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Sitting in the car, our way now takes us to our first date. Although I was embarrassed after the zipper issue, Jungkook made me forget this immediately by making funny jokes, for which I'm grateful to him. He refused to say where we were going because he wanted it to be a surprise, but judging by my surroundings, this place is not in the city. We don't drive for too long so it can't be outside the city either, but still in a rather calmer part of the metropolis. It is a warm day and I'm glad that I put on a short dress, as due to the nervousness and the outside temperature I couldn't have guaranteed that I wouldn't end up in a sweating outbreak sometime.

Jungkook parks the car at a roadside that leads to a large meadow decorated with all kinds of little flowers. There is a big lake at the end of the meadow in which some ducks are swimming around. The scenery is breathtaking.

"It's so beautiful here." I adore it as we both get out of the car at the same time and he walks over to the trunk. He takes out a big basket and a blanket, which he then holds in one hand while he strolls towards me, smiling.

"Right? I found this place by coincidence last year."

"The scenery is beautiful and it's so peaceful here. And I see you have prepared a picnic." I raise my eyebrows now looking at the basket in his hand.

"Actually, I asked Aunt Miran if she could put something delicious together for us because I have no idea how to prepare a picnic." he scratches his neck hesitantly, a nervous smile written on his lips as he looks down at me.

I laugh as I shake my head. But not because I was disappointed, but because he was so insecure about his choice of date. I liked how he was so honest with me. Until now, he's shown himself to be neither embarrassed nor shy about showing who the real Jungkook is. And I appreciate that.

Not to start with his choice of place for our date, because it is romantic, not clichéd and a day to remember with pleasure.

"Come."

Grabbing my hand with his free hand, the two of us now slide across the flower meadow together, trying to find a suitable place to lay out our blanket. A few meters away from the lake, where the grass and flowers were now less dense, we decide to settle down. He spreads the blanket out properly and helps me to sit down. I take off my shoes so that I can place my feet comfortably close to my body on the blanket.

I watch him as he unpacks various dishes from the basket and I wonder who is going to eat all this. There is literally everything, from small appetizers to dessert, everything is prepared and I help him to evenly arrange all the plates on the blanket.

"Here," Jungkook says as he hands me a second smaller blanket and I look at him with questioning eyes, not knowing what it is for. "For your legs, in case you feel uncomfortable."

My heart swells at his thoughtful gesture and it makes the butterflies in my stomach flutter around, simply because he is so tender and respectful and worries whether I might feel uncomfortable next to a man because of my dress that kept going up my thighs. I take the blanket out of his hand and lay it down next to me with a gentle smile.

"Thank you for being so considerate, but I feel very comfortable next to you," I reassure him, causing his eyes to form crescents and a happy and proud grin to appear on his face, which makes me giggle because he looks so cute even though his outfit is calling out other names.

I check him out as the shirt tightens on his arms with his every move, emphasizing his broad shoulders, as the tight pants so delicately grip his thighs, and I have to clear my throat as I force myself to look away because my thoughts are inappropriate right now. But I can't help it, because Jungkook is a gorgeous and handsome man.

With a loud plop and a satisfied sigh, he takes a seat next to me with our shoulders touching as we both enjoy the view in front of us. The sun is just getting ready for its sleep as some birds are still chirping in the sky and the splashing of the ducks can be heard in the distance.

"I've brought us a bottle of wine. I hope you like it," he says enthusiastically as he reaches into the basket.

"Red?" I ask and he unpacks a bottle of red wine from the basket so I nod in approval. "Then yes."

With a bottle opener, he skillfully opens the bottle and pours a humble amount into the glasses for both of us, then hands me the one which I happily take out of his hand with a thank you. We both clink glasses before we take a sip from it while our eyes never turn away from each other.

We eat, laugh, and drink while we tell each other the most ridiculous stories from our childhood. The company of each other is so familiar as if it wasn't the first date but a casual and relaxed time together. We are not nervous and there are no silent and embarrassing pauses all the time, where nobody knows what to say.

Jungkook is a fun guy with whom you can do a lot and with whom you never get bored because he always manages to find something to make you laugh. But what makes me smile even more is his unique sweet and high pitched laughter, when he is really sincere and his eyes get wrinkled at the corners or when he is doing silly stuff. This just shows once again that nothing is forced and cramped between us because we don't care if we say or do embarrassing things. I've mentioned this often enough but it really feels like we've known each other for a long time.

Time goes by faster than we can realize and soon the night has overpainted the beautiful pastel shades of the sunset that we watched in silence. Tonight the sky is very clear, not a single cloud is in sight, and all the stars on full display for us to watch them. Jungkook gets on his feet before he stretches out his hand to me and I reach for it with full pleasure even though I don't know what he is up to.

