Hey.

It's gotten quite bad, hasn't it?

I'm so sorry. I know an apology isn't good enough, but it's all I can give. I feel terrible, like I've just abandoned this book and all the people who trusted me to make a request. I feel like I've let everyone down. I don't think anyone understands how sorry i actually am.

And it's ridiculous. It's a fucking book. Why do I feel so shitty and like I've failed people over a book? Like. It's not fair on you lot.

I haven't forgotten that people have made requests. I have actually started turning people down who have made requests now as I've stated that the requests are closed, and there's already so many people I've disappointed. I will happily take requests back on if I reopen Requests, but please. Just don't request anything at the moment.

I literally now have requests from people who have been waiting a year.

A.
Year.

I hate how bad I let my updating situation get, and this is 100% an overreaction. But I feel sick at how bad this has turned out.

I don't even really have an explanation, but updates won't be happening frequently in the future as I start my exams this school year. School has to take priority for me, I'm Sorry, but I am going to try and post again.

I know, it's promise after promise of "I'll post again", but I'll force myself to write something by the end of the month. It may be short, it may be shit, it may not get any reads at all.  But at least I've tried to continue this book.

I will get onto requests. These are ones I remember taking on. If yours isn't here but I have confirmed that i will do your request, which is an important part, don't hesitate to let me know. Bare in mind, it's been a year for some people, so I don't remember every single request I've ever been given.

Just to clarify I put username and then the actual request person, just so people aren't confused haha.

I also have a Gonta Gokuharu one from princess of echoes, or a username similar to that. I think I'll probably start with the Gonta one, because the requester actually did something for me, so I feel like I owe it to them even more so than ever.

I'm sorry to have let anyone down, or to have disappointed anyone, but the amount of support this book has amazes me. You're all insanely kind, thank you for sticking with my god-awful update schedule, and thank you for still believing in me.

Also thank you for 12k reads. Especially after closing requests, i never thought id make it anywhere near that number. It's crazy, and it means a lot, and it's inspiring me to keep this book going for you all.

Thank you for everything, but I should probably start writing if I've given myself to the end of the month.

Stay strong, and hopefully I'll be able to post something that isn't an apology soon. Love you all so much.

~Paige xx

(Edited because I couldn't fucking count how many months were between March and July)