I shook my head, suggesting I wasn't nervous and Soobin chuckled. It was a surprising reaction, but perhaps he noticed that I actually was a little bit nervous. I mean it was commonly known that it could hurt to set a tattoo and I wasn't too sure about my own pain limits, so to say. 

Before we could even discuss what I wanted to put on my body, Jungkook suddenly got a call. I could already hear by the tone of his voice it was something important that couldn't wait. 

When he finished the call he looked at me with apologetic eyes but before he had the chance to explain, I nodded in understanding.  

    'Go, I am a big girl I can handle it.' 

Jungkook smiled gratefully 'I will be back before you're done' he indicated and with that, he left the little tattoo shop. 

I turned back to Soobin

      'So let's begin?' I asked formally. 

He smirked at me 

       'You're an enthusiastic one, aren't you? Let's first start with what kind of tattoo you want.'

       'I would like a primrose.'

I had told Jungkook I wanted a tattoo of a flower but I hadn't told him which one or why I chose this one. I didn't want him to know as well. This flower is usually meant to symbolize that you can't live without someone or something. 

He was the one who gave me the feeling of being in love, and it really felt like I always wanted him to stay by my side. 

The meaning of this tattoo was actually to remind me that I at least once had experienced what love felt like.

Soobin bent over his table and took a pencil out of his drawer. In front of him was a piece of paper. He started to draw and sketch and I was in awe of his talent. He did it so effortlessly. When he was done he showed it to me, he did have this anticipation in his eyes. 

From my interactions so far with him he was so confident but at this particular moment, while he was waiting for my judgment on his art, he was a little bit nervous.

I gasped 'it's perfect.'

Soobin smiled at my reaction to his drawing

   'Where do you want it?' he asked. 

I lifted my shirt without any embarrassment. I pointed at the place on my right side just below my bra, or rather on the line of my bra. With my fingers, I indicated where exactly I wanted the tattoo and which size it should be. 

Soobin inspected the place and nodded. 

     'That would work, alright, let's start. follow me to my studio.'

As he had instructed, I followed him into this small room. There wasn't much there except for a big chair in the middle of the room and a little stool next to it.

      'Please remove your shirt and bra' he indicated without hesitation. 

This time I, however, did hesitate a little, but I also quickly realized that this guy does this for a living. He saw it all the time and he wouldn't ask if it wasn't necessary. Soobin waited patiently for me and was gathering some stuff. 

I lifted the shirt fully over my head which left me in my bra. with both hands, I unclasped the bra. With one hand I took it and with the other arm I covered them with my hands. 

Soobin did not make any remark about it. He instructed me to sit down so I did. 

      'This will take some time and it will sting' he said. He had this very professional attitude as soon as he grabbed his tattoo gun. 

       'Then we'd better start don't we' I replied to which he chuckled to himself. 

Soobin really was fine as hell and it seemed we kind of hit it off. We talked a lot, about all sorts of things. How he got into tattoos, how he opened up this place first by himself, but now he had four other boys working together with him.  

It was really interesting to hear how his life had led him here, it was also nice as it was a way to distract me from the pain. Because damn that thing stung, the beginning was the worst though, after a while, it became better. 

He finished up my tattoo 'so it's done, you'd better just wear your shirt without the bra. oh and keep the tattoo clean and dry. And also avoid direct sunlight.'

I tried to take a mental note of these points of attention Soobin dumped on me. On the other hand, if I had doubts I could ask Jungkook. He had enough experience with tattoos anyways. 

      'Thank you very much, it's beautiful.'

Soobin smiled proudly, but his smile changed slightly into what seemed to be a smirk,

       'Perhaps you could thank me by going for a drink with me?' he asked and I stupidly giggled. I mean this handsome tattooed-covered guy basically asked me out on a date. It was flattering for sure. 

Right at that moment, Jungkook walked into the little studio, returning from his "job."

        'What's going on here?' he asked in a hostile voice. 

        'We were just talking' I quickly answered while looking for my shirt, still covering my boobs.

I don't know why I was so quick to answer, I guess I didn't want him to think I was flirting with another guy, that I would be interested in another guy. 

I don't know, it sounded stupid that much I did now.

          'I asked your beautiful friend if she would be interested in having a drink with me' Soobin replied oblivious to the tension.

Jungkook poked his inner cheek with his tongue

         'My girlfriend you mean?'

Both I and Soobin widened our eyes in shock at Jungkook's words.

         'uh what?' I uttered out. 

        'I am sorry Jungkook If I had known I wouldn't have tried anything of course' Soobin explained apologetically. I guess he now sensed the fact Jungkook was angry. 

        'It's fine' Jungkook replied, quite angry still.

My heart was beating rapidly against my chest because it was, let's say, an interesting way to define the relationship, I mean without actually asking me.

        'Shall we go angeleyes?' Jungkook asked me and I nodded. I paid for the tattoo and thanked Soobin again for it. 

We were walking towards his motorcycle and he didn't mention the whole girlfriend thing at all. To be fair he didn't mention anything at all because he didn't say anything. 

He seemed somewhat upset and I had no idea what the hell was going on. After the ride, we arrived back at my apartment complex and Jungkook turned off his bike and locked it. From his  movements, it seemed as if he was going to follow me up. I walked towards the apartment complex and indeed Jungkook was right behind me. It was peculiar, because still in the elevator up he didn't say anything. 

I could only sense that he was tense. 

When we were finally inside my own apartment he pushed me against the wall, pretty harshly actually. 

        'What the hell Jungkook?' I exclaimed in frustration.

        'Were you purposely trying to make me jealous?' he growled out, his eyes completely dark. 

I scoffed indignantly

        'I was literally just talking to him!'

        'Would you have said yes?' he asked angry. The fact that the idea of me going on a date with Soobin upset him this much was screwing with my head. 

        'Seriously?' I replied angrily as well 'you kept repeating this was nothing more than a nice hookup and you're not the relationship kind of guy and now you suddenly changed your mind? You can't call me your girlfriend in front of other boys to keep them away, and for the rest act like we are not together. Like what the fuck do you want Jungkook?' I spat out the words with all the frustration I was experiencing. 

         'I don't know y/n!' he exclaimed defeated while looking away.  

         'What don't you know?' I still raised my voice in frustration. He stared back at me and there was something in his gaze that was different. 

        'I think I am in love with you'