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I sat on the couch, watching nothing but Toddlers and Tiaras.

"How the hell do you watch that?" Connor shouted from afar. I laughed. I met Connor while I was exploring the pack house earlier today, and challenged him to a game of Mario Kart. Oh and I won by the way.

I'd grown to like him. We had a lot in common and he was like an older brother to me. We could crack nasty jokes at eachother and keep laughing no matter what was said.

"Human toddlers are just so . . . I don't even know. Plus their moms are crazy!" I retorted as I watched a girl pop up with a glitzy pink dress.

"It just ain't right." Connor replied while rubbing his blond hair. I learned he was the brother of Tyler's beta, Jared, and was third in command.

I chuckled and noted it was getting darker. Through the door burst a couple guys and that sexy man child known as my mate and their Alpha. He seemed as if he was thinking about something. His eyes never left the ground, but after a second they found mine. Studying him, I wondered what he was thinking about.

He didn't seem angry. Just plain out confused. He scanned over my face plenty of times as if something wasn't right. I raised my eye brows. I was about to ask him what he was doing but he was greeted by some other male wolves.

"Alpha, we have news from the bordering pack." A guy named Jared said before his eyes scanned on me. They stayed on me a little longer than I would have liked, making me feel oddly uncomfortable. A small part of me felt disappointed that Tyler didn't say anything or growl at him possessively. I frowned at myself, feeling like I was being way too needy.

Did he finally realize I wasn't worth his time? 

I forced my eyes away from his blue ones and stared at the screen. No longer did the prissy little girls and crazy mothers on the TV interest me. Instead, I turned off the TV and traveled upstairs, feeling awkward.

Each step I felt my wolf stir.

[What's wrong?] I asked her.

[Something is off.] She replied.

[Yeah, I feel it too. What was up with Tyler?] I asked her. I felt her sigh in annoyance. [I don't know and I hate that he might know something that we don't. Right now, I feel like  . . .  something is waiting us.] My wolf replied.

[ I feel distracted. Maybe we-] At my last words, I entered the door, only to be warned by my wolf. I sidestepped as the door came slamming behind me.

I glanced up to see the Beta, Jared. "Er . . . hi?" I said with a forced smile. Ugh, what did douche-face Beta want? His eyes greedily scanned my body, making me feel uncomfortable.

"It's come to my attention that . . . well . . . you are unmarked." He said, a smirk tugging at his lips. I sighed dramatically.

"Because I belong to no one," I retorted. His smile stayed and he started to growl lowly. I had heard it before. It was a male growl that showed he was showing what was his. I backed up against the door, wanting to put as much space as I could between me and him.

"Doll-face . . . well, Raggedy Anne more like, quit the tough guy act."  I snapped. He stepped forward and stood my ground. I was a famous rogue beeyotch. Try and take me.

All my confidence faded once he grabbed my wrist. My body went weak at once.  What . . ? What could have been doing that to me? I had no time to think about it as I was pushed onto the bed. I tried to even shift into my wolf, but I couldn't force my bones to shift. I was way too weak and tired. I tried to squirm, but my limbs felt like noodles.

What did he have that was making me feel so weak? I began to panic.

He got close to my neck, and licked it deviously. "Don't  . . . touch me. . " I whispered hoarsely.

Suddenly, the sharpest thing I had ever felt dug down into my neck. Immediately, pain filled me and a cry of pain left me as it stung and felt like fire burning through my veins. I let out a muffled scream

He was about to lift my shirt, but the door was crashing open. I smelled a little. Connor! He seemed pissed and immediately ran to my side to get Jared off me. Without thinking, I cupped my neck as blaring pain seared throughout my being. My body was trying to reject Jared's mark on me, for he wasn't my soulmate and my system knew it.

A huge weight was lifted off me and I felt power slowly seeping back into me.  I gasped as the pain intensified and forced my tired eyes open.

I glanced on the ground to see Jared on top of Connor, his large frame out weighing Connors. He was constantly punching his face, making my inner sister come out and feel protective. "Stop!" I shouted/

I flew off the bed and started to tackle Jarod, leaving Connor to get up. We rolled on the floor a ways before Jared got off me in an instant.

"WHAT IS THIS?!?!?!" I heard that husky voice with a large tint of anger.

