IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME.

To whoever reads my crappy one shots, thank you. I reached 100k on my birthday and it feels so amazing. Today is actually going to be the best day ever because: it's my birthday, my one shot book hit 100k and it's my girlfriend and I's six month anniversary.. I'm actually so happy. Thank you for reading my one shots even though I hardly ever post anymore and when I do it's bad.

I ACTUALLY WROTE A ONE SHOT?? ARE YOU PROUD OF ME? I'M PROUD BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME!

Phil's point of view

I love being in love. Maybe you could say that I'm in love with love.

It's the most amazing feeling that everyone feels. No matter who you are, you'll experience love one day.

When I hold his hand, I feel butterflies making a home in my stomach. When we kiss, I feel giddy with happiness. When we look each other in the eye and say I love you, I can't help but smile.

Sometimes we 'argue' about love-y things... like... who is the cutest (Dan), who loves the other more (I love Dan more) or sometimes who is the most attractive (also Dan). These arguments make me laugh because usually they end up with kisses and giggles as we agree that we're equal.

The other day, I found something in a box hidden under my bed. The letters were in there. The letters that he sent to me back when we were just in an Internet relationship. The words made my stomach hurt (in a good way) and I actually cried a little because I was so happy.

I admit. We're the cheesiest couple on earth but I'm happy so it's okay.

Back then, we'd both stay up into the depths of the night until one of us inevitably fell asleep. The next day we'd both be exhausted but that was always okay. Everything was okay as long as we were together.

I remember when we Skyped almost every weekend, just to spend the entire time looking at each other in a loving way. We barely talked because we both felt so awkward. All I thought about was how cute he looked all the time.

And the day that we met. We were both crying as we ran towards each other. He had been on the train for hours and he was exhausted but he refused to sleep just so he could spend more time with me. We never stopped holding hands and we kissed at every opportunity because we were in love.

That was 2009. It's now 2022.

It's weird to think that that was all so long ago.

Now, as I stare into his loving eyes, our hands joined together, my stomach is filled with butterflies. He looks so attractive in a suit... he's always attractive. The butterflies are going crazy.

They were the same butterflies I felt on the day that we met. The first time we Skyped. The first time we talked. The first time we kissed.

I was in love.

Are you in relationship? Have you ever experienced love?

Yes and YES.

-I'm sorry for never uploading anymore. I just can never writeee-