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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN : "past feelings, right?"

— doah pov.

sunwoo
@k1msunw00

i have to tell you something

ofc what's up sunwoo?

don't freak out or hate me okay

i won't you know i would never

okay
i like you

wait what
sunwoo are you being fr

yeah
well since you're with taerae already
i'm trying to let it go but i just had to
tell you before i get hurt properly

oh my god
sunwoo why didn't you tell me earlier?

because you were talking to taerae
you know i wouldn't risk that

oh. for how how long?

...3 years

WAIT WHAT THE FUCK??:);;£
sunwoo are you being fr

BITCH I TOLD YOU NOT TO
FREAK OUT

OKAY SORRY BUT ARE YOU
BEING FR

I AM BEING FR
why are you so shocked it was
really obvious 😭

no it's because i liked you during that
time too but then i lost feelings two months
ago because i thought you didn't like me back

wait what
bro 😭😭 you're saying we both liked
each other at the same time but just
never confessed

i think that's what happened

nah i regret not telling you
sooner now lmao

boy you're the one who wanted me to
get a bf i thought you didn't want me

i was trying to get over you
it was going to work but the fact
that it was taerae made it harder

oh i'm so sorry

girl why tf are you apologising that isn't
your fault it's technically mine

but i feel bad because you
like/liked me and

you also liked me but i'm not going to
blame you for liking taerae because like
who wouldn't but still

i'm in shock right now i feel
so bad oh my god i'm so sorry

please don't. trust me you and taerae
are perfect for each other and i'm still
going to support you don't feel sorry

sunwoo what the fuck man
you're making me emotional

girly i just confessed to you why are
you emotional😭

BECAUSE. I HAD NO IDEA YOU
LIKED ME and now i like taerae and
like i feel so bad???

DOAH I SWEAR TO ERIC SOHN THAT
IT IS OKAY PLEASE DON'T FEEL BAD.
obviously at first i was a bit jealous of
you two but i'm fine with it now so pls

this is making me think we could've been

LMFAO true but it's fine because
i value our friendship so much anyway

you are so corny wtf

oh my bad
i hate you and i will murder my cousin
over a girl

NO HELP LFMAODJD
okay sorry but you're right i think we
are way better like this anyway

yeah exactly see that's what i realised

this is embarrassing bc that's what
donghyuck said to me. he said that you
would value our friendship over love
and i completely ignored it.

LMFAO YOU ARE SO OBLIVIOUS and
also if you fuck up with taerae i will unfriend
you legally bc he's a very good cousin and if he doesn't treat you right i will also legally uncousin
him

you see i don't think that's how it works
sunwoo💀💀

do not care! i am rooting for you
two now and as long as you're both
happy i literally don't have a problem

you're literally such a good friend i don't
know what i'd ever do without your ass

my ass is great tyvm

uh huh
anyway i just complimented how good
of a friend you are where is mine

i just said i valued our friendship

ok elaborate it you made me emotional
you have to make me feel better now

okay fine
i value our friendship which is why i never
wanted to confess to you in the past and
you are such an annoying friend that i
want to hit you sometimes but it's okay
because i love you x

ok die
i'm going to tell donghyuck you were
rude to me and he will fight you

LMFAO donghyuck can't hurt me
with his pinky

okay so he's in his protective brother
era rn bc of taerae so he is aggressive

why's he in his protective brother era

cause i cried about you once and
if he sees me crying about a man
again he will throw hands

WHAT AND YOU NEVER
TOLD ME????

