Assalamoalikum Rubab can you please for the last time listen to me what I have got to say... Please Rubab don't say no... I beg u...

Zayn how many times do I have to tell you that I no more wanna meet you why don't you understand??. It's all over for us.....!!!.

Rubab please for once... Please...

Fine... Where do you wanna meet..

At the park that's behind the Hunter Cafe bar....

Fine I'll be there....

Hanging up on Zayn I sighed. Why does he want to meet me now??. What is there left to listen now??. Didn't Zayn himself make it clear that I'm nothing to him in his life??. Then why now??...

No matter how many times I try to stay happy for other people act as if I'm fine... Nothing is wrong with me... I'm better on my own... I can't stay happy at all... I'm tired of faking each and everything. I try to stay away from everyone I don't want them to have pity on me.

I'm tired of all this.... I just wanna get free from each and everything and wanna have a normal life with no problem no stress no difficulties no pressure with nothing.... But will I ever have peace in my life??. I have left everything in Allah's hand. He knows what's better for me.

Looking at time it was 4:30 Pm I got up from the bed and made my way towards the washroom.

Coming out quickly I brushed my hairs and applied a light lipgloss.

Picking up my mobile from the bed I went out of my room.

Hey Rubab where are you going??

No where Umair just going to meet a friend of mine.

I couldn't say that I'm going to meet my husband Zayn.. If he came to know he wouldn't let me meet him.

Want me to drop you??

No its okay Umair I'll go by myself.

You sure??

Yes Umair!!.

Walking out of the house I booked an Uber.

Once the driver came I quickly sat in.

Reaching the destination in no time I paid the fair to the driver and made my towards the park.

Walking more into the park I found a bench and sat on it.

Hey Rubab!!

I looked up and saw Zayn.

Walikumassalam Zayn.

He sat beside me. I looked at him. He had overgrown his beard. Looked weak and pale. What's wrong with him??. Isn't he happy with his life??.

I wanted to ask these questions from him but stopped myself.

What is it that you wanted to talk about Zayn??. I can't stay here any longer!!.

Rubab it's..

Speak up Zayn I don't have the whole day for you!!!.

Rubab is this really you??. You have really changed a lot Rubab!!...

I ain't here to listen that if I have changed a lot or not Zayn.. Get to the point....

No I really mean it Rubab you have really changed a lot you are no more that same Rubab that I had left behind. You are more straight forward and a cold hearted one now Rubab..

Yup that's what I'm now time really teaches you a lot..

Now get to the point Zayn or I'll leave...

Fine Rubab....

Meri zindagi boht bey sukoon ho gayi hai Rubab....kki bhi sukh or chain nai hai aab meri zindagi mein...

I listen to him carefully.

Ek ajeeb si tashnagi hai Rabail keh saath... Tum jab aas pass hoti ho toh sukoon sa milta hai iss liye mein nay tumhay yahan bulwaya hai... Mein jaanta hoon mein nay tumharay saath theik nai kiya...

I moved closer to Rubab and held her hands in mine.

Bohat bara dil hai tumhara Rubab maaf kr doh mujhai... Mein maanta goon mein tumhara kuch bhi nai hoon... Iss liye aaj tumharay samnay apnay haath jor kr maafi maang rha hoon... Mein bohat raas or bohat umeed lay kr aya hoon tumharay pass.... Please Rubab mujhai maaf krdoh... Please maaf krdoh...

Not wanting to listen to him anymore I got up from the bench and walked away from him.

Rubab please....

Rubab humay sub kuch bhool kr ek naye safr ka aghaz krna hai... Mein jaanta hoon tumharay liye faisla krna bohat mushkil hai.... Lekin yhi toh hamaray jazboon ki azmaish ka waqt hai Rubab.... Mein kaysay bataoon tumhay Rubab keh mein maazi keh her ek gunnah ka kafara adaa krnay keh liye tyaar hoon...

