Learning to trust somebody is hard. 

So hard.

Why is that?

We people just hurt each other so much, I don't think we know how to TRUST others.

Trust is a difficulty in my life, God.

Because everyone I trusted seemed to hurt me in some way...

But not You.

God, You never me. 

You are very patient with me.

And patient with me.

God...I want to trust You.

It hurts knowing that I slip up and I'm not where I want to be.

I want to trust You

But fears take that away.

I want to trust YOU

But I seem to watch it slip.

God...You have been so good to me.

So protecting over me.

So loving to me!

How can I not trust you?!

I want to though....I'm learning to trust You.

I'm learning to lean on You, Lord

Because I can't trust myself.

I fail.

I slip.

But God, You hold me in Your righteous right hand.

So I will get back up...

And trust in You.