A week later.

It's been the whole damn week and today is the day that I'll get married to Rubab Niazi.

I can't believe I'm marrying a girl who I might have seen few times in hospital when I used to visit Harris.

We hardly talk or anything. Yeah!. I might know her likes and dislikes but I feel nothing for her. She's an different girl but not for me. When ever I see her I remember Rabail. The one I love.

The one i can do anything to get her. But the way she broked my heart I cant forgive her for that.

I have always wanted to marry the love of my life. But look here I'm marrying the other girl.

Wow!. What a life I have got!!.

I had always dreamt of having a perfect life. Marrying the one I love and being with her the whole life time till death.

But what did I get??. Nothing!!.

Since the day I told Harris about all of this his words have been ringing in my head like anything!. Am I really going to destroy her life??. Am I really going to hurt her??. When move she gets to know about this all will she really be broken??.

I..I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or no!!. But the way Harris's words are ringing in my head...Ugh!!.

I can't understand!!. But one thing is for sure that I can never forgive Rabail never in my life!!.

Ugh!!. What have I put myself into??. I can't even find a way to get out of this!!.

I can never give the love that she deserves when I myself is in love with the other girl that too her sister!!.

Zayn beta??. Kua hua ayesay q laytay hoye ho tabiyat theik nai hai beta??.

Nai mama woh bus ayesay he layta hua tha!.

Acha chalo uth jao aab or tyaar ho jao. Mein tumharay kapray nikal dayti  hoon theik hai beta??.

G mama!.

Acha yeh lo tumhari sherwani nikaal di hai mein nay. Aab utho or tyaar ho jao!.

Achaaaa mama...

Mama aap ko aaj he jaana hai nikkah keh baad!!.

Beta mein smjh skti hoon pr jaana zaroori hai wapis. Tumharay papa ki ek important meeting hai iss liye unkeh liye bohat important hai attend krna. Hum chakar lagain gay tumharay pass beta.

G mama!!.

Acha chalo yeh sub choro or tyaar ho jao wrna tumharay papa nay chilana shroo krdayna hai keh dair ho gayi hai dair ho gayi hai!!.

Ok Mama!!.

Once mama went I got up lazily from the bed and made my towards the mirror. Staring right at myself I sighed.

I can't even tell my parents the truth that Rubab isn't the one I love it's someone else.

No matter how hard I try to forget Rabail I can't!!. I can't gather up the courage to hate her.

I wish I could hate her!!. I wish!!. I wish I could forget her!!. I wish i could stop loving her!!. I wish I could block the feelings that I have for her!!. I wish!!. But I knew it was damn late for all of this!!.

Sighing!!. I made my way towards the bathroom.

Once coming out I quickly got dressed  in my wedding attire.

Looking at myself in the mirror once again I quickly brushed my hairs.

Wearing the wrist watch I quickly applied the perfume.

I looked at the time it was 7:30 PM.

Within half an hour is my nikkah.

Quickly getting out from my room I made my way downstairs.

Mashallah Mashallah!!. Mera beta itna pyaara lug rha hai!!. Allah buri nazr say bachaye!!. Yaqeen he nai ho rha keh hamara beta itna bara ho gya hai. Abhi toh itna chota tha or aab dekho kitna bara or pyaara ho gaya hai. Allah hamesha tumhay khoosh rkhay meray bachay!!.

Ameen!!.

Beta ek baat hamesha yaad rkhna!!.

G papa!!.

Kabhi bhi apni honay wali bivi ko dukh mut dayna kabhi bhi nai beta!!. Q keh woh apnay Maa Baap ko chor kr a rhi hai tumharay liye. Oos ko kabhi dukh mut dayna beta.

Hamesha khoosh rkhna ossay!!. Kbhi bhi ossay gham or dukh na dayna!!.

Q keh beta agr tumnay apni honay wali bivi ko kisi tarah bhi dukh pohanchaya ya kuch bhi kiya beta. Ek din ayesa aye ga keh koi tumhari beti keh saath bhi ayesay kray ga!!.

Iss liye beta ayesa kuch na krna!!. Beta shaadi ek bundhan hai ek dhaagay ki tarah hai agar zara sa bhi koi takrar a jaye toh toot jaata hai.

Beta iss mein sub si bari cheez wafa or yaqeen hona chaiye dono mein. Agr koi bhi mushkil a jaye naa mil kr hosala rkh kr oss musibat say lrna.

Beta kabhi bhi koi ayesa kaam na krna jiski waja say tumhay pachtana paray poori zindagi.

Smjhay beta in baatoon ka khayal rkhna!!.

G papa mein khayal kroon ga in sub batoon ka.

Chalo aao wrna dair ho jaye gi.

Once inside the car I re-called my dad's words that he said.

I couldn't stop thinking about what dad had said. Am I really doing this to take revenge from Rabail??. Am I really using Rubab for the revenge??. Am I really this cold hearted??.

Ugh!!!. I'm damn messed up!!. I cant think straight!!.

Once reaching the hall we went in.

I must say it was really beautifully decorated.

Once greeting all the guests i sat down on the sofa. A red net was there in between that was preventing to see the other side. It was where Rubab would sit.

My eyes landed on Rabail. I tried my best to ignore her but I couldn't. She was there staring right back at me. We were there but yet too far from each other. I averted my gaze and pretented to look at the time. But I could still feel the gaze of Rabail on me.

Gazing up at her I looked she really did look beautiful today. I looked at her face there was the broken look.

Once again I averted my gaze from her. I couldn't dare to look at her again. I could feel the tears in my eyes but I blinked them back.

