It's been 2 weeks since that incident happened. I had been trying to explain Zayn as much as I could but he won't listen to me at all. I don't even know who gave those birthday and friendship cards to Zayn.

I haven't ever let anyone enter my room back in mom and dad's house. I can't understand a thing. I never knew my life would take such turn.

I wish I could tell mom and dad about all this but I didn't want to worry them with my problem so I let it be.

I tried to act as normal as I could but I couldn't. I couldn't believe that Zayn didn't trust me. I tried my best to tell but he won't listen. All Zayn does is ignores me he won't talk to me he won't listen to anything I have to say it's like I'm an invisible person he wouldn't dare to look at me. Ignore me as if I don't exist at all in his life!!. What have I even gotten myself into Ya Allah!!!!.

I can't even sleep at night due to all this. I need an sleeping pill to get a sleep for three to four hours!!!. I'm sooo tired of all this....

A knock bought me back out of my deep thought.

Come in...

Dr. Rubab it's almost 11:00 PM you should go home now.

Ye..yeah I was just going..

Okay!!.

Closing the door Dr. Robert went and once again leaving me in my own deep thoughts.

I quickly got up from my chair and grabbed my purse and mobile from the desk and arranged everything on the desk.

Once done I made my way out of the room and closed the door.

Entering the lift I pressed the ground floor button.

Reaching there I got out and walked outside the hospital.

I quickly arranged for the Uber and went back home.

Once reaching my destination I paid the driver and got out.

Taking out the key from my purse I unlocked the door and went in.

Keeping my things on the sofa I sat down. I just looked here and there thinking what to do.

Zayn wasn't at home. He comes late at night mostly when I'm asleep.

I can't just stay behind and watch my house fall to pieces.

I quickly called Nusrat Apa and asked for help.

After talking for 15 minutes with her. I quickly went upstairs.

Opening the door of the bedroom I entered in and closed the door behind my back.

I started decorating the room with red rose petals roses on the sides and lighting up the candle so it looks nice.

Once satisfied with the all this I smiled lightly at myself and quickly went towards the cupboard and took out the clothes and went towards the bathroom.

Coming out I slightly did my makeup and wore a matching jewelry.

Finally done I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled.

I hope that I can tell my feelings to Zayn that I have for him. Within a short period of time I didn't know that I'll fall for him.

I just hope he comes home now it's way too late now.

It's been 2 hours now since I came home and there was no sign of Zayn.

Did all my preparations go waste then??. Isn't Zayn going to come home now??.  Where is he??. May be i should wait a little bit more... What if Zayn comes??.

Slight tears started to glisten my eyes.. I quickly wiped them off with my hands.

I got up and went towards the mirror and stood there staring at myself.

I guess my hard-work will go waste for today then!!. I mentally thought.

I quickly turned when I heard the bedroom door opening.

Aap a gaye Zayn mein aap ka kbsay wait kr rhi thi pta hai time kya go rha hai it's almost 2:00 AM now!!.

Haan woh bus kaam tha.. Tum soyi nai or yeh.. Yeh sub kya hai Rubab....

Nai woh bus neend nai a rhi thi mujhai... Zayn mujhai aap ko kuch btana hai please listen to me....

Ughhh.... Theik hai.. Batao aab....

Yeh sub Zayn aapsay mohabbat ka chotha sa izhaar.... Or izhaar chahay jitna chotha he q na ho maamoli sa smjh kr nazr andaaz nai krna chahiye..

Kya bakwaas hai Rubab?? Kehna kya chahti ho??.

Mein bus itna kehna chahti hoon keh humay saari baaton ko bhool jaana chahiye.. Mein apni rooh or dil ki suchayi say sirf aap ki hoon Zayn.. Sirf aapki... Mein jaanti hoon mein itni muwadas toh nai hoon keh mein farishtoon say kahoon keh a kr meri pak daamni ki guwahi dain.. Shayad aapko meri baat ka yaqeen nai a rha lekin binai suchayi jaanay kisi say budgumman hona theik nai hai...

Zayn Harris keh jazbaat ooskeh apnay paidawar thay.. Agr meray dil mein ooskeh liye zara si bhi mohabbat hoti ooska haath thamnay meray liye na mumkin nai tha... Mein nay ossay hamesha apna ek a ha dost smjja

I was on the verge of breaking down but I had to let this all out.. I took a deep breath and continued.

Zayn.. Meri taraf dekho kya aap ko meri aankhon mein suchayi nazr nai aati.. Mein sirf aapki hoon Zayn sirf aapki... Bus ek dafa mein aapsay sunna chahti hoon... Keh aap sirf meray hain or kisi keh nai... Or kisi or ka koi haq nai hain...

Zayn chorain na khatam krain yeh sub...hum apni zimdagi ka naya aghaz krtay hain jahan aap hoon or mein or koi bhi nai hamaray beech mein...

Zayn...

Rabail tum yahan..

What is Rabail doing over here wasn't she supposed to be at home??.

Zayn mein ghar chor kr a chuki hoon...

I looked at her shocked.. But why would she do this??..

Q Rabail q nikala hai Papa nay tumhay ghar say.. Hua kya hai batao Rabail??..

I walked up to her and asked but she didn't tell but what she told shook the whole world of mine...

Zayn tumnay shayad issay bataya nai hai issay bhi pta hona chahiye...

Kya keh rhi ho Rabail??. Kya pta hona chahiye Zayn batao mujhai...

Rabail walked away from me and stood with Zayn.

Yhi keh mein nay or Zayn ney nikkah kr liya hai...

I couldn't believe this no.. NO!!!... My Zayn won't do this to me he won't...

Nai Zayn yeh such nai hai aap batao na yeh jhoit bol rhi hai.. Batao na Zayn chup q kharay ho aap bolo kuch....

I saw Zayn wrapping his arm over Rabail and bringing her closer to him. I couldn't believe this...

Rabail jhoot nai bol rhi Rubab such bol rhi hai hum dono nay nikkah kr liya hai.. Or yeh kanoonan tor pr meri bivi hai.. Suna tumnay..

Nai Zayn aap meray saath ayesa nai kr sktay yeh sub such nai hai aap jhoot bol rhay hain..

I walked towards Zayn and grabbed his collars in my fist.

Bolain na Zayn yeh such nai hai mein aapkeh moo say sunna chahti hoon please Zayn please..

Meray samnay kharay ho kr onchi awaaz mein baat mut krna Rubab... Niklo yahan say tum aab... Meri zimdagi mein aab tumhari koi jagah nai hai...

Zayn please...

Rubab yeh such hai mein nay or Zayn ney nikkah kr liya hai...

This time Rabail spoke.

No you both are lying.

I said get out Rubab there's no place for u in my life.

Zayn please no...

Zayn grabbed my hand and threw me out of the room and locked the door.

I couldn't believe that my life would take such turn.

I banged my fists on the door begging Zayn to open up the door for me and to let me in.

But no use every wall in the house was sound proof.

I got up from the floor limping and went towards the guest room.

Entering in I locked the door and laid on the bed.

My tears kept on falling. I couldn't stop crying.

What has my life bought on me??. What have I ever done to deserve this severe punishment??. Am I that sinful person??. Am I this worst one who deserves all this in life....

Allah why do u always do this to me.... Why do u hate me sooo muchhh!!!!!!