I deeply sighed.

Zayn humnay ek dosray ka haath thmnay ka safr bohat phlay shroo kiya tha...pholoon ki tarah nazuk... Behktay jazbay ka safr ikhtyaar kiya tha....lekin aapnay Zayn pholoon ko iss tarah rundha keh aaj osski raah dhondnay say bhi nai milti.... Aaj aap ka yeh saath mujhai khooshi nai day rha Zayn aapkeh hr jazbay yeh wafaqi  yeh oos Rubab ko zinda krnay mein nakaam hain.... Jo barsoon phlay aap ka naam lay kr jeeti thi...

I looked away from Zayn not wanting to talk to him anymore.

Let's go now it's getting late for me Zayn and it's getting cloudy it's going to rain anytime.

I sat with him in the car.

All the conversation that we had few minutes in the park started to flash back in my mind again.

Is he really feeling sorry for what he has done??.

I didnt want to recall anything that happens few minutes in the park.

I rested my head on the head rest of the seat and closed my eyes.

Hello??..

Zayn kahan ho tum mein kbsay wait kr rhi hoon tumhara kidhr ho tum??.

Tum kbsay wait krnay lagi mera Rabail... It's none of your business where I'm okay??.

Tum Rubab keh saath hona??.

Haan hoon kya krlogi tum??.

Woh tumhay mujjsay cheena chahti hai Zayn....

Look Rabail she's my wife and she has the whole right..

Zayn....

Don't call me again....

I cut the call on her and looked at Rubab who staring at me back.

I dropped Rubab at her house and drove back to my home.

Parking my car I got out and made my way towards the door to unlock it.

Once unlocking it I entered in the living area.

I stepped in and felt something under my feet. I moved backwards and saw there was a broken vase.

My eyes roamed around the room and I saw Rabail lying on the sofa.

Walking up to her I grabbed her by her arms and made her stand in front of me.

What the hell is this Rabail??. What is this??. Is this the way you do things??. Throw them and then act as if nothing has happened??. I'm soo tired of all your shit Rabail I'm soo tired!!!. You have destroyed everything Rabail everything!!. Nothing is left!!. You took everything from me Rabail everything!!. You took the peace that I once had in my life.... You snatched my Rubab away from me... You shattered everything of my life like a glass.... I hate you Rabail I hate you..... I can never love you as I used to love you before... Why did I ever fall for you??!. Why????!....

Why the hell are you blaming me Zayn??. Why??... Mujhai q kasoorwar tehra rhay ho iss sb ka haan ??? Q??....

Kitni bidqismat hona tum Rabial kabhi khood khush rhi ho na kisi ko khoosh rhnay diya hai tumnay....

Mein tumsay mohabbat krti hoon Zayn... Pyaar krti hoon....

Phirsay mohabbat mohabbat lanat bhejta hoon ayesi mohabbat pr. Rabial tumhari jeysi mohabbat say toh Rubab jeysi hasti ki nafrat behtar hai.... Kum say kum insaan ko aseerat toh day jaati hai.... Oosko aoni ghltiyoon ko kotahiyon ka andaza toh jaata hai...
Lekin nahi.... Rubab kisi say nafrat kr he nai skti woh toh sirf mohabbat krnay or krwanay keh liye paida hui hai.....

Toh tum ossay chahnay lagay ho na....woh itni door ho kr bhi tumjaray itnay qareeb Hai... Or mein itni pass ho kr bhi door hoon tumsay.....

Haan sahi kaha Rabail.... Kaan khol kr sunlo tum Rabail mein Rubab ko chahta hoon or ossay he chahta rhoon ga....

Ayesa nai kr sktay tum Zayn nai kr sktay tum meray saath....

Ayesa he kroon ga mein aab tumharay saath Rabail....mein ja rha hoon Rubab ko laynay...

Nai Zayn...

I walked away from there and leaving Rabail all alone....