Rabail beta!. Jao jaa kr Rubab ko lay aao.

G..g aunty!!.

Once everyone was seated I saw Rubab coming she really looked pretty. I must say.

Once reaching she sat infront of me. Because of the net I couldn't see her further.

Chalo phir hum shroo krtay hain nikkah!.

G!.

Kya aapko Rubab Niazi Khan apnay nikkah mein qabool hain??.

My eyes once again searched for Rabail. She was there at the side with a broken look and tears streaming down her face.

Kya aap ko Rubab Niazi Khan apnay nikkah mein qabool hain??.

Keeping my eyes on Rabail I said.

Qabool Hai!.

Qabool hai!!

Qabool hai!!.

That's it.

Kya aap ko Zayn Sheikh apnay nikkah mein qabool hain?.

G qabool hai.

That's it I'm married to Rubab!!.

Nothing can be done now!!. I'm married!!.

Mubarak ho beta!!.

Shukriya!!.

Aap subko bohat bohat Mubarak ho!!.

Bus Allah in dono keh naseeb achay kray!!.

Ameen!!.

The net was removed from between and I saw Rubab. She's really pretty.

Come on you both have to sit together now.

Getting up I stood infront of Rubab and held my hand out for her to grab my hand.

She kept her hand in mine and we made towards the stage.

Once reaching we sat down.

I still didn't let go off her hand. But I could feel nothing no tingling nothing. As I used to feel for Rabail.

Looking around my gaze landed on Harris. He had blood shot eyes. His gaze was fixed on Rubab who was seated next to me.

His gaze wasn't leaving her at all!!.

Is there something going on between them or I'm just over-thinking??.

Maybe I'm really over-thinking!!. I shouldn't be thinking this much.

But the way Harris is staring right at her it's like as if something is really going on between them!!!.

But if something is really going on why should I really care!!.

I saw Harris coming our way.

Bohat bohat Mubarak ho meray dost!!. Bohat khush qismat ho Zayn bohat khush qismat ho tum!!. Allah hamesha tum dono ko khoosh rkhay!!. Meri dua hai tum dono keh liye!!.

Shukriya Harris!!.

Khayal rkhna apna Rubab aap!!.

G!!.

His gaze hasn't left her's the whole time!!. There is really something in between them!!.

It's time to go now!!.

This time Rabail came.

Khoosh raho tum dono!!.

With saying this she left without giving a last glance at us.

Beta utho aab rukhsati ka waqt hai.

G mama.

Grabbing Rubab's hand once again we made our way down the stage.

Once reaching the main gate of the hall. I heard Rubab weeping while hugging her parents.

Beta yeh aab tumhari amanat hai iss ka khayal rkhna.

G uncle!!.

Once bidding bye to everyone we sat in the car.

I could still hear Rubab weeping silently. I couldn't muster up the courage to talk to her.

I silently grabbed her hand and looked out of the window.

Once reaching home I helped her in getting out of the car.

Aao Rubab Beta mein tumhay cooper room mein lay jaoon.

G..g aunty!!.

Zayn beta aab hamari flight ka bhi time ho rha hai. Apna khayal rkhna beta!!. Or meri baatoon pr ghor krna Zayn beta!!.

G papa!!.

Beta Rubab oper kamray mein hai. Mein nay ossay bola hai tum 10 minute mein a rhay ho.

Apna khayal rkhna or Rubab ka bhi. Theik hai beta.

G mama!!.

Aap or papa bhi apna khayal rkhna!!.

Allah Hafiz Beta!!.

Allah Hafiz mama papa!!.

After locking the main door. I looked around the house it felt soo empty.

I didn't feel like I going up in my room. But i had to getting no choice.

Once going upstairs I opened the door of my room and my eyes landed on Rubab who was standing.

She turned around and her gaze landed on me.

I went in and closed the door. All I could see was Rabail her eyes her laugh her everything.

I even forgot that the girl standing infront me was Rubab not Rabail.

Ayesay kya dekh rhay ho Zayn!!. Kya hua sub kheriyat hai naa??.

Haan...nai woh bus ayesay he dekh raha tha!!.

Hmmm....

Acha woh mujhai bohat neend a rahi hai tum bhi change krlo. Bohat thak gayi ho gi tum bhi.

Umm..g.

Getting inside the bathroom I opened the tap of water and threw water on my face to cool myself down.

I don't know what to do??. I can't think straight at all??. Am I really doing the right thing??.

Getting out of the bathroom I grabbed my mobile to have a look at it.

Keeping it back on it's place I layed down on my bed.

I saw Rubab brushing her hairs. She is really pretty and innocent. But once when she knows who the real I'm will she ever forgive me??.

I saw her coming towards the bed. Getting up I took out a box from the side drawer.

Rubab yeh tumharay liye hai gift.

Thank you!!.

Your welcome!!.

Laying down on the bed I couldn't stop thinking about Rabail at all. All I could see was her broken look her tears that made my heart clench.

Mein light off krdoon Zayn??.

Haan??. Haan krdoh!.

Theik hai!!.

Once the light were closed I felt the other side of the bed dip.

I turned towards the left side.

Rabail was all I could think the whole day.

I got married today to someone and look here all I'm doing is thinking about Rabail.

Is she okay??. Is she fine??. What is she doing??. All I hope is she doesn't hurt herself. I turned towards the right side. I could hear Rubab's light snores.

Once again turning to my side I tried sleeping. But sleep was no where near me.

Will I really keep Rubab happy??. And dad the things he told me!!.

But little did I know that I'll never keep Rubab happy and whatever Harris told would come out right!!.