All dedicated to my best friend Ammara4897 *gives her all hope bagels*

Kuzumi whimpers in her sleep dreaming of Mondo, but the dream was more a nightmare.....a nightmare that enduced despair.

Kuzumi's Pov

I find myself in a classroom that looked familiar but nothing I could remember, I try recall where ive seen the classroom but came up with nothing......it must have been related to the past Killing game.....how do I know about another killing game? It still makes me wonder what exactly I experienced in my time during the other killing game? Did I survive by killing? I shake not wanting to except that reality.  I see appear across the room with his arms outstretched "Kuzumi....l....." I cry slightly just seeing and run full sprint into his arms he holds me close just like he used to, I sob into his jacket for a few moments when something drips onto my hand, I look at it and recognized what it was immediately.......Butter! I look up and see Mondo slowly melting as if to torture me into watching, I try to look away and find that im not able to "Kuzumi........I lo-" he was able to get out before he falls into the puddle of butter. I scream his name one last time crying before the nightmare changed.

I stand in the Physics lab (another thing I remember somehow without having any prior knowledge) "Taka!" I screamed warning him knowing something would happen after dreaming of Mondo. Someone appears behind him brandishing a weapon, a hammer, and he swings it to make a direct contact with his head killing him instantly, he falls dead onto the floor. I cry "No!!!! Taka!!!!!" The killer disappears leaving me to sit crying, I fall to me knees and sob into my hands. I look up and see Taka dead and the blood spills from the wound, first slowly and then it begins to flow like a raging river as it beings to pool. I was horrified and ran to the door, it disappears and the blood reaches my knees, I cry as the blood gets to my waist and soon my neck, before the blood envelopes my entire body I hear Monokuma's laugh......and then I woke up.

-Dream sequence end-

"No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I wake up in a cold sweat, I wipe the tears away and slipped on my shoes amd ran to the beach (unknown to me Nagito heard my scream and went looking for me) I find a tree and punch it a few times trying to keep my mind off of what ive just seen in my dream and then some hand blocks my punch I immediately notice its Nekomaru "Nekomaru sensei..." I let my hand fall and shake it a few times he asks me "Kuzumi, why are you letting out your frustration on the tree? It will only hurt yourself" I shook my head "It's not frustration....It's pain...And self-anger." He understood and tried his best to ask without opening old wounds "About Mondo?" I nodded "...And Taka too. And going through this Killing Game a second time....Isn't helping anything..." he trys to make me happy by saying "Yeah but you cant let that eat you up they would want you to survive" I smiled, as it help a bit but I frowned.

"...Sometimes, I can't be strong. And right now...is one of them." He knows exactly what might help and raises his hand "Then you show me some spirit! Hit me" I punch him and cringed in pain as my hand still hurt from punching the tree, he screams "Harder! I want to here your war cry!" I hit harder ignoring the pain as I remember Mondo turning into butter before her eyes "why?" I cry punching him again with even more strength, I see Taka being killed and laying dead on the floor "why? Why them?! Dammit!" He screams trying to get me to rid all of my sadness into the punches "You have to fight for them! As they would want you too!" I jump back and charge at him throwing a full force blow to his hand, he is pushed back honestly surpried as I cry "It's just not fair! I was happy with them!!!" He crys with anger "Then dont let Monokuma take anyone else!" I spar with Nekomaru and he allows blows to go past his defense so I can vent.

He laughs "Thats more like it!" And I smiled stopping out of energy falling forward, he catches me and set me down "ok thats enough for now" he leaves me to myself knowing I would be ok (I realized later he was leaving me to talk with Nagito). Nagito walks to me and says my name "Nagito...What are you doing here?" He sits next to me and says his reason "I heard you scream and I went looking for you" I gave him a smile to let him know im ok "I'm fine. It was just a nightmare." He smiles and hugs me "its ok im here" I blushed and hugged back. He holds me close to him and he rocks me gently, I fall asleep moments later.

3rd person pov

Nagito pickw her up gently and takes her to her cottage, she clings to him as he walks opening the door and walks to the bed, he lays her down but she clings to her refusing to let go. He smiles and lays down with her in his arms holding close to his chest keeping her warm. He kisses her forehead and smiles "I love you" he falls asleep next to her.

