I did not know what to say if I told him the truth - because I got up at night for the kitchen and I hit the wall - I told him that lying looked at me serious....

I went to the room where krisia sleeps, which is my sister's, but when I entered my sister's room, krisia was not in bed but she came in and I saw her on the floor. She slept where she looked beautiful as if she were an angel. look with very cute tenderness of me if because I am always serious with her I lifted her up and put her in bed I got up from the bed but krisia's hand grabbed me I started to cry I had what I desia i was something that left me paralyzed - do not leave me Marcos please do not leave me I'll stop you because anthony opened the door-ahah here these as breakfast Marcos _ look at him wrong -  your going to do your breakfast anyhony I'm not your slave so  starts up doing your breakfast...

I got up and went straight to the kitchen to make breakfast for me and krisia so I made a pancake with strawberry pedasos I went straight to the room and saw Anthony about to kiss her so I interrupted him -ehem- he looked at me badly he left the Fourth where krisia eataba walk to where I was krisia began to wake up but it did not work until I had no choice but to wet it with cold water or ice I went to the fridge took a glass of cold water and went to the room walking to kneel I grabbed some cold water with my hand and I scratched it on my face and started to move so I did not have another choice and I did this .....

I do that and lift her saying - krisia get up that you have a date with me - I told her that I saw her blinking eyes open twice so I look at you with a sleepy eyes look at her with some tenderness - what happened Marcos because I got up - me She said with a tender voice that I liked her so I told her - you have to have breakfast ok - she got up and walked to the bathroom so I got up but I was curious about the krisia notebook that always took her everywhere and grabbed her I began to read it and I was surprised by something that I never expected and the only thing I said was "I want to die, I can not stand it" "Nobody loves me, they hate me for not having a normal life" "I want to kill myself" "I want to kill myself but I can not because I love Marcos so much "" I can not stop loving him but I have to leave him he will never love a 13 year old girl better is to leave his life "