"Let's walk along the shore," he says in a calm voice that resembles the silence surrounding us, comfortable and reassuring.

We both walk barefoot towards the lake where we follow the shore without knowing where the path will take us. Our shoulders touch with every step we both take, that's how close we are walking. The only thing that can be heard now is his regular breathing and our feet brushing across the soft grass. I look up into the sky, watching the stars and take the clean and fresh air deep into my lungs.

"You know, the meaning of my name is shining light. My grandma gave me this name so that my life should be as bright as some of the stars in the sky now," I randomly tell what comes to my mind.

"That's lovely." He turns his head slightly to look at my face from the side. "Your grandma has chosen a suitable name for you. You are indeed a shining light. And you came into my life like a bright star."

My breath halts as my eyes open slightly in amazement at his words. He is a man who can always puzzle the words together so that he takes your breath away, makes your heart beat faster, and leaves a tingle on your skin. We slowly come to a halt and he turns to me, staring into my eyes with a smile as he realizes that I'm a loss for words.

"You ran into me at the exact point in my life where I thought I'd hit the bottom of the abyss," he admits, an almost sad look written in his eyes as his eyebrows lift slightly in the middle.

I'm perplexed by the sudden change of mood, but dare to bring up a hand with which I cup his cheek while stroking it with my thumb, his eyes close as he leans into my palm. I'm wondering what he means by this, but I don't want to cross the line, I want to wait until he feels ready to tell me.

"But now is not the time to look back, I'll tell you another time." he smiles, returning to his normal cheerful state. I nod sympathetically and we start walking again with casual steps along the shore.

But barely have we moved two steps from the spot when Jungkook steps onto an uneven surface in the grass, which is slippery to boot, and loses his balance. I try to catch him by his hand as he tries to grab something imaginary in the air, but my reflexes fail at this moment and I watch Jungkook fall into the lake almost in slow motion. A loud splash can be heard and small drops of water fly wildly through the air from which I also receive some, but fortunately only on my legs.

I bring both hands in front of my mouth as I try to hold back a laugh, but the sight is to die for. Jungkook is standing with both feet in the lake, the water reaching his knees. As it seems he didn't fall with his whole body into the water, which I could not see because I closed my eyes because of the splashing water. The sight is just brilliantly funny, he looks pissed off at his pants then back up to me as I'm trying to suppress a laugh.

But I can't hold back anymore and I burst out laughing as I grip on my knees, because it could be the funniest thing that has happened to me lately. I laugh so much that my eyes fill with tears and my stomach starts to cramp, so I grab it with one hand. Jungkook himself is unable to suppress a giggle and also breaks out in a peal of hearty high-pitched laughter as he tries to climb out of the lake.

"Why does this always have to happen to me?" he still whines with a wide grin as he watches me come down from my pool of joy. I wipe away a tear that has run down my eye and calm myself completely from this funny scene.

"Thank God you didn't have your shoes on. Are you all right?" I ask now feeling bad for laughing and not helping him.

"Yes, I'm fine. I'm glad you were amused by that." he teases jokingly. "Let's go back."

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Arriving at my front door now, I search for my keys in my little bag. Jungkook's pants are already dry because it took longer to clean up the picnic stuff and get home, the warm weather of course playing a role.

I open the front door before I turn on the light switch and bring visibility into my apartment. I turn around, still standing in the porch, and catch sight of Jungkook happily looking at me. I haven't had so much fun in a long time. Our conversations were entertaining and not boring at all, his considerate preparation for the evening made me feel special. After a long time, I was impressed again by a date, I can say.

"I had a lot of fun today. I hope we can do it again soon," he says as he twirls the car keys between his fingers.

"Thank you for the evening, I had a very good time too. I'd look forward to a second time," I reply, the corners of my lips lifting.

"I'm glad. Good night," he whispers ready to leave, and I'm a little disappointed he doesn't at least give me a kiss. Maybe he was just trying to respect me, we've kissed twice before, but he said he wanted to start things off properly between us. But something inside of me screams that he doesn't want to leave either, I can see it in his eyes that he wants to stay, that he wants me.

"Don't you want to stay?" I breathe.

"I don't know if that's a good idea." he swallows, his Adam's apple jumping up and down. "I told you I can't promise I can hold back."

"And I told you, then don't do it."

Our eyes linger on each other and we try to detect any hint of the other's resignation. Anything, but there was no trace of it. Instead, our eyes literally call out for each other to finally meet. And Jungkook is the first to answer this call by taking a long step towards me and standing directly in front of me as he cups my face with both hands and crashes his lips onto mine.