YES?????? it was after i texted taerae
and then i thought you didn't want me so
i cried to him over text because i liked you

oh damn
i'm so sorry😭

LMFAO IT'S OKAY trust me
it's a bit shocking i know but that shows
how much i actually liked you back then!

yeah no in high school you laughed at me
when i got my first kiss playing truth or
dare i could not tell if you liked me

okay that was pretty funny in my
defense ☺️

stfu you haven't even had your
first kiss you have to wait for
taerae to smooch you

i will wait actually
not as bad as how i waited for you

right okay SHUT UP let's leave
our crushing on each other in the
past now shall we!!

fine but i will still talk about it
because it is hilarious

god this talk made me realise how
much we fumbled each other

so true!!!! but it was your fault

OKAY I GET IT IT WAS MY FAULT
i apologise for making you cry to your
brother over text

yeah fuck you mate
joking still love you sunwoo my bestest
friend ever xx

suck your dad

he left
just like you when taerae texted me

OKAY DAMN WTF.

okay sorry you have to admit it was
really funny

yeah no
but to be serious rn i'm glad
you liked me back back then
but now i will give up on you x

damn okay💔
joking but i hope you can also find
another girl for you too

yeah if you hurt taerae i will
unfriend you okay

damn fine
so are we okay now? like we
can just finally tell each other
everything and be as close as
we were before and leave it all
in the past

yeah ofc we would never end our
friendship over that anyway xo
past feelings, right?

right!! now i'm going to read
so stfu please

damn i hope those characters in
your book break up

fuck you

no thanks
texting the wrong guy

GO AWAY ISTG.

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FLASHBACK - TWO MONTHS AGO

(dongh)yuck

where the fuck are you

i'm at the airport did you forget

oh right you were picking up
mark from his holiday

he arrives in like ten minutes
and i can tell you're sad so what's
wrong doah

do you know how i got dared to
text that fine taerae guy

yes
don't tell me you've moved on from
sunwoo already..

no that's the problem i still fucking like
sunwoo and i don't want to seem like i'm
using taerae as a distraction

okay first of all doah it doesn't
seem like that trust me it was only
a dare and it's obvious you're not
trying to date taerae straight away

i know but what do i do with sunwoo
he obviously doesn't like me now that
he wants me to find someone

doah i've told you so many times that
sunwoo likes you, it was only a silly dare

well clearly not anymore he doesn't
like me and i probably missed my chance
of telling him because of taerae

what's the problem with taerae?
it's not like taerae likes you or you
like him you can still confess to
sunwoo

yeah but i don't even want to confess
to him anymore and i just want to cry

bitch if i come home and you are crying
istg i will kill you but doah please if you
really like him then you should just confess,
even if he doesn't like you there's no point
confessing when you don't like him anymore
because if he was that important to you, you
won't care if he liked you back or not. your
friendship will still be strong right?

i'm already crying about it icl but i
understand you but it's just the fact
i've wanted to change our friendship
for so long and i would embarrass the
fuck out of myself if he never liked me

doah :( i'm sorry i can't be with
you rn but you really need to think
what sunwoo feels. he probably values
your friendship and doesn't want to ruin
it even if he liked you. he's that type of
person who wouldn't make you feel
embarrassed if you liked him

you're right he wouldn't do that
to me, he's my bestfriend anyway b

SEE EXACTLY NOW YOU
REALISE MY POINT

but i'm still not going to confess to him

HOE WTF
you will regret it in the future

i won't trust me!!!
as long as he never knew i liked
him then i am fine!

-

jungmin
@hjjungmin

can we talk

if it's about taerae i don't care

well it is lol
do you like taerae

yeah i do what are you going to do
about it😭

you're really underestimating
do you not remember what i've
told you before that i need him
back with me

girl pls atp give up
like i'm sick of being nice to you can
you just leave him alone

just because he likes you or whatever
doesn't mean you can be all rude to me

i'm not even being rude i'm just
saying leave him alone

yeah that's not going to happen
he already thinks i changed lol
and you didn't tell him i've been
texting you have you?

no

see that's good you should keep it that
way!! i need to speak to him

i don't care if you talk to him
do whatever you need but stop
being so possessive with him

he's not yours

ok he's not yours either?
i honestly don't give five shits if you
like him that's fine but you're showing
it in a really weird way that he's also really
uncomfortable with

girl who are you to speak for him
if he's uncomfortable he will tell me

ok.

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heyyy short chapter bc drama upcoming teehee

but just some dowoo backstory and j*ngmin stuff xxx