WARNING: This was written a very long time ago and i wish to believe I have improved from this. This is also my first ever story and phan story, I would be pleased if you read my more recent work. I have corrected grammar and spelling and made it more aesthetically pleasing but the rest is original.Thank you and try to enjoy! 

DAN POV 
It was morning and I could smell a lovely smell coming from the kitchen so I rushed to see Phil making pancakes "HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAN" Phil shouted 

"Phil you remembered it was my birthday" I smiled as Phil ran to give me a hug

"I'm Your best friend how could I forget your birthday," He said hugging me. I blushed but didn't know why "Um... Dan are you blushing,"Phil said as he slowly backed away.That amazing feeling of Phil hugging me made me smile but as he left me I felt empty inside

We left the kitchen to go watch TV in the living room as I sat down Phil picked up his big Totoro teddy and as we watched the death note he hugged it.   THOUGHT: I wish Phil Hugged me like that 
As I shook my head to get the thought out of my head Phil stared at me giving me an odd look

PHIL'S POV 
Dan was shaking his head I was scared and worried for him he had been acting strange these past few days. I didn't see what was wrong. it all started when I said when we had just moved into the new London home and I said as I gave him a high five "I think this is the best thing we have ever done together" and from then every time I even got close to Dan he blushed or freaked out.

I tried to leave the room and I said to Dan "I am just going to the toilet brb" I ran down the hallway looking for something in his room that might explain why he was acting like this.

DAN POV
He had been gone for a long time so i got curious and shouted him " Phil are you OK? Do you need help" i asked 

"No Dan I am just going to get a new fish on my Japanese... fish zoo" Phil stuttered 

"WHAT IN THE WORLD," I said confused 

"I am so close to my high score," Phil said. I just carried on watching.

PHIL POV 
I looked everywhere except the draw that Dan told me never to look in. I peep in and I saw the unexpected...  it was something hopefully from a fan or this would be creepy but if it was from a fan then why would dan tell me to not look at it.

"Dan will you be honest with me," I asked  

"Y...yes Phil I can be honest" Dan trembled.In Dan's bedroom I found a card with me and lots of words like 'i love him' and 'i wish he was mine'. I hoped it was a thing from a fan The fan loved me and sent it to Dan and that it wasn't dan's i had to ask him otherwise i might never know but this must be what was wrong with dan. 

"Dan did you make this"I pulled out the poster and Dan blushed. 

"*n...n... n... *SIGH* yes I did you can move out if you want Phil I knew it would never work" Dan's face filled with tears as he admitted he loved me. I didn't like him in that way but at the same time I felt sad for Dan

"I am not moving out I will never move out Dan"I held his shoulders 

"really, thanks" Dan wiped his tears away looking up a bit happier. he rushed forward with a face full of tears and put his head on my shoulder and curled up in a ball on the sofa So he sat there and stopped crying. As I left the room I went to go on my laptop to let Dan deal with his own emotions

DAN POV 
I was sad that Phil didn't feel the same way I wanted to kill myself but as I got the warm cosy hug from Phil I felt better. as he left the room I felt better but my 

FEELS WE'RE STILL KILLING ME ON THE INSIDE...