"I wish i could take it back."
(*Dan x Reader*)
Dan's POV
There he sat, in his room, dark and alone. He curled into a ball, and leaned against a dresser. His phone sat beside him, all the messages from him, no responses. He felt terrible, he tried to dry the tears, but they just kept falling. He looked down at the phone, at the last message he sent, it read;"I wish i could take it all back. I'm so sorry, Y/N. I didn't mean any of it!"
The tears fell faster now, he was telling the truth, he didn't mean any of it. He recalled what had happened, only a day ago.~
"I'm going out for a bit, Y/N! I'll see you!" He called out, "Bye! I love you, and don't come back too drunk!" You yelled back with a giggle. You sighed, worrying about Dan, he got weird if he was too drunk; He would get angry when he was drunk. You shook the feeling of dread, and sat on the couch, and put a random TV show on in the background for noise, and began scrolling around Tumblr.
After a few hours, you looked to the clock, it read *10:00PM*, "Dan should be home." You said to yourself. You heard a loud thump, and a "Fuck!" come from outside, "There he is" You said, he opened the door, and stumbled in, completely wasted. He was smirking, and you saw a red on his lips, jaw and neck. Another woman's lipstick. You felt your breath hitch, and you went over to Dan. "Dan? You okay, hun?" You asked, "I'm f-fine!" He slurred. "Have a good time?" You asked, now getting angry, if he slept with another woman, you were going to slap him silly.
"I had a great time!" He said, and stumbled it to the lounge and sat on the couch. "You must have had a good time, considering you were making out with some random chick!" You yelled, finally letting go and yelling at him. He stood up, and pretended to be shocked and offended. "What are you talking about!?" He asked, "Cut the shit, Dan! I can see the marks on your neck, and the lipstick on you face!" You yelled, his face drained of color. "I would never do that!" He shouted, "And i am disgusted that you would accuse me of cheating on you!" He added.
"Dan! There's evidence you fucking idiot!" You yelled, tears starting to fall. "How dare you!? I simply went out, had a few drinks, and nothing more!" He yelled back, getting angry now. "Dan, please...don't lie to me. Just tell me the truth.." You said, tears streaming down you face. He was angry now, "Y/N...fine. I won't lie, i did make out, with a smoking hot chick at the bar, and she led me to her car-" He started, "Dan! What the fuck!? Did you sleep with her!?" You screamed, tears stained your face now. "No." He said, You didn't believe him.
"Your fucking lying." You said, "No, i'm not!" He yelled, "I didn't fucking sleep with her, you nag!" Dan yelled, "Shut the fuck up Dan! Your suck a fucking asshole! I can't-!" You stopped when you felt a sharp pain on your right cheek. He hit you. "You...you fucking hit me!?" You screamed, you stormed to your room, grabbed what you needed and left. "Yeah! Just fucking leave! See if i care!" He yelled after you.
He had sobered up a bit, and realized what he had done. "What the fuck is wrong with me?" He whispered to himself. he fell to his knees, and cried. He began texting you, trying to explain, trying to apologize. You never texted back. He started to panic, "What have i done? I may have lost her forever.." He said as he cried. He looked out the window, and starred at the ran. "I fucked up.."
He couldn't go after you, because he couldn't drive, still partially drunk. All he could do was try to reach you through the phone.
Dan: Y/N, Please! Let me explain!
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Dan: I'm sorry!
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Dan: I didn't mean any of what i said!
Dan: I didn't mean to hurt you! You know i would never hurt you!
Dan: I'm so sorry...
Dan: I hate myself for this. I've ruined the best thing in my life...
Dan: I'm sorry, Y/N...
Dan: I wish i could take it all back..
He went to his room, angry at himself, sad because he had just lost the love of his life. He kicked over the camera stand, threw the picture from his desk, punched a hole through his wall, then, broke down. He fell to the ground and leaned against a dressed, curled in a ball, and cried. ~
He looked down at the phone, and there was a message! It read: "Dan, i don't want to lose you. But you hit me, that went too far. I'll comer over in a while, so we can talk." Dan's breath hitched, he stood up, and went to the lounge. A soft knock was heard from the door, Dan rushed to answer, and there you stood. "Dan-" You were cut off by his arms being wrapped around you, "I'm so sorry! I didn't mean any of it! I feel terrible, i'm a monster, and i hate myself, i'm so so sorry!" He said it all so quickly, tears streaming down his face.
He sobbed onto your shoulder, and you cried with him. "It's okay Dan, i know, i know. It'll be okay, we'll work this out, okay?" You said, You went back inside, and he examined the mark on your face, and he his his own in shame. "I feel like such a monster, i should never have hit you, i never should have gone to that party. I'm so sorry, Y/N, can you ever forgive me?" He asked, "I forgive you, Dan. And your not a monster.." You said quietly, and rested your head on his shoulder, and he wrapped you into a hug and kissed your head. "I love you, Y/N, more then anything in the world. Just so you know." He said, "I love you to, Dan." You replied with a smile.
~The End...
A/N: So it's not great, but i like it! I had the idea after i saw an edit on youtube. So yeah, i had to! XD Enjoy! And as always my friends, i will see you in the next chapter! *IT'S THE SEXY END SCREEN DANCE! XD I'm sorry.....
Tried to find sad gifs.......
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