-the next day- Kuzumi's Pov

I wake up knowing Nagito took to my cottage and was wanting to thank him but couldn't find him in my bed "Nagito?" I rans in search for him and saw Nekomaru "Nekomaru! Have you seen Nagito?" He acts a bit nervous but I assumed he had to use the restroom like he talks about all the time "I think i saw him at the resturant" I thank him and run to the restaurant getting worried. I find everyone gathered eating like we do every morning except for Nagito, I frown looking down. Hajime takes notice and walks up to me "Kuzumi?" I sniffle "Hajime......" he frowns and looks like he knows something "Kuzumi.....follow me mm please" I follow him.

We walks to the old building and opened the door to the dining hall, revealing Nagito tied up on the floor. I gasp "Nagito!" He looks up and smiles trying to make a joke to drive away from his situation "Kuzumi I would hug you but my hands are kinda tied at the moment" I was angry why would anyone tie him up? I ask him "Nagito...Who tied you up?" He answers clearly "Nekomaru and the rest, they think im dangerous" I couldn't respond for a moment, why? He did try to hurt someone before the first trial but he wouldn't kill anyone! He knows it would hurt me beyond belief and I trusted him, more then anyone else! I pull out some food I kept from the hotel restaurant "Here, eat this. You need your strength." He eats it slowly and thanks me. I nod smiling "You'd do the same for me...And don't worry...I'll sort this out"

-Hotel Restaurant-

I had Kazuichi in a headlock "What the hell were you THINKING?! Tying Nagito up? That's not gonna help us at all! Don't you understand? Us doubting each other like this is what Monokuma wants! We let him win and...Despair wins! I...I don't know why, but you've all got to trust me on this! This is...exactly like what happened last time!" he coughs trying to fight my hold "Im.......sorry" I let him go leave frustrated, I couldnt remember anything past the death of Taka and Mondo "Im......sorry!D*** it!!!!! Why can't I remember?!" I sit at the beach for a while and with a few minutes of thought and decided to tell everyone what I remember. I found Hajime and told him what I wanted "Hajime...I need you to do me a favor. Gather everyone at the Hotel Restaurant. I...have to tell everyone something important. I'll fill Nagito in later." He nods and walked to gather everyone

I wait a for them and think to myself (AN: What a wonderful world XD) "I...have to tell them...if I don't...they won't believe me...So I'll tell them...Everything I remember." Moments later everyone waited for what I had to say, some interested bjt other just wanted to get this over "As I've told you guys before...I've went through Monokuma's Killing Game before. I...don't know how, when, or why...But I did. I don't remember much about it, but...The first trial...One of my friends stabbed another. Just like Teruteru did with Byakuya. And yes, he was executed too. Baseballs were pelted at him at high speeds until he died. And...the second murder cost me a good friend. And the one who murdered that friend...Was Mondo." I cried at the memory "And you already know how I lost him. Turned into butter. The last thing I remember...Was another friend dead and...Taka, lying in a pool of his own blood. So you see...It's not a game at all. I don't care...if we remain on this island for the rest of our lives...But...I'm begging you all...Please...No more...No more killings! I just...can't take this anymore!" I break down crying"This pain....and despair...No more...Please...I'm...begging you..." I cried into my hands.

Everyone was silent taking in all the feelings in the words I said, I hug myself crying "no more" Hiyoko makes a rude comment "And that kind of attitude will get her killed!"she smirks. Hajime trys to ease my pain but I couldn't stop my crying.

Monokuma appears "Puhuhuhu! It's amazing what nightmares can do!" Hajime looked at the bear and asks "Nightmares?" He acts proud of his accomplishments as he does a little dance "Why else would she be talking like this? Those nightmares she's had...Are based off the memories she told you about now! Mondo turning into butter right in front of her...And Taka dying a painful death before she could do something about it! Puhuhuhu! Such despair! Unworthy of the Ultimate Supporter! But worthy to despair to take root into her" everyone was silent, I stood not saying anything walking back to the old building and lays next to Nagito trying to fall alseep and thought "I don't want...to do this.....anymore...Please...someone...anyone...rescue me..." a name suddenly comes to mind and she mutters it without knowing "Ginji..."