God has me
Surely he does.
I mean,
Why else would I be fighting;
Battling the voices in my head?
God must have me
Each day he tells me so.
"Keep going, Don't give up."
Through the lips of my family;
Spiritual and blood wise.
God must have me
Because just the thought of 
Slandering him,
With these thoughts in my head,
Satan's lies playing ping pong,
Makes me sick to my stomach.
God, you must have me.
I want to continue on with you.
Glorify You Jesus with all I do.
God has me.
That's the reason I fight.
The reason I keep going because Lord
Without you I. Am. Nothing.
So You must have me.
You have me Lord.
Take me Lord.
Take my heart
And don't give it back.
I will only shatter it in the end
But You restore it.
You Have me Father.
I am Yours.
Please don't leave me.
Don't let me give in to the thoughts.
I don't claim them
They are not mine!
I am Yours Father in Heaven!
Yahweh, I know...I know...
You have me.
Surely You do.
So help me stop worrying,
Stop freaking,
Stop trying to prove something
Out of my control.
And just trust You Lord.
Because You have me.
God has me.
Let me never forget that my God.