(Don't start the song yet!)
Y/N PoV

I woke up and got dressed and I started singing.

(Cue the song)

There is a girl in the front of my class. Who I swear I never seen do anything but laugh. She's tall and she's smart beautiful and strong and when someone's down she tries to fix what's wrong.  How does someone so perfect feel so insecure. As to scar her skin with cuts and burns and still want to hurt more. How does someone so loving learn to hate her own guts. Drawing a picture on arms with a blade as if her mind isn't dark enough. There is a girl in the front of my class eyes glazed like newly cut glass. The ghost of her smile hints at her face. And she laughs as they tell her who's on first base. How does someone so perfect feel so insecure. As to scar her skin with cuts and burns and still want to hurt more. How does someone so loving learn to hate her own guts. Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade as if her mind isn't dark enough.  There is a girl in the front of my class who's so sad it is rare to see her smile or laugh. Her friends tell her jokes like the one with the guy but all she does is close her eyes and enter her mind. How does someone so perfect feel so insecure. As to scar her skin with cuts and burns and still want to hurt more. How does someone so loving  learn to hate her own guts. Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade as if her mind isn't dark enough. For Her imperfections. There was a girl in the front of my class who yesterday took the breath that was her last.
(End)

I finished singing and decided to go meet my neighbors. I Knocked on a door and a black haired  hazel eyes girl opened the door. "Hello..."  I said. "Hi!! You must be the new neighbor I'm Aphmau." "Y/N" "Well hello Y/N" "I gotta go now bye!" I said as I ran off.

A/n

Hello!! Azria here hope you like the book Bai
P.s I do not support self harm or suicide I just like the song sorry if this made you triggered Bai!