HAAN hum zinda hain hum Haseena Malik hi hain.

She said and hugged him crying while a beautiful smile was playing on his lips but his eyes were filled with uncountable tears which were threatening to fall but he kept controlling them. When she realized that he wasn't hugging her back she was about to break it that's when he pulled her towards himself and hugged her tightly as if his life depends upon her and as if he will leave her she will fade away.

Mangaan Ae Hi
Duavaan Mein
Channa Tu Mainu Mil Ja
Tenu Na Bol
Pawan Mein
Tu Aape Hi Samajh Ja
Tenu Na Bol
Pawan Mein
Tu Aape Hi Samajh Ja

He tightened the hug as if trying to assure himself that she is here only. She is with him. She is in his arms close to his heart.

He broke the hug and kissed her forehead meanwhile she closed her eyes to feel his love in the kiss.

Samne Baith Ja
Takda Jaun
Akhiyon Mein Teri
Gum Ho Jaun
Mujhe Dhoonde Na Phir Koi.

HAR RISHTE MEIN I LOVE YOU BOLA JAYE ZAROORI NAHI HAI KYUNKI ANKHEN BHI TOH DIL KI ZUBAAN HOTI HAIN.

Their relationship is like this only their eyes discribed the unsaid feelings which can't be described in words.

Mangaan Ae Hi
Duavaan Mein
Channa Tu Mainu Mil Ja
Tenu Na Bol
Pawan Mein
Tu Aape Hi Samajh Ja

KHUD KHUDA NE KAHA USKI MOHABBAT DEKH KAR
KHUD KHUDA NE KAHA USKI MOHABBAT DEKH KAR
NASEEB MEIN TOH NAHI THA TERE
JA DE DIA TERA DARD DEKH KAR
SHART BAS ITNI HAI
RAHEGA TERE PAAS WOH
RAHEGA TERE PAAS WOH
JAB TAK RAKH PAO GE
USSE USI KI AHAMIYAT CHUPA KER!

He interlocked his fingers with hers while they touched their foreheads closing their eyes.

Tu Jo Mere Sath
Chale Na
Manzil Meri Sab
Kho Jaye
Ek Pal Tu Jo
Nazar Na Aye
Dil Mera Haye Ghabraye
Jeena Nahi Bin
Tere Sun Tu
Mera Toh Hasil
Bas Tu Hi Tu
Bin Tere Na
Mera Koi

THERE WERE MANY PEOPLE AROUND HIM ALWAYS BUT HE WAS ALONE AS THERE WAS NO ONE TO UNDERSTAND HIS PAIN HIS INSECURITIES.

Mangaan Ae Hi
Duavaan Mein
Channa Tu Mainu Mil Ja
Tenu Na Bol
Pawan Mein
Tu Aape Hi Samajh Ja

He kissed the top of her head and wiped her tears with his thumb and he smiled at her with loved filled eyes and she smiled back at him with more love.

Tu Guzre Jin Rahon
Se Mahi
Apne Do Nainon Ko Bichaaun
Dekh Na Loon Mein
Jab Tak Tujhko
Laut Ke Apne Dar
Na Jaaun.
Shamil Hoja
Mujh Mein Yun Tu
Aks Jo Dekhun
Mujhme Dikhe Tu
Mein Ranjha
Heer Tu Meri Hui
Mangaan Ae Hi
Duavaan Mein
Channa Tu Mainu Mil Ja
Tenu Na Bol
Pawan Mein
Tu Aape Hi Samajh Ja
Mangaan Ae Hi
Duavaan Mein
Channa Tu Mainu Mil Ja

His smile vanished and hurt was clearly visible in his eyes.

Kyun? Kyun kia? Kyun humein itna dard dia? kyun yeh jataya ke aap iss duniya mein nahi hain? Apko pata hai kya beeti humpe jab humein pata chala ke aap jeevit (zinda) nahi hain uss pal humari dhadkan ruk gayi thi. Zinda laash bana ker rakh dia humein.
He said angrily and she was startled by his sudden outburst as she wasn't expecting it at all.

AAJ ANUBHAV KE EMOTIONS USKE CONTROL MEIN NAHI THY AISA LAG RAHA THA KE WOH THAK CHUKA HAI.

