06:30 AM

The alarm went off "6.30am, uh great."
I got up and went to the bathroom, looked in the mirror
"OH MY GOD, WHAT MONSTER AM I SEEING ?!"
I scrubbed my teeth, combed my hair in a kind of low crop and put on a bow, curled my lashes, put on some mascara and folded them up again.
I went back to the room, put on my uniform, looked in the mirror, put on the converse and went.
I went down to have breakfast "Good morning Paola."
"Hello Miss, as usual, breakfast is in the dining room, if you want you can help yourself"
I thanked Paola, grabbed an apple, a bottle of water and left the house.
I ran to the bus stop praying not to lose it,

Andrea's Point of view

The bus makes me sad ...
I looked out the window, the bus stopped, I saw a lot of people enter, they remind me of Nora, too bad she hates me, I thought of Nora and I started to cry, she hates me, Nora hates me and the tears never stopped coming out.
I tried to compose myself so as not to attract attention and saw a short girl get on the bus and sat next to me.
"Hey but- but you're crying."
"N-no, I'm fine."  smiles,
"Uh I hope so, anyway I like Esmeralda."
"My pleasure, my name is Andrea."

We got to the stop, I greeted the girl and got off.

Esmeralda's Point of view

I arrived at school, greeted Andrea and walked towards the school, the bell had already rang.
"Damn."  I cursed.
I ran up the stairs, bumped into someone "I'm sorry."
"Ouch! Miss Owntwo I need my head in theory."
I looked up and saw
"Nick!"  I yelled
"Miss, you are not allowed to bump into your professors."  he said smiling,
Your what?
"See you later."  he said smiling at me.
She walked away along the end of the corridor, I remained motionless, as if I were petrified, there, still.
"Ah yes, the lesson!"
I ran to class and tried to forget everything ...

Rioko's Point of view

I looked out the window, saw all the kids running in the same direction, it's going to be a long bad day

I thought of Nick and smiled at that thought.
I grabbed the history book "So guys, today I will explain the Mesolithic ..."

Esmeralda's Point of view

I entered the classroom with a bad humor and sat next to Gabriel, I saw everyone enter except Nora.
I didn't see her and I warned Rioko.
"Well guys I don't need to roll call, everyone present except Sheqeri Nora?"
"Yes Miss Rioko"
I began to think back to what Nick told me in the hallway
A professor, I fell in love with a professor ...
Tears came to my eyes, my tears began to stream down my face and to fall faster and faster.

Andrea's Point of view

I entered the courtyard and saw Nora ...
"Nora ?!"  I ran to meet her
"What do you want."
"Clarify with you"
"I'm sorry but it's over."
"But how?!, Don't you even give me time to let you explain ?!"  I yelled,
"No, I don't need it," she replied dryly
"What do you mean?"
"I already know very well what you did with that frowning Mia"
His voice was shaking very clearly, as if he was about to burst into tears at any moment.  She held her head high so as not to let the tears flow.
I remembered that day when Miia when Nora and I were still together kissed me in front of her eyes.
"Fuck."  I cursed,
"Mh?"
"Nora believe me, she is nothing to me but a simple friend!"
"But you kissed her, you love her, you write to her ..."
His eyes quickly filled with tears as he kept saying untrue things about me and Mia, I went out of my mind
"No! I only love you Nora! Do you want to understand? Do you want to stick it in that damned stubborn head?"
I saw her turn and then started to walk away
"Nora!"
He didn't even deign to look at me, he didn't turn around, he didn't run into my arms, that wasn't what I wanted.

Esmeralda's point of view

I thought for the first ten minutes of class thinking about Nick ... when my thoughts were interrupted by the arrival of a crying Nora Sheqeri.
He sat in his place with his hands over his face covering it
"Sorry I'm late."  she said between sobs.
I walked up to her, hugged her and whispered close to her ear,
"It's okay baby, now as soon as the intermission rings we go out and explain to me what happened okay?"
I said in a calm voice trying to reassure her
"Mh ..." he nodded
He hugged me, looked up for a moment and burst into tears again, cried more and more loudly and desperately
"Take her to the bathroom and help her," Rioko said.
We left the classroom and went to the bathroom.

