Alternative Amnesia (2)
My POV (as usual) Also there's swearing so I hope you don't mind. prepare for cringeness.
(Once again, this was submitted by BelieverChick1 :) )
Soon enough I am able to calm down. Somehow, Roxi had turned up and settled in my lap, puring in contentment. I huff slightly as stroke the terror, clueless to why she's even hanging with me.
"Guess I've gotta be on be on the down low when it comes to any Dragonites." I mutter with a sigh, tapping my leg against the cliff face. "Oh, how the hell am I gonna fix this?!" Roxi coos quietly up at me.
"Thanks for the advice." I sarcastically retort. She cocks her head.
"Never mind." I chuckle slightly before frowning again.
Suddenly, I hear thud and then footsteps behind me, and turn around to see someone I'd least expect standing there. "Hey." Ruffnut greets, sitting down beside me.
Out of everyone? Ruffnut?
"Ruff? What..what are you doing here?" I ask, confused.
"I want to tell you you're wrong." She tells me firmly. "It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself. And as much as I hate admitting stuff, it's Tuff and I's fault, for doing explosions in the first place."
I just shake my head. "No. I'm the one who dared him to act unconscious and, I'm also the one who dared you guys to do that, knowing you guys are so into loki-ing, that you wouldn't resist it. That you couldn't resist it. Either way, it's my fault." I end in a downcast and horrified voice.
"Don't say that!" A new voice says, and I glance up to see Tuff sitting down.
Okay this just gets weirder and weirder.
"I know I'm not the smartest twin, okay! I know I'm practically the dummest in the group, Except for maybe Snotlout, but I'm smart enough to see that you're smart enough to see, that I'm smart enough to see, that you know, that I know that..what do I know again? Right. That I know that it's not your fault." Tuffnut's big speech doesn't convince me. I stand up.
"No, I know that you know that I know that this whole thing is entirely my fault. If I never had the idea to dare you guys things, or make you answer questions you'd rather answer on your own terms, or not at all, then this whole thing wouldn't have happened! Hiccup wouldn't be hurt. I wouldn't be completely useless and clueless on how to fix this, I wouldn't be putting the future in jeopardy, and letting all of you down! H-How can you even talk to me right now?!" I exclaim, shaking my head.
"It's not your fault, Sophie!" Ruffnut exclaims. "Why can't you just see this?!"
"I'll never be able to see something that's not true, Ruffnut!" I exclaim. I can't hold myself back form ranting loudly now. "IT'S MY FUCKING FAULT! AND I HAVE NO BLOODY CLUE HOW TO FIX IT! SERIOUSLY! IF I DIDN'T GET THIS STUPID IDEA OF-OF PUTTING YOU GUYS THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT, IF I DIDN'T COME HERE TO HARASS YOU, IF I NEVER EVEN CAME INTO THIS FUCKIN' BEAUTIFUL FANDOM, NONE, NONE, OF THIS WOULD OF HAPPENED! HICCUP WOULDN'T BE IN THERE WITH NO CLUE WHERE HE IS OR WHO TOOTHLESS IS OR WHY HE'S MISSIN A LEG OR WHY YOU GUYS ARE TALKING TO HIM NOW! I WOULDN'T BE UP HERE, ON TOP OF A FUCKIN' CLIFF, SHOUTING OUT THE FACTS!" I finish panting. My eyes glare off into the distance angrily. For a moment, it's silent, and I think I've scared them from talking.
Then, Tuffnut suddenly speaks at me. "Okay, maybe that's true, maybe, maybe if you didn't come here to entertain yourself and others, and us, then, sure Hiccup wouldn't be hurt. He would still remember everything." I sigh, knowing very well he's literally summing it up.
"But, you know what? It was a mistake." Tuffnut faces me with a completely serious and determined look in his face, something seen very very rarely, and keeps talking. "But I also know something else. When a mistake is made, you fix it. Trust me. We've had first hand experience. At least five times a week. But, you fix it. And not just you. You don't have to go in on this alone. Its how we all fix it. We all contributed. We did our dare. Snotlout left the Clubhouse in a mess."