I'm sorry 😞 per hum majboor thy Bakshi sir ne kaha tha humein aisa karne ko aap per gaddari ka ilzaam tha. Aur hum apko innocent prove karna chahate thy jo humne kar dia aur aisa nahi hai ke humne aap sabka specially aapka dard nahi dekha humne sab dekha and trust me jitna aap toote hain utna hi hum bhi tadpe aur toote hain. Har roz sochte thy ke aapko sach bata dein per bakshi Sir ne har baar rok dia. Samajhne ki koshish kariye Anubhav hum majboor thy.
She said cupping his face in her palms.

Ho gaya. Aaj hum boleinge aur aap sunogi.

Anubh...
Before she could say something he kept his finger on her lips.

Shhh! Nahi aaj nahi. Kyun? Har baar hum hi kyun? Bachpan se hum hi toh samajhte aaye hain Anubhav beta samjho tumhare baba nahi ayeinge woh shaheed ho gaye hain. Woh iss duniya mein nahi hain Anubhav samjho ab tumhare baba nahi rahe tumhe apni maa ko sambhalna hai. Anubhav samjho you're a special agent aur ek special agent prem aur vivah nahi kar sakta. Ek special agent ko Humesha apne emotions per niyantran paana aana chahiye. Anubhav samjho tum yeh sagai nahi kar sakte Anubhav samjho Anubhav samjho samjho samjho ARRE BAS NAHI SAMAJHNA HUMRIN KUCH! Thak gaye hain hum. Thak gaye hain baar baar aapko chod ker jane se. Thak gaye hain hum aapko baar baar kho kar paane ke khel se. Thak gaye hain hum bakshi ke aadesh maan maan ker. Thak gaye hain hum apni khushiyon ka balidaan de de ker. Thak gaye hain hum apko baar baar kho kar paane ke khel se bahot thak gaye hain hum ab aur shamta (himat) nahi bachi humare andar. Hum buri tarah thak gaye hain. Aapko lagta hai humare liye aapko chod kar jaana aasan hai nahi bilkul aasan nahi hai aisa lagta hai ke koi humare dil ke tukde tukde ker raha hai apko lagta ho ga ke humein aadat ho gi per aisa nahi hai har baar yeh sab humein aur tod deta hai aur jo yeh alag hone ka dard hai yeh badta hi rehta hai aur worse ho jata hai ho jata hai per phir bhi hum sambhal lete thy khud ko per iss baar buri tarah toot gaye hum. Nahi sambhal paaye khud ko. Har baar humare sath hi aisa kyun hota hai kyun hum khush nahi reh sakte. Pehle maa ke liye ansu chupaye phir secret agent banne ke baad duniya se apna dard chupaya ab aur nahi hota humse hum tang aa chuke hain. Aaj tak hum sab samajhte aaye hain kisi ne humein samajhne ki koshish nahi Kari. Kabhi yeh jaana nahi chaha ke hum kya soch rahe hain phir jab humare Jeevan main aap aayi humne aapse prem ka natak kia hum apse kab prem karne lage humein kuch pata nahi chala Humein laga ke akhir hum ab khush reh sakte hain per nahi kisi se humari khushiyan kahan Dekhi jati hain. woh accident aapka urmila ka natak yeh mission. Ab humein lagta hai ke humein maan lena chahiye ke hum khushi se kabhi nahi reh sakte. kyunki ab hum thak gaye hain haar gaye hain hum. Hum kuch batate nahi iska matlab yeh nahi ke humein farak nahi padta bahot farak padta hai humein. Hum insaan hain humare bhi emotions hain dard humein bhi hota hai. Bahot dard hota hai. Kasoor kya hai humara sirf prem ki ichha rakhna.
He said and felt weak on his knees while his unshed tears threatened to roll down his cheeks and he fell down on the floor completely broken.

The emotional breakdown was unexpected for Haseena. She was hell shocked as she had never seen her strong Anubhav this delicate so weak and so broken it looked like he is not Anubhav but someone else in his disguise. The man who never showed his emotions is now broken like a piece of glass. Today she understood his pain and insecurities. Today she has understood that how their separation has effected him no no badly affected him. It has affected him a lot more than it affected her. Her pain can be seen through her eyes but what about his pain? It must have torn him apart. She understood that there's a very broken soul behind this strong facade.

