So I decided I won't exactly write a restricted chapter. 

I will make it preservative

ALSO

I apologize if I used "Madison" instead of "Madilyn" totally my fault sorry about that guys but I'm sticking with Madilyn!!

HOWEVER - for those who voted yes, at the end of the book, there may be a lil something something. Just an update. 

CAUTION :  LOTS OF CUSS WORDS IN THIS CHAPTER

"Holy fucking shit," I whispered.

"What- Oh my God . . " Tyler whispered, putting his head in his hands. 

"Rosaline? That's . . . I . . " For once it seemed Blake was so dumbfounded he just had nothing to say. Which was both a relief and a worry.

"You guys know her?" I asked, looking behind me to see them looming over the couch Cayde and I sat on, Tyler across from us. 

"She often came down to visit. Sweet as apple pie with a tongue like a branding iron," Anna said, bringing her hand to her forhead.

"We have got to go down there Tyler!" I immediately hissed, standing up and already thinking of shifting and running to Arizona.

That was why I'd felt the strange connection between me and the girl. She was my niece. I wonder if Kate knows . . Then again I doubt she would or else she never would've given Jarod the spell for Madilyn.

"I agree with this, but at the same the pack could be left vulnerable again without us.  I'll go. And I'll bring her here along with my cousin Hanna and Victor." He replied. I clenched my knuckles. But he was right. It'd be too dangerous if I went, I could be easily targeted by someone. And the pack needed guidance.  Granted I was nervous about guiding the pack again. Last time I managed when Tyler was in his coma for a few weeks, but that was different. I was mentally broken.

"Could you guys give us a minute?" Tyler asked, standing up and towering over me. The four nodded silently before walking. But not before Dylan sent me a wink, causing my face to heat up only a tad. As we heard the door close, I awaited Tyler to speak.

"Why are you so afraid of leading the pack again?"

"Afraid? I'm not afrad."

"Raven, your eyes betray your mouth."

I let out a sigh, flopping onto the couch. Tyler slowly walked over, joining me. He quickly put his right arm on the top of the couch cushions, and with this other, lightly tugged me into his side. I let out another deep sigh as I laid on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. A heartbeat that I never even wanted to think about not beating.

"When you were out, I just . . I'm not sure I was really in . . . agh, Jesus fuck I can't even speak!" I hissed, growing irritated. I crossed my arms as I heard his deep chuckle.

"I understand being nervous, Raven. I'm young. 23, and your 21. I recieved the pack early, just beginning my 18th year. I understand your nerves. But you've done a great job already, and the pack looks up to you. Although you didn't get to complete the bond with them, they know you'll go through great lengths to keep them safe," He said, rubbing comforting circles on my lower back.

"Exactly. They look up to me. If I make a mistake . . . make the wrong call or, say the wrong thing, the pack will-"

"The pack will understand. As the humans say, we're only human, it's like that for us in a way," He said, making me laugh for a second. "My point is, no one is perfect. And that's ok. Yet as we are Alpha and Luna, we must make it a personal goal to make as little mistakes as possible. Everyone messes up, Raven, and I have too," He said, placing a feather light kiss on my head, then leaning his chin on my head. 

"I suppose. What if Brent finds you then? And he takes you and he . . and he does stuff to you like before?"

"That won't happen. I'll take a few packmates with me. Blake, Cayde, Asher, and maybe that Seraphina girl."

"That still doesn't garuntee your damn safety ya know," I replied, somewhat aggitated. 

"I know that. But you have to have faith in me that I'll retrive her swiftly and safely along with her . . uh . . parents," He stamemered on the last part.

"But in all honesty, I also don't want you to leave," I murmured. God feelings are so fucking stupid, but here they are, kicking in hard. 

"Raven . ." he mumbled. I looked up, craning my neck to see him staring at me with his eyes swirling into darkness. I closed my eyes, feeling his lips against my mine in an instant. It wasn't a crazy hunger we had. But it was slow, passionate, and it said much more than words at the moment. 

I don't want him to leave. I want it to be like this. Just me and him. On this couch, sucking face forever. I wanted to hang out with Dylan and Anna without the fear of us getting attacked by my brother whom I believed for the past years was dead - who is now also a crazy psyco with a kid he somehow found out about.

And then the question remained.

Was I ever going to have my happy ending?

-

"Be safe, please God for my sanity. And call me when you land!" I whispered as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He smiled.

"I'll be back before you go to sleep tonight baby," He whispered in my ear as he neared his car. Dylan walked up to my side, looking as downtrodden as I was when her mate climbed into the front seat. Anna was at Mike's side, talking to him through the rolled down car window.

"This sucks ass," Dylan whined.

"Big fat ass," I replied.

The black escalade began to slowly descend, leaving the three of us behind.  Wait. I was so not ready. I needed to see him again. One last time.

Suddenly a huge burst of adrenaline shot through me, and my feet thought before I did. I took off onto the grass where the car was parked and begining to leave.

"Wait! Wait!" I called as I pumped my fist. Sorrow surged through me as they couldn't hear me, and they began to take off.

To my shock and relief, the huge black car stopped abruptly as I ran to the passenger side without hesitation, Tyler got out, his eyes wide as he slammed the door. Our eyes met before I wrapped my arms around his neck, and slammed my lips against his. It was rough for a second before we let go.

