I felt like my heart was about to beat out of my chest as I ran through the forest. I've tried this three times now, but this time I was determined to escape. I heard him call out my name in the distance, "(Y/N)-KUN!!!!" tears threatened to fall as I thought about the boy who had just screamed out my name.

Nagito Komaeda.

He never used to be like this, so possessive, so violent and so psychotic. He used to be kind to others, so doubtful of himself. Once upon a time he seemed so normal to me. That's why I befriended him, that's why one day I told him that I loved him.

"Nagito...you're not worthless trash, don't put yourself down like that."

"But it's true, you're just trying to give me false hope so then you can take it away from me again. I'm disappointed in you (y/n)-kun..."

"No, that's wrong! !(sore wa chigau yo!!...sorry i had to...) Nagito, every negative comment that you say about yourself hurts me, I hate how you talk about yourself ." I gave him a tight hug again, careful not break his fragile form.

"You're too kind to me (y/n)-kun. I love you." I gazed up at him, smiling before kissing his pale cheek.

"I love you too."

I felt a sharp pain in the sole of my foot. I couldn't help but stumble a bit, nearly ramming into a tree but I got back up and continued to run. The skirt and tank top that I'd put on a couple of weeks ago was now all torn up and dirty. My shoes and socks had been confiscated from me after the second time I'd tried to escape, as well as actually being cuffed to the wall so I couldn't try it again. He wants me all to himself, that's why he won't let me leave.

Nagito's eyes clouded over, both despair and hope swirling through them, sending a chill down my spine as he crawled on top of me. "You're all mine (y/n)-kun. We'll be together forever." he closed his eyes, leaning forward before he roughly shoved his chapped lips on mine. Nagito's hands traveled up and down my body causing a muffled moan to escape my lips. His tongue forced it's way into my mouth, exploring every crevice.

Eventually I was given the chance to kiss him back, startling him a little bit, causing a smile to tug at my lips. My fingers entangled themselves in his fluffy, white hair.

Suddenly a tutting sound came from behind me. I turned my head around only to find the tall, lanky boy that I'd been running away from only a couple of meters away from me. I couldn't help but scream, only to make Nagito laugh like an absolute maniac. "You can't run away from me (y/n)-kun. Don't you remember what I told you, you're all mine and we will be together, forever!"

All of a sudden, my face had hit the leaf littered ground with a loud thud. My shins were aching. I must've tripped over a log, fuck! Now's not the time to be clumsy (y/n). I struggled to stand up again, getting up on my knees only to have a heavy lump land on me. Hands covered my mouth with a cloth, causing my sight to go all blurry. I felt hot breath in my ear then I heard his voice whisper to me; "You're going to get punished for this..." then everything went blank.

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I woke up lying on the hard, wooden floor. I opened my eyes to see Nagito leaning against the door frame, disappointment covering his face.

"I trusted you (y/n)-kun. I let you sleep in bed with me after I'd left you locked up in here for a couple of nights after trying to escape again. You even made me breakfast, you were all smiles." he took a step forward letting out a huge sigh before continuing, "I turn my back on you for one minute, then the next you're gone. You know what happens when you disobey me. I keep you locked up in here because you mean the world to me. You're the only person who's ever really showed me kindness (y/n)-kun. I can't lose you."

Nagito knelt down on the floor in front of me. He helped me sit up before smashing his lips against mine. I couldn't help but kiss back, I still love him after all, even though I hate myself for it. Our lips moved in sync as we shared a passionate but sloppy kiss. As we pulled away for air I caught a glimpse of his eyes up close. There were no longer clouded with hope and despair, but clear and filled with love and compassion, just like he used to look at me. But that didn't last long. His grey irises clouded over again and his smile turned into a frown as he looked at me.

"I was going to give you a surprise tonight, but that's going to have to wait until tomorrow. You're still spending the night in here for a few days though. At least until you've learnt your lesson. Now, give me your hands." I hesitated for a moment before deciding to do as he said. Nagito gently grabbed my hands, cupping them lovingly, as he locked them in the metal cuffs. "I don't like doing this to you, you know?" he whispered as he stroked my cheek frowning.

"I-I'm sorry, Nagito-Senpai." I stuttered, remembering to be polite from the last time I'd forgot and he slapped me. He let his hand slide down my cheek before swiftly standing up and leaving the room without a word.

Tears slid down my cheeks after he'd left. I missed my family, my friends, my home. Most of all I missed the Nagito I fell in love with. I curled up in a ball while leaning against the wall trying to get some sleep in the cold, dark room as my salty, warm tears continued to fall.

~ Le time skip brought to you by Mondo Butter © ~

I woke up to the sound of birds singing outside, as well as the sight of Nagito sitting cross legged gawking at me. "Good morning (y/n)-kun." he greeted smiling lovingly at me.

"Good morning, Nagito-Senpai." I replied forcing a fake smile.