I turned to see Tyler. It looked awful from his point of view. Connor was on the ground as was I and Jarod.

"Alpha, I saw Connor trying to sexually force your mate into pleasing him." A voice said behind me. I turned, more than flabbergasted at his lie. Connor was about to speak but he was still panting.

"Tyler no! That's not-" But before I could say anything, a panicked Connor was picked off the ground and thrown towards the window with a great amount of speed. The window clashed as his figure hit and went through.

"No!" I screamed as I ran to window. Connor landed on the ground like a sack of potatoes. He didn't get up.

"You son of a bitch!" I screamed at both of them. Tyler looked at me shocked but with anger clouding his vision. Immediately, my wolfen claws extended and on instinct, I ran at Jarod with all my might.

I was a hair away when Tyler grabbed my arm and held me back. "I'll kill you for this!" I screamed at him. Tyler was holding me back and trying to talk to me, but it was cloudy. My neck felt numb as did my body.

"Shh, it's ok now." Tyler whispered in my ear. I elbowed him in the ribs, making him stumble back.

"You shithead no it's not!" I screamed and kicked him right where the sun don't shine.

He doubled over before I ran to the window and impulsively jumped out, a few shards of glass flying with me. I was shocked tears weren't flying down my face, but by now I felt totally numb. I landed with an 'oomph' and ran to Connor's unmoving body.

"Raven . . . he'll never stop . . or . . Jared wants to replace . ." I heard him before his eyes rolled to the back of his head and his breathing became ragged. I had known him for a short while but he was the only one here that didn't make me want to rip out all of my hair. feeling. Without thinking, my clothes tore and my white wolf had surfaced. I let out an anguished short howl.

Swiftly, I ran through the pack house and raced up the stairs, my paws thudding with each step. I saw Jarod and Tyler talking, Jarod slightly smiling. My snarl interrupted them. They turned to me, shock and fury written in each pair of eyes.

"Raven . . ." Tyler warned in a deep voice. At my name, my body was feeling numb and pained. I had to assume that my body was still in the phase of rejecting Jared's bite. I neared Jared, slowly walking with each step. I was now in front of him, at least to centimeters away. Again I was feeling weak and tired. But I am me, and I refuse to leave without my last word in.

A low warning growl left my lips as I watched Jarod's sick face. "Raven!" Tyler hissed. I glared at him. I was angry and felt betrayed. If I was to stay, that meant I was Luna. And Jarod had just lied and tried to fucking mark me. He did and it was burning and hurt.

I ran outside but stopped as something sharp hit my haunches. I stared back at it and saw Tyler standing there, a needle in his hand that connected to my back. The world around me spun and I felt the world blacken in front of me.

--

Sounds and brightness came around me. It all did. The events that happened not too long ago. Jarod marking me, the weakness I felt when he neared me, Connor being accused, and Tyler throwing him out a window. Immediately my eyes shot open. I was in this dumbass bedroom. Angrily, I threw my covers off.

I got up, feeling sore and tired and very pissed. Not good to piss off a female rogue. I glanced to my right before picking up a lamp. I stared at it then threw it at the wall far from me, enjoying it's hard shatter. I began to feel red, not see it, but feel it. It was an odd feeling of rage, but I didn't dare brush it off. 

I grabbed the alarm clock and chucked it at the wall aside from me.

Unknowingly, I grabbed the dresser and threw it across the room. It made an ear splitting sound as the wood crunched in two. Everything I saw, I grabbed and broke. I threw things everywhere. Nearly everything was destroyed within a matter of seconds. I was so angry.

I stared at the bed before snarling and flipping it, making it hit the wall and leave a crack. Sweat enveloped me as the door slammed open. I saw the one and only Tyler standing there, anger clearly written on his face.

"What is this?" He growled out lowly.

"What the fuck does it look like? Does it take a genius to figure out that your room is destroyed? It obviously takes one to learn the facts!" I said as I grabbed a shoe from the ground and chucked it at wall, causing it to crack. I stared at it for the longest time. I was that crack. Something unplanned for at hit me hard enough to cause a gape, forever marking my flaws. I gave myself a pitiful laugh for trying to be so theoretical. 

"How could you?" I whispered as I turned to face him.

"Connor was trying-"

"Connor did nothing! That slum was about to rape me!" I screamed.