"I love you," I whimpered in the crook of his neck. He sucked in a sharp breath.

"Raven, you know, you make it really hard for me to have to leave you," He said with a chuckle. I laughed before he set me down. I studied his face, and realized that maybe this was the last time I would ever see him. So I took a good look.

"I love you too baby," he replied with a lazy smile. That alone brightened my day. I brought my hands to his face and embraced him in our last hungry kiss. His tongue dove into my mouth, but I wasn't doing any complaining.

"Get a room!" Dylan shouted 20 feet behind us with Anna giggling. I laughed and broke away from our kiss.

Tyler's POV***

Before Raven backed away from our lip lock, Dylan shouted from afar, "Get a room!" With Anna snickering behind her. I set her down to see her laughing.

"See you tonight," She said, her eyes twinkling. For some reason, the glint in her eyes and the purr of her wolf told me that those three words meant something more than she was letting off. I lightly smirked, and bit my lip to hide my wolf's excitement. With that, we parted and I climbed back into the car, watching her race back to Dylan and Anna. I rolled up the window, wishing I had Raven in my arms.

"Dude, you are so whipped," Blake snickered, Mike laughing along side him. Asher stayed silent as usual, continuing to drive us to the airport. 

"I don't expect you to understand," I retorted with a smirk.

"This is true," Asher added.

"You just wait Blake. One day, you'll know how it feels to have to follow their every command without question," Mike chimed.

"Please, I don't need a mate," Blake said quietly. His eyes looked out the window, and secretly I could tell he was keeping something from us. But whatever it was, it wasn't important enough to bring it up. Cayde snorted, his eyes hatefully glaring at Blake. Jesus what was their issue?

"Are we really coming back tonight?" Cayde asked from the back, playing on his phone and averting his heated glare away from Blake.

"I really fucking hope so," I replied, leaning my head against the chair.

"Raven'll kick your ass if you don't," Mike said with a grin. Blake started to laugh.

"I'd hate to piss her off. She'd probably kill me in my sleep!" He exclaimed, making us laugh.

"I don't doubt that," I replied.

I was the luckiest man on the earth to have her as a mate. 

All I could do now was love her like I knew I could. However there was more. I had to protect her from her scathing brother, and the guilt that used to haunt her every day of her family's death. After this was over. And I mean, all over, Raven would finally be given the life she deserved and wanted. And I had the ability to give her such things. I just hoped I could provide for her the way I planned without getting any of us killed.

Raven's POV***

"What the actual shit is this?" Dylan asked the woman at the counter, who's eyes were wide as saucers. Dylan took the hint that when Tyler got back that eventually I would want to complete the mating bond. So, instead of talking about it, she and Anna took me to a lingerie store. And a nice guest acompanied us. Seraphina.

Her contact brown eyes rolled as she crossed her arms and looked like she had something better to do.

Anna's innocent face was beat red the whole time Dylan would hold up a strange garment.

Dylan was now holding what seemed like a bundle of strings.

"Well, here at Kinky's Caress, we call it the Strangler," The old woman said as she obvserived the strings.

"Oh! I see it now, thank you!" Dylan said before joining us, and throwing it into a random drawer from which it came.

"This is stupid," Seraphina complained.

"Nobody asked you to come,"I growled. 

"Dylan did," Seraphina retorted with a smirk. This little shit was pissing me off. 

"Hey, no fighitng children. Mama has arrived!" Dylan said, holding up something new as Anna cowered behind a manequinne, shying her eyes away from all the sinful articles of clothing.

It was a black lacy bra, with a matching thong that was hidden under a 6 inch skirt that would never cover up my ass, along with stalkings attached to the "skirt"

"At least it's not like the nurse costume," Anna whispered in my ear. I laughed before taking it from Dylan's arms.

"I'll be back,"I said as I went to find a dressing room.

"That's unfortunate," Seraphina grit out with a blank look. I growled at her before closing the door.

"Ouch! God dammt!" I muttered as I struggled to get the damn bottoms on. After ten minutes of struggling, I just sat on the floor with half of my ass out. I took one last deep breath before I found the strength to put it on right.

"My great aunt can put on a Depends diaper faster than you could put on a bra and stockings!" Dylan shouted while pounding on the door. I frowned before opening it to the three.

"Oh damn, you look good!" Dylan shrieked. I giggled. I wasn't one for lingerie, but considering I once went naked in front of some of Tyler's pack once, I wasn't that shy anymore.

"Whatever," Seraphina said dismissively.

"Pretty!" Anna exclaimed, although it came out forced and awkward.

"I say you get it," Dylan said with her hands on her hips. I grinned and nodded. God I hope I don't do something stupid when I wear this in front of Tyler. Oh god what if he thinks I'm like a tryhard? Or it doesn't look good on me!?

That would suck.

And so we bought the sexy attire and left the store. Anna never seemed more relieved and Seraphina still had that same bored expression, making me want to rip off her face or singe her eyebrows. Because I honestly believe she'd be very ugly without those brows.

QOTD : Kiss, Kill and Be Related to:

(Your options are Asher, Tyler, Connor)

EXAMPLE : I'd kiss Connor, Kill Tyler and be related to Asher. 

Thoughts on this one?

VOte? CoMmEnT?

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