Charmless Man (3/4)
This is officially the third part of this mini series, I'm excited to write this one!! Though the ending will not be what you expect, I do hope you guys enjoy.
Your POV
As the four weeks went past, me and Damon eventually became more.. tolerant with each other. I started to see him as more then just some cocky asshole, but as a charming, nice guy.
Wait, did I call him charming?
I had to admit, he was charming if you get past the cockiness. Extremely charming.
I also started to regularly tutor him when we both had free time. He was pretty slow at first, but he increasingly became a lot better at maths.
But as he did get better, I started to wish he wasn't as good. I got extremely used to hanging out with him and as he got better, the less amount of time I needed to spend with him.
I didn't have much friends, or any for that matter. In a weird way, Damon was my first proper friend.
It was weird to call Damon a friend, since I spent the 5 years hating his guts. But it was a good weird, I liked being friends with him. He was funny, charming, fun, kind, attractive.
I thought I was being crazy when I thought to myself how attractive Damon actually was. But the more I got to know him, the more I attracted I got to him.
He had really nice hair, his eyes were an amazing colour and he had the most amazing smile. I loved his smile the most, whenever he smiled, I couldn't help but smile as well.
I was called into the headmasters office at some point, I came in and asked, "You wanted to see me?"
The headmaster smiled and gestured me to sit down. He said, "Yes, I wanted to let you know how happy I am that you and Mr Albarn are finally getting along."
I said, "Thank you, sir."
He explained, "It's also worth noting that you are an excellent tutor as well. His math grades have been much better of recent and they look they're going to stay that way. Which means you no longer have to tutor him."
I was confused and asked, "Sorry, sir?"
The headmaster shrugged and simply said, "Well, the agreement was that you tutor him until his math grades improve, and since they've improved, you are no longer required to tutor him."
I mumbled, "I see. Is that what you came to tell me, sir?"
He nodded. I asked, "Am I free to go now, sir?"
The headmaster said, "Yes, I hope this good behaviour keeps up. God knows we need it for prom."
I simply nodded and walked out. I was extremely disappointed, I liked tutoring Damon. It was the only time I hanged out with him since we finished our cleaning duties in the music rooms on a Friday.
I sighed and walked over to my locker to collect my coat. As I grabbed my coat, Damon came next to me suddenly and said loudly, " 'Ello love!"
I immediately jumped and exclaimed, "Fuck?! Jesus Christ, Damon!"
He laughed and asked, "Sorry, did I scare ya?"
I put my hand in my chest and said, "You scared the living hell out of me. Anyways, what are you doing here?"
Damon raised an eyebrow and asked, "What were you doing in the headmasters office?"
I asked, "Are you stalking me or something?"
Damon said, "No, I just noticed. You haven't got into another fight, have ya?"
I rolled my eyes and laughed. I closed my locker door and started to walk down the corridor as Damon walked beside me.
I explained, "He just called me in to say that he's happy we're getting along and that I don't need to tutor you anymore."
Damon mumbled, "Oh... right. So no more tutor sessions, I guess?"
I nodded sadly, Damon mentioned, "Shame, I liked our tutor sessions. You're a really good tutor."
I blushed slightly and mumbled, "Thanks, Damon."
Damon then placed his arm around my shoulder, which took me by surprise. But I didn't mind, I actually liked it.
We eventually walked out of school and Damon quickly said, "I'll see you next week then."
I nodded and said, "Yeah, have a nice weekend, Damon."
He smiled at me, oh god his smile, I started to smile back at him. He then ran off.
It's cliche to say, but I was getting butterflies in my stomach. I bit my lip and ran off home.
I jumped onto my bed and sighed loudly from the comfort of it. I smiled as I imagined Damons' face, Jesus, I really did like him.
Suddenly, I got a phone call from my phone. I grabbed it and answered it, I said, "Hello?"
Damons' voice said through the phone, " 'Ello love."
I grinned and I started to mess around with the cord. I said, "Hey, Damon. How are you?"
Damon responded, "Good, thanks. Um, I actually called you to ask you something important."
I raised my eyebrows and asked, "Oh, yeah? What about?"
Damon slowly explained, "Well, you know how prom is next week? Well, I was wondering.. if you wanted to go with me?"
I almost screamed out of happiness, until Damon added, "As friends, of course."
My heart broke slightly as he said this, well, at least I technically had someone to go with to prom. I nodded and said, "Yeah, that's fine. It'd be awkward if we went as a couple, you know, since we aren't one."
Damon quickly said, "That's what I thought, besides, friends can go to prom together, can't they?"
I mumbled, "Yeah, I suppose so."
Damon mentioned, "Anyways, I've got to go. The band needs me, I'll see you on Monday."
I said, "Yeah... see ya."