"Slum being Connor," Tyler huffed. I moved my hair to show my now marked neck, it was swollen and bloody. 

"That slum being your bastard ass Beta. He force marked me and it hurt. Connor came in and tried to help me!" I screamed. Tyler glared at the mark then to me.

My eyes widened and hurt was my new  feeling.

"You don't believe me," I said, and it wasn't a question.

"I've known Jared my whole life, and you're a rogue so-" I raised my fist to smack him, but stopped midway. I was just going to be THAT rogue all my life.

"Fine. It's okay. I wasn't ever planning on staying anyways." I spat out viciously as I trudged on past him, tears brimming my eyes. He didn't try to stop me. I begrudgingly traveled down the stairs and into the kitchen.  On my way out, Jared ran smack dab into me. That familiar helplessness filled me. My body felt weak and I nearly slumped to the ground.

"Fuck you." I grit out, holding onto the counter to keep from stumbling. Jared evilly smiled and crouched down before moving my hair.

"Alright, mate, you're mine now. Tell anyone different and I'll rip you to shreds." He replied and left. He lightly stroked my cheek with his calloused hands, but I jerked my head away in disgust. He chuckled, got up, and went upstairs. My strength came back the moment he left. I crawled and got up before searching downstairs for any sign of a living Connor.

"Luna!" I heard someone shout. "Not anymore hun. Where's Connor?" I yipped. The girl stared at me.

"He's in the next room to the right-" Before she could finish, I ran to the hall and made a sharp turn. I quickly opened the door. I saw a cot and a damaged figure laying in it. I covered my mouth as I cautiously walked up to him.

His eyes were closed and an IV was hooked up to him, along with a blood bag hanging from a metal thingy. A long and thick blue tube was attached to his mouth.

I closed my eyes hard and re opened them. Everything I start to care about, it taints slowly.

"He's in a coma." I heard someone say. I turned to see Tyler standing there, disgust on his face as he looked at Connor.

I glared daggers at him. "Thanks to a certain someone." I muttered, knowing all too well he could hear me.

"I did what I had to do to protect my mate." He growled.

"Don't give me that, you did the wrong thing! You know nothing about what really happened and your far too prideful and fucking conceited to know what really happened. You see the mark. It fucking burns. You don't believe your own mate, therefor making you an awful one." I hissed venomously.

"You and Connor had been hanging out more and more recently, so of course I'd think-"

"So your jealousy is the reason you won't even listen to me?" I hissed.

"Of course not!"

"Well clearly it is!"

"You're a rogue, and your kind is not known to be trusted!" 

I froze and felt my anger rise once more. 

I heard his growl from behind. Angrily, I stormed out past him before his hand grabbed mine. I ignored the sparks.

"Don't walk away from me."

"Don't touch me." I retorted before walking out. Immediately, I ran into packmate, Cayde.

"What happened, the other day when your shit head Alpha had to leave?" I asked, my voice dripping with anger. I glanced back at the door where I just left, knowing well enough Tyler could hear me. 

"We had rogues on the border. They wouldn't leave so we got orders to finish them." He said and walked away. I snarled. Rogues, I felt, were my people. Like I had to protect them. Like they were my own private kingdom and they were mine to protect.

I opened the door again to see Tyler near Connor. He glared at me.

"What did you do to those rogues on the border?" I asked lowly.

"Well we did what we had to do," He replied confused.

"Meaning you killed them," I spat out. He nodded. "They got what they deserved." He snarled.

"Is that what all rogues you believe should receive?" I growled. His eyes stayed burning holes into mine.

"Some, yes." he replied. "So if I weren't your mate, you'd kill me." I tested. He slowly looked at me.

"I don't know." he replied. "You are the worst." I hissed out.

He snarled and grabbed me by both arms.

"I do whatever I can to protect this pack and you!"

"You're doing the wrong thing!! Not all rogues are bad!" I screeched.

Tyler looked me up and down before snorting. "Wish I could say the same."

My wolf howled in pain at his words. I bit my lip, afraid if I spoke tears would fly out. I nodded before walking out of the room and going outside.

"No, I didn't mean-"

But I left.

Fresh air hit my lungs. All of it was coming back. I couldn't except it. None of it. His words had cut deep. Then he poured salt on it and made it worse.

I kept running, and didn't stop.

Oh my.

Pic of Connor on the side --->>

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