"So baby, what happened?"
"A-Andrea."
He stammered between sobs, he could only say those words, I didn't understand, "What did he do? And who is he?"
I was confused
"Andrea is my ex boyfriend who cheated on me a few days before our breakup with Mia"
I understood many things.
The way Nora sadly looked at Mia and how she could do all those teasing to her without having any sense of guilt, I would say this year started horribly ...
"And why are you crying if it happened a few months ago? It's water under the bridge, forget everything now I'm with you"
"Because I miss it ... and -and a lot too."
"Did you try to get him to explain why if he's okay with you he cheated on you?"
"It would all be useless, he would just tell me lies like he always did."
"But this could be a possible attempt to get better, don't you think?"
"Mh, trying doesn't hurt, then I'm already sick, I think it can't get worse than this ..."
"Don't say that Nora, always think like an electron, positive!"  I smiled at her,
She looked at me with a shocked face and then said "Those were the protons, you can see how good you are in chemistry."
She clapped her hand on her forehead and I burst out laughing, she smiled at me and I was happy to see her feel a little better, I smiled back and ...
"But what if we both spoke to Andrea?"
Nora looked at me with a happy and at the same time afraid look, "So?"  I asked waiting for an answer from him
"No one has ever helped me ... thanks Esmeralda. Thanks."
He hugged me and smiled
"Hey, do you want to have lunch together?"
"All right"
We left the bathroom and walked to class.

"I'm happy to see you like this, better already isn't it?"
He didn't answer
"What the-" I froze when before my eyes I saw ... Ryoko and ...
"Oh no! Nick!"
I ran to the classroom which was now empty, grabbed my bag ... "Should I do it ...?"
I suppressed the doubtful thought, grabbed the razor blade and started making scratches that were not even noticeable, the skin was just red and the skin did not open in the least, then the image of Nick came back to my mind with his lips on those of the lady  Rioko and I made a small cut, I suppressed the fear and pushed the razor blade on the skin and cut it, I saw the blood dripping down my left wrist, I dug the blade deeper and deeper, I saw more and more blood dripping down my left wrist and I felt  good.

Andrea's point of view

Two hours passed, it was twelve o'clock
I went down to the canteen with tears still in my eyes, hoping to meet Nora again, give her explanations and clarify with her
"Hey!"
I heard a familiar voice behind me, turned around and saw a tall girl with short light hair and two big metallic green eyes
"Er ... hello."
"Hi Andrea."
"W-how do you know my m-name ?!"
I was almost afraid if it wasn't that the girl was so cute and sweet
"B-but how ?!"  I looked at him confused
"Thing?"
"Pleased to meet you, I'm Beatrix
"Hi well, you already know my name."
"Why, don't you remember me?"
I tried to remember ...
"Oh yeah, Bea!"
"Oh yeah, Xhani."  he said with a chuckle
I died inside and laughed "Hahahaha, no."  I said ironic
"Would you like to have lunch together?"
I smiled at this proposal and immediately answered yes,
"I won't make me repeat it twice, of course yes Bea"

I began to tell Bea what happened with Nora and how much I loved her ...
"Mh, I think Nora has misunderstood, well, she loves you and I know it. I've known her for a long time, more than you and better than you and her mother know her."
"So what should I do?"
"You should try to talk to her"
"But she hates me, how could I ever talk to her if as soon as I look at her she already runs away from me ?!"
"I'll help you out," Bea said smiling, I smiled too and felt relieved.

Esmeralda's point of view

I woke up
"It's 7:07 pm"
I went down to the kitchen and saw dinner ready, I had dinner watching a program relating to Albanian music
"Uhh, It was Istrefi !!"  I yelled.
I finished dinner, went to my room to say goodnight to my parents and threw myself on the bed, grabbed my cell phone and texted Nora

From Nora: I just want to die

A Nora: We'll talk about it tomorrow at school.

I put my cell phone on the bedside table and threw my head on the pillow, fell asleep and did not think about the terrible bad day.