Ruffnut steps forward and takes over. "Toothless wasn't there to catch his rider. Astrid didn't ask questions, even when they were bugging her. Heather wasn't there to talk some sense into you. Or Snotlout. Fishlegs wasn't able to see the risk Snotlout was doing when he left the mess, he didn't see the possibility of an accident. Don't you see? We're all at fault!" she's almost begging at the end. I sigh, and stay silent for a few seconds. Then, I turn to them both.
"This, I..I don't..I don't know how to fix it." I confess, noticing Snotlout land Hookfang nex to me. "Maybe it was a mistake. But as you said, mistakes need fixing. And I can't fix it. Because I don't even know how!" Snotlout walks right up to me, glaring. I frown, waiting for his imput.
"Sophie! We, will fix this, together!" he shouts sternly. He points his finger at me, scrowling. "Hiccup, is down there," He points down at the clubhouse. "Scared out of his mind! And I'm not about to let you mope about, and realise how much a failure you are! Because you know what?! We've all been there! When Hiccup was trapped and taken to that dragon auction, I felt like a failure! I put him in that mess! And I couldn't get him out of it!" He gestures wildly as he yells some more.
"But you know what? I didn't give up! And with the help of my friends, we got him out! Or, when Hiccup was taken from Berk because of the bounty, think about how much Stoick and Astrid worried, and they felt useless! They blamed themselves! Even Toothless blamed himself! But what did we do? We pulled together, and searched for him! Or, what about when Hiccup was trapped inside that diving bell, and when we finally got him out, he wasn't breathing! How do you think that felt, huh? Seeing one of my best friends, and cousin, laying there, all the while trying to defend against the hunters! It was horrible! But we pulled together, and fixed our, well mainly viggo's, mistakes! Do you get, what I'm saying?!" He yells the last sentence louder, frustration leaking through.
"..Yes." I answer simply, no emotion showing. "But what makes you think this is fixable? Why would you want my help, when I will only make it worse!"
"Because, as annoying mysterious and creepy as you can be at times, and even if you come from 'the future', you are our friend and we are going to help you fix this!"
I groan and sink down to the ground, head in my hands. "I just...need some time alone." I sigh out. But suddenly, I feel my arm being grabbed, and on instinct and habit I pull it away harshly. I look up, startled and angry, at who had grabbed my arm. It was Snotlout.
"Don't touch me." I mutter, turning away. "Leave me alone, so, I don't know, so I can maybe figure this out."
"I'm not an expert. I'm not a psychopathologist, and don't even even ask me what that is, because it showed up in related when I typed in mind! So there!" I huff stubbornly.
But, despite my protests, I get hauled off the ground by a giant fiery reptile. "Put me down you big ass!" I yell up at Snotlout, fully aware that he's only trying to do the right thing. He just rolls his eyes and pats Hookfang, a signal to keep going.
Soon enough, we come to the clubhouse, and Hookfang drops me down surprisingly gently before landing behind me. I huff angrily, turning and crossing my arms as I glare at Snotlout. The twins and their dragon(s?—just kidding 😂) land behind them.
"And, What do you think having me here is going to do?" I ask him. "I'll only stress Hiccup out more. He doesn't need that."
Snotlout just smirks at me, leaning on Hookfang's horns. "Well, figure it out." I roll my eyes and stick my finger at him, before turning and walking for the nearest path out of here. Which happens to be right off the platform. Snotlout tries to stop me, but I jump jump off the platform before he can do anything, and pull out my remote. I zap myself away. I don't get to go back to present time, instead I just get zapped to a mountain side (Far enough up to keep me out of sight, low enough so I won't suffocate or freeze to death). I just sit there, and try to come up with ways to fix this.
Hey I know not much happened, but oh well.
This is kinda cringe to write about my stubbornness 😂 I am pretty stubborn in real life, so I guess I should be used to it.
(Remember this was a request from BelieverChick1 and there should be 1-2 more parts for it :) )
Thanks for reading etc, feel free to submit a truth or dare or whatever.
Ilikehorsesandcake out!
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