Hear You Me

This is a songfic to Jimmy Eat World's Hear You Me. Warning: the song is really sad.

TW: I cried whilst writing this. (Major character death)

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.

When Dan came to Manchester for the first time, Phil was there to show him around. Phil was always there to help Dan and, suddenly, Phil was gone. Dan missed him.. he missed him so much..

I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

Dan never really thanked Phil for anything, did he? He didn't thank him for being a good friend because he thought he would be able to later on his life. He didn't thank Phil for saving his life, never, not once. Now he couldn't and he regretted not showing his gratitude sooner.

What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

Dan wondered what Phil would think of him at that moment. Would he be proud that he hadn't done anything stupid yet? Would he consider Dan strong? Probably not. Dan was currently sobbing at the thought of Phil looking down on him from.. where he was.

He missed him and he just wanted to say 'I love you' one more time. He couldn't. He missed his chance and now Phil was gone.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

Dan hoped that Phil was happy. He hoped that Phil wasn't alone and that he was up in heaven with the angels. He was an angel, after all.

Dan found more tears filling his eyes at the thought of Phil being guided to heaven.

So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

Dan was strong for surviving so long and he knew that Phil would be proud of him for getting so far. Dan would never have made it if it wasn't for Phil though; he wished he could thank him for that..

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

The memories flooded into Dan's brain and suddenly he couldn't breathe. He was suffocating. Phil's laugh, Phil's smile.. remembering it was too much. He couldn't take it. His heart was beating fast and he was beginning to feel extremely dizzy. "I can't do this, Phil." Dan whispered, his whole body trembling violently. "I need you, I can't live without you." Dan was on the verge of passing out due to his out-of-pattern breathing.

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.

Dan closed his eyes, trying his best to stay conscious. He took a deep breath and imagined what he would do if Phil was by his side. "Dan, it's okay. You can do it." Phil would have said and, somehow, imagining Phil's gentle, soothing voice, helped Dan's breathing to become more steady.

"Thank you." Dan whispered to himself, pretending that Phil was actually with him. "Thank you for everything: for being a great friend, for loving me, for saving my life. Thank you. I love you so much, even if I didn't really say it enough. I love you, Phil and I always will. Even if you're not with me physically, I will always love you."

A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

"I'll never forget you, you were my best friend. I love you so much. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I wish it was me who died that day so that you could live and spread happiness everywhere. I'm probably just going to bring my own personal rain cloud with me everywhere now. You didn't deserve to die, you were too pure and kind. You didn't deserve to die at all. Just remember, I love you. Don't forget me up in heaven."

May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

Dan could have sworn he heard a small, familiar voice say. "I love you too." So he snapped his eyes open, his eyes laying on a faded figure of his best friend. The figure soon faded, making Dan's eyes fill with tears.

May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

Soon he was screaming, "Come back!" but Phil never did come back.

Not entirely a fan of this one but I cried whilst writing this so 0_o

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