I then hung up the phone, I couldn't help but feel a little a disappointed. However, I smiled when I remembered that Damon had basically asked me out to prom, even if it was just as mates.
One week later..
I waited in my room for Damon, as I put the last finishing touches on my make up. I was incredibly nervous, but also super excited. My parents were on a business trip so they unfortunately couldn't see me wearing a prom dress or meet Damon.
As I quickly pushed a piece of my hair behind my ear, the doorbell rang. I breathed out slowly, I eventually walked down and opened the door.
There I saw Damon, wearing a suit and his hair spiked up with gel. He looked at me in surprise.
He swallowed and said, "Hey, Y/N. You look... amazing."
I smiled and mumbled, "Thanks, you too."
He smiled and asked, "So are you ready to go?"
I nodded and linked my arm with his. Damon said as we walked down to the school, "I'm so fuckin' glad that school is finally over! No more homework ever again!"
I laughed and said, "No more shitty teachers!"
He laughed and mentioned, "No more crappy school dinner!"
I laughed again and we eventually go to the school. The prom was held in the main hall, it was packed with everyone in our year. The music was loud and there was tons of people dancing in the middle of the hall.
Damon shouted over the music, "Do you want anything?!"
I didn't hear him that well the first time, so I shouted, "What?!"
Damon shouted again, "Do you want something to drink?!"
I heard him better this time, so I simply nodded. He shouted, "Okay, I'll get you something!"
He eventually walked off, disappearing into the crowd. I sighed and sat on a chair, waiting for him to come back.
Eventually, some guy with black glasses and black hair sat on the chair next to me. He eventually said, "Hiya."
I looked at him and awkwardly said, "Hi..?"
He smiled and explained, "Sorry, I'm not weirdo or anything."
I laughed slightly and said, "I'll take your word for it then."
He held out his hand and introduced himself, "I'm Graham."
I smiled and shook his hand while saying, "I'm Y/N."
His eyes lit up and he exclaimed, "Oh! You're the one that punched Damon, wasn't it? Sorry."
I chuckled and explained, "It's alright, yeah, that was me. But it's okay now, we're mates."
Graham mentioned, "I know, I'm his best mate. Well, at least I hope I am, otherwise I'm gonna kill him."
I laughed and said, "So I'm guessing you're in that band that Damon's in?"
Graham nodded and explains, "Yeah, his band to be more specific. He's lead singer, no surprise. We're called Blur."
I nodded and commented, "Cool name."
I eventually looked over to the punch section and saw Damon, but as I looked, I wish I hadn't.
He was over there, flirting with the girl that was in charge of the drinks. He was smirking and stroked her hair, whispering something in her ear, making her laugh.
I instantly felt sick, I couldn't watch. I felt tears coming down my face, as I looked, Damon suddenly made eye contact with me.
His face went from all happy and flirty to all worried and guilty. I couldn't stay, I immediately got up and went pass the crowd.
I eventually went outside and started to walk away from the school. I then heard someone running towards me behind me, knowing who it was.
Damon exclaimed, "Y/N, I'm sorry. Please, I just got carried away."
He attempted to grab my hand, but I immediately pulled away while hissing, "Don't you fucking touch me!"
Damon looked at me, extremely upset. I started to walk off again, trying to get as far away from him as possible.
Damon eventually shouted, "Can we please not fuckin' do this?! We just settled our differences, why are you getting all pissed at me?!"
I carried on walking, not wanting to listen to him. Damon exclaimed, "You know, not everything is about you?! Just because someone does something that you may not like doesn't give you the right to get all angry and then you hold a fuckin' grudge for 5 fuckin' years?!"
I stopped in my tracks and turned around, looking at Damon. His hair was messy and he was breathing heavily from running after me.
I shouted, "You want to know why?! Because everyone lets me down and everyone leaves me?! You won't stay?! My mum didn't even fucking stay, so why should I believe that you won't just throw me away like everyone else has?!"
Damon said, "Because... because I-"
He kept cutting off his sentence, like he didn't know what to say. I exclaimed, "I'm better off alone, Damon. And you're better off without me."
Damon said, "Y/N, please, I-"
I eventually screamed, "Damon, just fuck off, okay?! Just fucking leave me alone?!"
I looked at Damon, with tears streaming down my face. I whispered, "Just go."
Damon looked stared at me, with tears in his eyes. I sighed and I started to walk again.
This time, Damon didn't come back. I looked back for one last time, and he eventually walked off.
I sobbed on my way home and I collapsed on bed, soaking my pillow with my tears.
He didn't deserve me, and I didn't deserve him.
That's the third part done! Sorry about the angst, but don't worry, the last part shall be up soon hopefully. I hoped you've enjoyed.
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