She sat down on her knees in front of him and cupped his face with her hands. She chinned him up her heart broke seeing his eyes red and tears threatening to fall.
She took him into into a bone crashing passionate hug.

Chodo humein. Chodo hum kamzor nahi hain please chodo hum itne kamzor nahi hain leave me.
He protested his voice chocked because of tears which he was controlling and tried to come out of the hug.

Shhh! Shhh! Shant shhhh!
Hum yehin hain shhh. Bacha shh! Humara Bahadur bacha hai na shhh. Aise nahi rote bacha. Humari jaan ho na aap. Mat ro please.

She said in a kiddish voice in an attempt to calm him and was rubbing his back to provide him much needed comfort which  he needs the most while controlling her own tears as she knew that he needs her. She has to mend his broken heart which she will mend at any cost.

Pal do pal
Ki kyun hai zindagi
Iss pyaar ko hai
Sadiyaan kafi nahi
Toh khuda se mang loon
Mohlat mein ik nayi
Rehna hai bas yahan
Ab door tujhse jaana nahi.
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai

He hugged her and let out all his caged emotions in form of tears. He let out a heart wrenching scream and cried like a baby who is scared of loosing his mother while Haseena had wrapped her arms around him as if protecting him from this crual world. He just cried harder and harder while she ran her fingers through his hair and with the other hand she continued to rub his back in order to calm him down. He continued crying till there were no tears left that he could shed.

After 20 minutes she broke the hug and looked at him his eyes were red and puffy due to continues crying and it stabbed her heart.

She wiped his tears and kissed his forehead passionately while he closed his eyes and smiled

Teri muskurahatein hain taqat meri
Mujh ko in hi se umeed mile
Chahe kare koi sitam yeh jahan
Inme hi hai sada hifazat meri
Zindagani badi khubsoorat hui
Jannat ab aur kya hogi kahin
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai.

She broke the forehead kiss and smiled at him he opened his eyes.

I love this smile of yours it's the best.
She said and he smiled more.

I love you.
He said in a hoarse voice.

I love you too.
She said as she smiled through tears.

Wooo....

Teri dhadkanon se hai zindagi meri
Khwahishein teri ab duaaein Meri
Kitna anokha bandhan hai yeh
Teri meri jaan jo ek hui
Lautunga yahan tere paas mein haan
Vaada hai mera
Mar bhi jaun kahin

They touched their foreheads.

Per hum nahi chahate thy ke aap humein iss tarah dekhein itna toota hua hum nahi chahate thy ke aapki nazron mein hum kamzor pad jayein.
He said and she smiled at him.

Aisa nahi hai Anu you're not weak aap mein bahot himmat hai aur agar aap humare aage kamzor nahi honge toh kiske saamne honge. I'm your to be wife Anu aur agar aap humare samne woh ban kar nahi rakheinge jo aap hain toh yeh rishta nahi chalega aur woh pyaar hi Kya jisme aap Zaroorat padne per toot na sako aur toote hue ko jod na sako.
She said cupping his cheek and gave a soft kiss on the other one making him close his eyes while a beautiful smile played on his lips.

Itna Pyaar kyun karti hain aap humse?
He asked.

Pagal hain na hum?
She said playfully

Humari pagal
He too said playfully understanding her mischief.

Jo tu mera humdard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai
Suhaana har dard hai
Jo tu mera humdard hai.

Ab chalein? Warna sandhe ho jayega kisi ko.
He said getting up and forwarding his hand to her.

Ji.
She said and gave her hand in his.

Pehle aap.
She said.

Nahi sada Sath.
He said interlocking their fingers.

Humesha.
She said tightening the grip.

Hmmm..
Humdard hai
Hmmm..
Humdard hai
Hmmm..
Humdard hai
Hmmm..
Humdard hai

They both went together interlocking their fingers promising to always be together.
Am I paas in this attempt or fail?

Here's a small attempt by me to show Anubhav's emotions and his pain which was never shown in the show. How is it don't forget to vote and comment love you all take care stay home and stay safe ❤️

Thanks for reading!