MORE SAD SHIT CAUSE I FOUND THIS TODAY AND I'M CRYING
Main pairing: Shuichi Saihara x Kokichi Ouma
Depressed! Shuichi
Again.
TW: Suicide, Bullying, Child Neglect
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Shuichi's shoes tapped against the steps up to the roof as he walked up them.

Shuichi was ready this time. He walked up to the rooftop and opened the door.

He took a step forward, and leaned down to remove his shoes. Before he could, however, he noticed a boy with a hat in front of him.

Shuichi walked forward and gripped the railing.

Despite himself, he shouted out.

"Hey. Don't do it please."

Shuichi froze. Why did he say that? He honestly couldn't care either way.

To be honest, he was kinda pissed. He could've done it today, but instead he had to deal with this boy.

The boy with the hat told him his woes, "You've probably heard it all before."

"I really thought that he might be the one, but he told me he was done."

Shuichi gripped the rails tightly in anger, "For God's sake please, are you serious? I just can't believe that for some stupid reason, you got here before me! Are you upset because you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything!"

The boy stared at him, mouth open slightly. He smiled and nodded, "I'm feeling better. Thank you for listening."

With that, the boy with the hat then disappeared.

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'Alright, today's the day!' Shuichi thought to himself. Or so he thought.

Just when he finished taking both his shoes off, he noticed a boy short as can be.

Despite himself, he went and screamed.

The short boy told him his woes, "You've probably heard it all before.

Everyone ignores me. Everyone steals. I don't fit in with anyone here."

Shuichi clenched his teeth in anger, "For God's sake please, are you serious? I just can't believe that for some stupid reason you got here before me! Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home! There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know?"

"I'm hungry," Said the boy, as he stood up and shed a tear.

The boy short as can be then disappeared.

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And like that, there was someone everyday.

He listened to their tale. He made them turn away.

And yet, there was no one who would do the same for Shuichi.

There was no way he could let out all this pain.

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For the very first time, Shuichi saw a boy with the same pains as him.

Having done this, time and time again, Shuichi was surprised at the boy wearing a yellow cardigan.

"I just wanna stop the scars that grow everytime that I go home. That's why I came up here instead." That's what the boy in the cardigan said.

What did Shuichi just say? He couldn't care less anyway.

But in the moment, he just screamed something he didn't believe.

"Hey, don't do it please."

Shuichi didn't know what to do. He couldn't stop this boy. Oh, this is new.

For once, Shuichi thought he might've bitten off more than he could chew. The ravenette fell to his knees and started crying.

'Please go away so I can't see!' Shuichi screamed in his head, 'Your pitiful expression is too much for me!'

The boy in the yellow cardigan turned to him, "I guess today is just not my day." He walked past Shuichi and looked away,

and then he disappeared.

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There was no one here. He guessed it was time.

It was just him.

There was no one who could interfere. No one to get in his way here.

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Shuichi dashed through the halls to meet his boyfriend, Kokichi Ouma, at the front entrance. 

He was super happy to have the boy as his boyfriend.

Shuichi stepped through the door.

It was raining outside, and multiple students were using umbrellas.

Underneath one was Rantaro Amami. He had his arm wrapped around Kokichi while he giggled. Rantaro met Shuichi's gaze and smirked.

Shuichi felt his bag fall off his arm.

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Shuichi sat down at his desk. There were multiple sentences scribbled on the desk, and a vase of spider lilies.

'Faggot!'

'You're so stupid!'

'Why are you still living?'

Shuichi wiped his tears out of his eyes.

"Aw, look!" Kaito screamed, "Shuichi's gonna cry!"

Everyone in the class started laughing hysterically, even the teacher, although it was a small giggle.

Shuichi choked back a sob.

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Shuichi walked through the front door.

His dad was sitting at the dinner table. Shuichi slowly sat down in the seat across from him.

"YOU WERE SUCH A MISTAKE!' His dad screamed, standing up with an arm outstreched, "YOU COST SO MUCH MONEY, BUT NEVER DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE ANYTHING."

Shuichi sat there, unmoving as his dad screamed more.

"NO FUCKING DINNER FOR YOU, YOU DUMB IDIOT!" His dad sent him upstairs to his room.

Shuichi went upstairs, shut the door, and leaned against it. He felt tears roll down his cheeks.

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As he took off his yellow cardigan, he acidentally grazed the bandages around his wrists.

He took his hat off and set it on his cardigan and set them both next to his shoes.

He climbed over the railing and stood there, enjoying the wind rushing around his face for a moment.

This petite boy, short as can be, is gonna jump now, and be free.

Did I make you cry?