I dont know if I should quit or keep going...

Is there an option for both..

Ahahaha...

Ha...

I just...

I want to be happy

In 3 weeks I will be happy..

I hope..

I hope...

I wont tell you whats in three weeks I will announce it on the day..

I turned down a request.. from someone who cares about me..

I dont know if I should take a break from the internet

I honestly dont cause im very lonely in the real world..

I went to church and prayed and nearly broke down because I cried and screamed at the chapel to heal me.

I pray everynight

3 more weeks

I dont know if in disappointed in myself..

I look in the mirror and think "whose that girl? No one wants to be her."

I really want to glare at that knife

But I made a fucking promise

To my cousin

To everyone

And im not breaking It.

No..

I look at my scars
My face
My body

I just-

I need some happiness

on top of joy

With a thick layer of creativity

Is that too hard to ask?

Idk..

Im failing at somethings..

I hate my insomnia
Anxiety
Panic attacks
Hair.

Im sorry am I venting?

Sorry..

For disappointing you guys..

I dont want to take a break

So

Lets put on a smile,

And be..

Well...

Happy!

So is anyone into any good ships?

Y'know

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