Akene

I was outside hanging with Serena and V and they were talking about what we were going to do tomorrow since me and Michael werent together anymore.

"Girl we are going to have a blast tomorrow! We're going to the movies and then we can come back and hang out...ya know do whatever you guys want!" V said excitedly.

I nodded my head and smiled. It was hot and I was wearing my shorts and a simple tanktop. While V and Serena were talking I was finishing up on my last college application. Just then Michael, Fly and Peanut walked toward us.

"Hey girls how are you?" said Fly. Out of the corner of my glasses I could see Michael looking at me sadly but I proceeded to ignore him.

"Hi babe." said V

"Hey hun." Serena said to Peanut. V made a face at Michael and it got silent for a munute. "Akene...." Michael said. I didnt look up and continued to write. "Akene I really...." I got up and walked away to the park across from my apartment. 

He followed behind me and I sat down at the farthest bench. He stood in front of me while I continued to write.

"Akene....I never meant to hurt you."

No answer from me.

"If you would give me a chance to explain..."

Still nothing.

"Please Akene...it wasnt supposed to be like this. You dont understand. I felt guilty when I took your virginity that night because I know I dont amount up to shit. I gangbang and Im no good for you baby. I dont want to bring you down with me. I want you to make something out of yourself. Someone we all can be proud of. I just want what's best for you. Please say something."

I stopped writng and fought back my tears. I told him that no matter what I was going to love him. I felt it was just another excuse.

"Please say something please."

I still said nothing. He pulled me up to his face and I had drained emotion. I was crying all weekend and I looked a mess. 

"Oh baby you've been crying Im so sorry. Please forgive me." he said to me. I still said nothing. I was officially vunerable, fucked over and messed up. Tainted.

He hugged me and said that he would never do it again. I had no strength and I had so much pain. He picked me up and carried me back to his apartment. I wouldnt dare speak to him.

"Im going to make you some tea. Dont leave." he said lecturing me. I waited for him to leave his bedroom and I got up and walked out of his bedroom door. He was preparing the tea and I turned the knob on the door.

"No Akene you arent going no where. You're stayin here with me you hear?"

"Let me go King."

"No."

"I said let me go dammit!"

"Im not lettin you go no where girl now sit your ass down now!" he demanded. His voice startled me and I plopped on the sofa. He finished making the tea and he sat and watched me drink.

"Can you stop staring at me damn."

"No...I love you so I stare hard."

"Bullshit. You fucked me and left."

"YOU left. Nobody told you to leave."

"Damn right I left. Llike you said you aint shit."

"Thats right. But I love you. With you im worth shit."

"Really? Prove it."

"You're actin like this now mami but I know deep down inside you love me too. You know damn well I dont wanna leave me. You never gave me a chance to tell you how I felt."

"Alright Michael how do you feel shit."

"I was guity for takin your virginity....but now that I know you wanted me to take it I understand better."

"Sure."

"Im dead serious."

"Yea you are." I said rolling my eyes. He crept closer to me and started kissing my neck. "You know you like that. Dont lie." he said teasing me.

"I dont like it no more." I said indifferently

His hands started rubbing on my breasts and my eyes rolled back. "Still talkin that shit?" he whispered. "Aint nothin you can do to make me want you're sorry ass again." I said back moaning softly

"Sorry? Babygirl I wasnt sorry when I was makin you wet." he whispered in my free ear. By then he was taking me over the edge and I wanted him again.

"You cant have me I aint yours no more." I moaned

"You think that. You mines. Definately." he said making his way to my lips. I gave in and kissed him hungrily. No matter what argument we got in I still loved him. He was so damn dangerous and I loved it. He carried me to his room and he stripped me of all my flimsy clothing.

"Damn you look much better this way." he said throwing my clothes on the floor. His clothes were taken off by me in an instant. We were in the process of making love then suddenly there was a violent banging on the door.

"OPEN UP KING I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE! I WANT MY MONEY MOTHERFUCKA!" the man yelled behind the door.

I jumped under the covers scared and Michael said shit under his breath. "Im coming out Kenny. Now we're going to settle this nice and..."

The man busted through the door with two other men. They were holding guns and Michael held his hands up. I thought he was still naked but he managed to throw his shorts back on.

"WHERE'S MY SHIT BOY?" the man yelled

"Look man Im gonna get it to you"

"Shut up! I want my shit today or Im blowin your fuckin head off. It smells like you been fucking. Who's in here?"

"Please man my girl is here."

"Your girl? Please all you do is mess around. You aint never had a main."

"Well I do now and I love her. What you gonna shoot her too?"

"Depends. If she fine then no."

"Dont start Kenny"

"Dont tell me what the fuck to do. Where's your hoe at?"

"She aint a hoe now watch your damn mouth!"

"Lower your voice boy before I light you up."

I popped out of the covers and Kenny laughed. "Damn the day just started and she thirsty for some." he said. I was scared as hell because I didnt do guns. "I would tell you to remove the blanket so I can see you but that would be too unappropriate." he said licking his lips.

"I can get you the money. Just please...dont shoot him. I love him."

"And how do you suppose you're going to get my money girl?"

"Tonight. I will transfer it to you by one of your partners."

He looked and Michael. "Damn boy you got a smart one on your hands. Where did you get her?"

"We met at a party." he turned to me. "Baby you dont have to do..."

"No Michael I want to. Just be quiet and let me do this." I said giving him a look. He got the point and I looked back at Kenny. "Alright tonight girl. Ill send someone back here to get my shit....and back up so you wont escape."

"Done. See you tonight."

"Alright alright! Ill let yall get back to fuckin. Shit nasty as hell." he said leaving the room. Michael out his hands down and jotted to me.

"Thank you babygirl damn you have my ass."

"I told you I would do anything for you."

He kissed me and kept thanking me. "God I love you."

"I love you too."

TO BE CONTINUED