He makes me walk backward into my apartment before he closes the front door with one leg and turns us around in a quick motion so that I land with my back against the cold surface. His hands slide down from my face to my waist where he squeezes it.

The kiss is passionate and doesn't resemble at all the one we shared following my confession. We kiss with feeling and now with the confirmation that we both feel exactly the same for the other.

I moan into his mouth as he grabs my thighs with his warm hands, indicating he wants me to jump. I do as I'm told and he lifts me up without any difficulty, not breaking the kiss and presses me firmly against the door, my legs encircling his tiny waist and his crotch right at my core, grinding against me. I can feel that with every passing second I'm getting wetter and more impatient. He seems to notice this because the next thing I know he lifts me off the door and walks to the stairs with me still in his arms.

Once in my bedroom, he puts me down on the floor and I wonder how he walked up the stairs with me without breaking the kiss and breaking out in a sweat or breathing heavily. He definitely has stamina.

Our kiss is growing more and more impatient, which makes us move our lips harder and more eagerly. My hands glide up his abdomen to the collar of his shirt and I start to undo the buttons one by one. A shivering breath hits my mouth when I reach the bottom touching his skin as I try to undo the stubborn button. Too impatient to wait for this, Jungkook simply rips his shirt off his body and I can hear the button ending up somewhere on the hard floor.

Bringing my hands back up to him I run my fingers across his robust chest where I can feel his fast heartbeat through all his muscles. His fingers creep their way from my waist back to the zipper of my dress, which he had to close for me just a few hours ago. He pulls it down painfully slowly, sending a shiver down my back as his fingertips touch my burning skin. I feel the dress slowly fall off my shoulders and onto the floor. A blush creeps up my cheeks as we part from our kiss and he eats me up from top to bottom with hooded eyes, the only thing covering me being my black lace underwear.

"So goddamn beautiful," he whispers as he scans my appearance. His lips find mine again as he forces me to walk back until my legs hit the bed and I land on the soft mattress, him above me.

He kisses his way from my lips to my jawline and then down to my neck, which makes me moan as he finds my weak spot where he sucks on it to make me go even crazier. His fingers sneak their way behind me and skillfully open my bra before pulling it off my shoulder and throwing it somewhere next to the bed. His mouth immediately comes down on my nipple, flicking his tongue around it as he massages my other breast with his free hand. He squeezes it and I let out a satisfied sigh as I throw my head back and my mouth falls open. He bites gently but with some pressure on my nipple causing my fingers to get lost in his long hair and I pull hard on it, making him groan deeply.

His tongue licks between my breasts and moves down towards my wet core leaving butterfly kisses as I open my eyes, our gazes meeting and I could swear this was one of the hottest sights on earth right now. He looks at me seductively as he goes further and further down my body, his neatly gelled hair now messed up because I ruined it. Arriving at my panties he looks up at me again to ask for permission without really saying anything. It's crazy how well we understand each other with just one look, one touch, one sound.

He doesn't waste another second after he has been given permission and impatiently pulls my soaked panties off my legs, the next thing I know is how he buries his face between my legs. I let out a long and loud moan as he starts to give me kitten licks with a flat tongue and groans deeply himself. I shift back and forth under him as he finds my sensitive clit and encloses his mouth around it, his tongue wrapping around it in circling motions and also sucking on it. However, he doesn't let me escape by putting one hand flat on my belly so I can't move.

He works wonders with his tongue, I haven't felt so good in a long time, being so wet, being so sensitive that I wanted to let go right away. He pushes me to the edge with his skills, swirling his tongue at my opening.

"You taste so fucking good, I can't get enough of it," he grunts, bringing my gaze down to him and I blush at the sight because his nose and the corners of his mouth are glistening in the faint light because of my juices. He comes up to me again after giving a light kiss to my inner thigh, bringing his index finger to his nose where he wipes off the wetness and puts it deep into his mouth looking into my eyes, not wasting even a drop as if it were the most delicious and valuable juice in the world as he licks his fingers clean.

He comes down to kiss me slowly and I can taste myself on his tongue before he pulls back and places a hand on my cheek stroking lightly with his thumb. "Be my girlfriend, please."

I gulp, his voice is so deep and aroused, but his eyes in contrast are soft and loving. An awestruck smile falls on my lips and I nod without thinking twice before I grab his neck, pulling him towards me and we share the most meaningful kiss we have ever had. My heart races like crazy as he kisses me passionately before he pulls back to sit up.

