liked her in her drunk state. She was incredibly cute and adorable.

The next moment a cunning smile appeared on her face before she pushed me completely on the bed and straddled me. She started peppering me with kisses again as her hips started to move against my lower region. Fuck!

"Do you know what you are doing baby?" I groaned as she rotated her hips again, slowly and seductively. She took my hands and kissed my fingers slowly before leaning towards me.

"Why? Don't you like it?" she asked as she kissed my throat again.

Letting out an inaudible curse, I held her hips to stop her from moving against my now-tightened pants.

"Sona... We are not married yet darling." I told her as my voice was breathless and immediately her facial expressions changed.

"But I need you.....please" she pouted. Damn she was killing me with her cuteness and this was just too much.

"You will regret all these tomorrow morning... We have to stop Sona...kshi.." I trembled not being able to stop her movements. She started to grind her hips firmly, ignoring my pleas as my eyes rolled back in pleasure. Unconsciously my hips started moving according to her rhythm against my rock-hard member.

"Dev...pleaseee" she pleaded as she buried her face in my neck.

"Nottt n-now Sonakshi....godd stop this..."

"Pleaseeee......"

"Just few more months baby." I told as I flipped her down.

"I'm all yours after that." I whispered again.

My wicked mind was forcing me to finish what we started, but the gentleman inside me warning me to stay safe. Now I was hovering over her, pushing and thrusting more into her. That was the least I could do to pleasure myself. This was all too frustrating and I desperately needed a release.

I will make sure she suffers tomorrow due to the tortures she made me go through today. Sweet tortures maybe.

Her bathrobe was already giving me a sinful view of her assets and her sexiness was all too much for any sane guy to control himself. Maybe I should be given an award just for stopping myself at the right moment. My hands travelled towards her bathrobe knot and I tightened them back as they were hanging loose from all her clumsiness earlier.

I made her lie down and hugged her to my chest. Rubbing her back, I tried to sooth her and make her sleep. Just like I hoped, she slept soundly in a few minutes. I looked at her tired face and sighed heavily.

"I promise that I will find out the truth Sonakshi. You have to pay for hiding everything from me eventually......" I finally whispered the words I wanted to tell her once she closed her eyes.

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Hehehehehe I told you guys it's a Dark ff and I mean it when I say it is 'DARK'...it can be unpredictable. Please forgive me if you find too many mistakes. I have very little time to edit as I am always busy working on the next chapter!! So until then, see ya👍

*No updates tomorrow*

Precap : Frustrated Dev😂😂