Starting my car I drove towards Rubab's house to get her....

Within no time I reached there. I rang the door bell. The door opened revealing Uncle..

Assalamoalikum Uncle...

Walikumassalam...

Uncle woh....

Rubab oper hai aonay kamray mein.....

Walling upstairs I went towaeds her room and knocked the door.

The door opened and I entered in. I saw Harris and Rubab together and that made my blood boil. I kept myself calm.

Rubab I'm here to take you.

Their eyes snapped my way when I spoke.

I saw Harris in taking a sharp breath and trying to keep himself calm.

Did he love Rubab??.

He opened his eyes and I saw few tears in his but he blinked them away.

He really loves Rubab and I can see the love that he has in his eyes for her.

Umm... Rubab I'm her to take u back home soo please pack your things and come with me....

I went downstairs and stood there in the hall waiting for Rubab.

I saw her coming with her suitcase.

Toh chalain Rubab....

Mein aap keh saath nai ja rhi Zayn.....
Mein nay aap keh or aonay raastay Juda krnay ka faisla kr liya hai.... Aap chahain kisi ki bhi safarish kra lain mein apna faisla nai badloon gi Zayn....

Tum mazaaq kr rhi ho na Rubab.... Mein jaanta hoon tum meray saath a rhi ho....tumnah jitna mrzi karna Hai laro Lekin yeh nai keh a kbhi keh tumharay or meray raastay alug hain.... Tumharay bina jeenay ka tasuwar bhi nai Jr skta mein Rubab...

Ek waqt tha Zayn....jb aapka saath meri zindagi ki Bari khuwaish thi... Mujhai lga jb mera Zayn mujhai chor dayga toh zindagi mujh pr tung ho Jaye gi.... Lekin phir woh waqt aya jb aapnay mujhai chor diya or phir kbhi mur kr nai dekha mujhai.... Lamha Lamha mein itni aziyat say guzri hoon yeh aap kbhi nai smjhay gay Zayn kabhi nai....

Rubab please.....

Zayn yhi tk tha hamara safr... Aab or aziyat nai chahiye mujhai....

Saying this I ran upstairs with tears in my eyes....

I went towards the terrace and stood there crying my heart out.

Yeh Dard-E-Ishq hai.... Jo aab smjhi hoon mein..... Kaash bohat phkay mein smjh jaati yeh sub kaash.....

Wiping my tears with my hands I went in my room and saw Harris there.

I gathered up my courage and walked towards him and sat down beside him.

Harris??..

G Rubab...??

He looked up at me with tearfully eyes.

I finally decided to surrender....

Suno yeh waqt ki awaaz Harris. Auno yeh kya keh rha hai.... Yeh keh rha jo maangna Hai maanglo yeh qaboliyat ka waqt Hai..... Aab tum Harris jo chahay maanglo Rub say....

Mein tumharay pyaar keh agay surrender krti hoon Harris.... Mein nay aonay Raab say tumhara saath or pyaar maanga Hai....

Bahir barssat ho toh rhi hai... Phir tumharay ankhoon say q ansoon baras rhay hain... Such bataoon Harris mujhay bhi rona a rha Hai.....

Aao mil kr barsaat mein bheegtay hain Harris or apnay girtay hoye ansoon ko barsat mein bhega daytay hain.....

Rubab....

Haan....

I love you Rubab hamesha say I have loved you... Mujhai yaqeen tha hamara Raab humay ek din zaroor milaye ga.... Dard mein rhta tha issi liye toh yeh Dard-E-Ishq hai ishq hai he kahan jahan dard na ho....

I love you too Harris....

We went to enjoy ourselves in the rain..... And this is how our life was...

No doubt how much pain we had in our life but in the end we do have happiness... Everything goes planned the way our Lord has planned for us.... If we were destined this way we were meant to be this way.... Nothing can be taken away from us if it's written in our faith..............

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