I hear the clicking of his belt and in a few seconds he is sitting completely naked in front of me and I watch the sexy sight of him stroking his already hardened big shaft with his tattooed hand before he reaches for my pussy to collect my wetness which he then uses as a lubricant. He gets back on top of me after spreading my legs with his knee and casually stops there as our private parts are touching, which brings us both even more to the edge.

"Ready?" he asks as he places his member at my entrance after dragging it up and down between my folds to tease me a little and a long moan escapes from my mouth as he slowly inches his way inside me after I've nodded my approval.

"Fuck," he curses, his lower lip getting lost between his teeth.

A sexy grunt rings out in my ear as he stays motionless so I can get used to the pressure before he slowly pulls in and out. His movements are cautious and careful, but still strong enough to create some friction between the two of us, so that the pressure turns into pleasure after a short time, leaving me a moaning mess.

After he notices that I feel comfortable with his length inside me, he now picks up the pace rapidly pushing in and out. The wet and slapping sound of our bodies, as they keep reuniting, along with our moaning, is the only thing that can be heard now at this time and in this room.

"You're so wet." he pants into my ear.

He brings his face in front of mine now watching my reaction as he quickens his movements and pounds in and out of me swiftly, creating a pool of heat in my stomach. I can feel my insides pulsing like crazy and I know for sure that he can too. I pull his damp hair to bring his lips to mine muffling my increasing gasps. We kiss hungrily before he slips out of me, making me whine in disappointment. He gets up from the bed and positions himself on the edge of the bed where he demands me over and I quickly slide over to him.

We both knew that this was turning into something more than just sensual sex. We have been feeling the tension between us since the very beginning, so this was kind of the result of it. And I don't mind. I like how his gaze is turning beastly, his eyebrows drawing together as he is concentrating to give us both the full pleasure. But there was still the loving side of him which I could see through all of this, he was still caring.

He grabs me by one leg which he puts over his shoulder so that I'm slightly resting on my side, looking into his dark eyes. He penetrates me again, quickly picking up his speed and bangs into me repeatedly. At this point, we are both just moaning messes looking at each other while making love. He throws his head back into his neck smiling rudely as his eyes roll back into his skull and his mouth falls open, his sweaty hair falling messily over his forehead. I love how vocal he is and the drops of sweat on his upper body just make him even sexier than he already is, emphasizing his muscles and veins. Considering that I haven't had sex for almost two years, this is just the best way to let my sexual frustration out and he does a mastery in making me feel good. His cock keeps thrusting into me, now hitting my sensitive spot and I feel myself about to release, my muscles contracting and quivering.

He seems to notice this too when he suddenly pulls out and positions me on all four of mine, my ass high in the air, my back arched and him back inside me. This new angle allows him to go even deeper into me and I feel him reaching my cervix with his cock over and over again, sending me into other dimensions. I see stars in front of my eyes, the pleasure is so high that I'm now really about to release when he brings a hand between us to stimulate my clit with circular strokes and the other one to cup my breast playing with my nipple. He seems to feel exactly the same because I can feel his member twitching inside me and getting even harder. Gripping hard on my hips he fucks me faster and rougher, the slapping of our skin increasing as my ass is hitting his thighs repeatedly.

"I'm gonna cum," he moans.

He grows tired from the constant pounding and the speed that has never slowed from the beginning when he stays still for a few seconds only to continue with sloppy thrusts as he gives my ass cheeks a good squeeze.

I signal him to pull out of me and curious about what I'm up to he obeys me. I make him sit on the edge of the bed and straddle his hips before I reach between us and lower myself onto him. He looks at me confused showing that he is close but I reassure him that it is okay, him bringing is hands on my waist afterwards and helping me to ride him. I bounce up and down on him, both of us moaning again, sloppily kissing and it doesn't take long until we both let go at the same time, feeling relieved instantly. We pant heavily into each other's ears as I slowly milk him, his warm liquid filling my insides. I rest my forehead on his shoulder, both of us giggling now, happy to have let go of everything that has formed in us and slowly coming down from our climax. I pull him out of me and we both clean ourselves with tissues I had stored in my nightstand.

We share a joyful and gentle smile on our lips as he lies down on my bed, stretching out his arm and calling me to his chest. I lay my head exactly where his heart is and listen as the beat and his breath regulate, both of us not saying a single word in order to savor the moment. I draw imaginary shapes on his chest before he gives me a lingering kiss in my hair and we fall into a deep, satisfying sleep in each other's arms.

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A/N: Jungkook be like: I'm gonna put you in seven positions for seventy minutes you get it babe😳

EDIT: I was editing the chapters until I realized that this would remove the comments. I won't be editing anymore so I'm sorry if any spelling mistakes etc are left in the upcoming chapters. Also, please don't mind my first smut chapter😅