I don't know why

Why you hate me right now

Why you're so lost in your own mind right now

Why you say i need help right now

It hurts so much to lose you

To lose a friend

But what if it was never real?

Why does it hurt so much to lose a friend that was never there

A friend that was ethereal

Ethereal

What if I never met you

Never fell for your silly tricks and games

Never bit onto your bait

Let you pull me into your trap again and again

Sorries that never get through and councilor visits

Confusion each day, not knowing why you left me

Whether you had left me from the start

Why it was all an illusion

It hurts so much to lose you

To lose a friend

But what if it was never real?

Why does it hurt so much to lose a friend that was never there

A friend that was ethereal

Ethereal

Dear friend,

Were you always ethereal?

Were you never real?