"Here. This is the surprise gift I wanted to give you, I hope you like it." he said handing me a black box with a bow stuck to the lid. I glanced at the box before looking down at my bound hands, holding them up to him.

"Oh...right. I'll go get the key." Nagito mumbled rushing out of the room at full speed. Almost as soon as he'd left he'd come back, key in hand. Nagito unlocked my cuffs before pulling me closer to where the present lay, snaking his arms around my torso from behind, his head, resting on my shoulder. "Go on, open it." he whispered in my ear.

I carefully lifted the lid on the box only to find a "cute" maid's outfit inside. "Do you like it (y/n)-kun? I figured I'd buy you some new clothes because your current ones are all tattered, plus, I think you'd look adorable in it."

"I love it, thank you." Honestly, I did need new clothes, but this wasn't necessarily what I had in mind.

"Try it on." Nagito demanded letting me go. I hesitated for a moment. Does he want me to try it on in here?? Right in front of him? I mean yeah, Nagito had seen me naked before, but the atmosphere made it feel weird.

I stood up throwing my tank top and skirt off, or at least what was left of them. I then pulled out the maid's outfit slipping it over my head. Surprisingly it fit me perfectly. I twirled around a bit to find Nagito still sitting on the floor gazing up at me.

"You're still as beautiful as ever (y/n)-kun." I blushed deeply at his compliment, looking down at the ground. "Here, let me help you with the rest..." Nagito offered searching through the box. He stood up with a big, black bow in his hands and a small silver bell dangling off it. He clipped it around my neck before diving into the box again.

Ten minutes later and I now had a frilly head piece, long white knee socks, two bows around my wrists and small black flats to go with the dress.

"Awwww, you're so cute!" Nagito exclaimed giving me a kiss on my forehead. "Now come with me." Nagito grabbed my hand pulling me along with him through the halls of his mansion which was hidden in the middle of a forest. (very unlikely but just go with it)

Nagito plonked me on a stool in the kitchen. My eyes fell upon a big plate of waffles, littered with berries and maple syrup. He only stood there smiling at me, his hands behind his back as I sat there awkwardly, unaware of his intentions. "Is this, for me, Nagito-Senpai?" I eventually asked, breaking the silence.

"Well of course. The last time you ate something was yesterday at breakfast. I can't have you dying of starvation, now can I?" he replied pushing the plate closer to me. Images of yesterday's breakfast came flooding back...

"Here, I made this for you. Just to show you how much I love you." I giggled, presenting a half naked Nagito a plate of bacon and eggs.

"You didn't have to do something like that for a lowly bug like me. Plus, you already proved to me how much you love me last night." he smiled at me taking the plate and shuffling back into bed. I shivered at the thought of what we did last night. Not going to lie, I enjoyed it. But, it's still not the same as what it used to be. He's always trying to take control, muttering obsessive comments, constantly playing too rough...

"This is really good (y/n)-kun! I'm so proud of you." Nagito praised interrupting my thoughts. I smiled and bowed before leaving the room and locking the door behind me silently. I then took a deep breath and bolted towards the door.

"Thank you, but...I'm not hungry." I pushed the plate away, "You eat it Nagito-Senpai, in my opinion you don't eat enough. You need-OW!"

Despite his fragile form he sure as hell packs a punch. I held my puffy cheek in my hand looking down at the ground. He slapped me...what did I do wrong this time?

"Don't tell me how much I should eat! I made it for you so you're going to eat it." Nagito growled crossing his arms. I looked up into his grey eyes. He's getting worse... Nagito's eyes had clouded over even more than usual, his breathing becoming unsteady.

"S-sorry..." I muttered. Suddenly Nagito pounced on me, his eyes clearing up a little bit. He reached out cupping my sore, flustered cheek in his hand.

"What's wrong (y/n)-kun? Here, I'll feed you myself. Open wide." he picked up a strawberry and started waving it around my face. I opened up my mouth and let him place the strawberry on my tongue. I bit into the berry letting it's juices flow through my mouth causing a smile to grow on my face. Nagito giggled like a little kid while reaching out for another berry and popping it in my mouth again.

Maybe he'll get better. I thought to myself, gazing at the albino in front of me. Maybe eventually this obsession over me will pass. Maybe he'll let me see my family and friends again. If I let him gain my trust I might be able to enjoy myself while in his company. It isn't so bad here I guess...I still love him after all. Someone's got to take care of him at least. So far from what I've seen the only food he will eat is food I've personally made myself.

"Hey, (y/n)-kun."

I snapped back to reality, "Yes, what is it Nagito-Senpai?"

"Eat this berry." he giggled, placing it in between his teeth leaning closer towards me. I smiled, gently locking my lips with his, attempting to nibble off the end of the small blackberry. He then pushed the berry into my mouth with his tongue before kissing my roughly.

Yeah...I guess all I can do now is hope ...